Life is an endless journey

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sometimes, I wonder what is life? And why does it always have to play games with me?

I mean possibly what I have done wrong? Nothing right! But nothing makes me sense?

What I am doing here? At night listening to his conversations
as he can only talk about all the things that rich people do or what other kids do at my age.

But I've always been fighting in my life to get things that other peoples easily get.
I was supposed to be studying but no I am here, stuck with him.

There is a sudden desire in me to slap him hard on his face for doing all this! In the end, he won and I've lost track of his aura.

As he sensed my silence, he gawked at me and asked me what was wrong?
So lenient to ask what's wrong? But how could I say that you will never comprehend what's wrong with me or with my life?

Maybe life has always been effortless for him that's why he doesn't care? Or maybe he is just ridiculous and I should ignore him more often.

" I need to be at my hostel right now,  "

I tried to raise my voice but he glared at me as he is talking about something important. Which is not at all right!  he is talking to other girls for about half an hour asking absurd questions and laughing as he has never laughed!
Which made me wonder how many girlfriends does he have?

He was driving harsh I wanted to stop him but before I could say anything my cellphone started ringing.

"Yes?"

"Julia, my daughter how are you?

  "you are not sleeping?"

Oh no, it's my mother all the way calling me from thousands of kilometres away. She always cares about me. She is very precious to me.

"No, Mumma I was going to sleep, you say is it already morning over there?"

"Okay, tell me what you are wearing?"

"You should wear red, you look sexy in it."

I glared at him hard. I was about to punch him on his face very badly but then again I controlled myself.

"Is that a boy talking to you? Are you not at your hostel Julia?"

My mother's voice was worried and angry too maybe she has every right to get angry with me it was my mistake to believe him.

" No, Mumma my roommate was watching a movie. I will converse with you later, I'm already sleepy bye!" Then I hung up.

For the first time, I spoke a lie and hung up on her just because of this Casanova.

It's all my mistake I shouldn't have come when I do not have any car of my own! Why do I always have to suffer?
He is still talking shit!

"If you want my notes you can take them. I'll drop them at your place by tomorrow,  "

I snatched his cell phone and cut that call.

"What the hell is wrong with you?"  He narrowed his eyes, his voice was loud and deep as he could shout at me any time.

"What the hell is wrong with me? Are you mad? Can't you see I am getting late already and why are you driving so slow? If you are done talking to your girlfriends then I am requesting you to drop me at my place."

I was furious too. Maybe it's all my mistake I should have come here by taking the help of others. And why would he care if you are getting late or not? If my mother has called or not? If I  lie to her the first time because of him. No, he wouldn't get anything in his mind! He just wanted to use me so he could eat whatever he wishes to!

And if he had so many friends why didn't he inquire anybody to make him food? Why me? Oh, now I realised why he asked me to do it because he wanted to realize that he is the one who has money and he can order anybody with it.

As a brainless girl, I blindly obeyed whatever he ordered forgetting about some rules of my life that I made to myself.

I want to slap him so hard!

"Listen Julia you don't need to be so cosy to whatever I was talking about! And the second thing is she is my friend, not my girlfriend! Don't need to be jealous if you are attracted to me then just say, there is no need to be jealous all right!"

How dare he?

"Jealous my foot!"

I was about to murder him but he increased the speed. Maybe, he was angry too!

Well, the hell I care about him. I've never seen such a boy who is so ridiculous if he didn't slow down we might get an accident and then I don't need to kill him because we were already dead by that time.

"Could you slow down, please?"  This is the second time I requested him.
I pledge myself to never take any relief from  Neel Malhotra for the rest of my life.

He didn't slow down. We were near to the university and he was about to kill everything in this world.

I saw professor Peter, he was near the building University conversing with someone. And my hostel isn't far away from here that much, anything is better than this situation maybe Mr Peter could help me.

"Mr Peterrr!!" I shouted my lungs out.
As my shrieked voice did some magic Neel Stopped!  Finally, I am out of his league safe and alive.

"Uh, Julia???" He tried to recognise me.

I was about to get out of his car but he has locked the doors.
Bloody bastard!

"Are you out of your mind?" Again he narrows his eyes.

"I think you are the one who is out of his mind right now!" Yes, he has lost his brain.

"You know what? Go! I don't care a bit about you!  just let me tell you one thing this is the worst night of my life!"

"Well, I have the same thoughts!"

Why do I feel tragic about it? Of course, it would be his worst night! He spent his night accompanying a girl like me who was not fortunate enough for him when he could have enjoyed with a girl like Sarah.

I need to be strong! 

He unlocked the doors that's how I got out.

He vanished within seconds. Well good for me if he did that otherwise, he would have wasted my time.

"Mr Peter, could you please drop me at my hostel?"  Now, don't say no, please. I was praying in mind.

"Sure, come."

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After almost half an hour I'm finally on my bed thinking about today. Why do I expect things from other people? I should ask this question more often because it was all my negligence, purposely after knowing everything I  invited him to help me!

The one thing I'm sure about is he can never change and maybe he will never be the one who will understand about others?

Well no!  he can never be. I still remember the school days of my life when the first time I saw him, he was singing a song for a girl. Only those school girls know he had dated every girl of that school. He was a bully too well at least for me. Maybe he never noticed me I had short hair back then that's why he didn't recognise me?  It doesn't matter anymore because I don't want him to recognize me I don't want him to see me through my eyes and recognise that I'm the girl whom he bullied in my senior year. And the younger Julia didn't have a pinch of strength back then but now she is full of power to stand for herself.

My mother called me once again and I assured her that I wasn't out that much late at night.  She cares about me so much, I am the only child my parents got. Sometimes, I wonder how am I going to spend my years here without my home. But when I speculate about my dreams to change my life to get away from all these aspects where no one can put a finger on me or at least don't think that I can't afford things.

However, I've to only consolidate on my carrier, not on that Neel Malhotra and his company I've enough of my workload I can't think about his ludicrous aspects anymore.
The first mission to accomplish is to ignore Neel Malhotra and his company.

I received a text from Alisha, she asked me if I reached home or not? I assured her that everything is fine with me, she doesn't have to take the stress.

she told me that Neel called him and expected her to ask me if I reached home or not! So she got furious at me about why I left him in the first place? when I notified her about everything, she came on my team about him being a jerk and flirt. She mumbled that he flirted with her too.

Anyways, she advised me to not pay attention to him maybe these elements are regular for him. But these elements are not regular for me.

I wanted to explain so many aspects to her about why I felt retarded and taken back but no words came out of my mouth.

After communicating with her. I was all alone with my silence. Sometimes, silence gets its voice and it lets you travel the universe with it and sometimes, it makes your heart sink.
But my silence is all about the future of me which I want to be better and be brave.

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