Lost | But Not Defeated

I saw that,
What you couldn't,
I speculate that,
What was beyond you,
I attain that,
What I speculated, never will.

Just because I had a dedication,
Faith to thwart,
Faith to earn,
And,
Faith to commence.

On this way, I was deserted,
Desire no one but myself,
At the demise,
I lay the first stone,
Some people dwelled till last,
Many left in between.

Yet it never hurt,
Because I invariably had the one,
One that was only inside me,
The entity you are scouring,
Are perpetually near you.

Why wail,
Why wreckage time,
Just have a belief,
Fight one,
Nevertheless,
Accept defeat.

I know many,
Who loses,
And get forfeited in the dark,
And,
I also know many,
Who quarrel,
And become the lightness themselves.

At the end your choice,
To be a shadow,
Or,
To Glint,
Though remember,
People only memorize those,
Who are radiant,
Need no one to gleam.

If you are lost,
Excavate the destination,
Retain,
You are not deterred,
The journey has just initiated.