Author's POV:

"Love is always a lie." You said as you pointed the cold gun towards the boy kneeling down with a rose in his hand. You look at him one last time closing your eyes as your hands slowly pulled the trigger making the boy scream. You smiled to yourself being proud of what you did while everyone else around you were terrified by the action you just took.

"This is what should happen with people like him." You said as everyone hesitantly nodded. You knew they were not with you but just acting so they don't have to see your dark side.

"I like genuine people better than the fake ones." You said in your usual expressionless and cold as ice voice. Everyone in the place were shivering while you just laughed like maniac seeing the bloody dead body infront of you.

"KANG NAJI!" You turned around at the voice as your eyes were burning in anger but coated with a layer of your ice cold orbs. The one who you hated to death, the one who you never wished to see, the one who was the reason for you being this cold, this heartless and this dark. It was none other than your own dad, Kang Songhun. 

"HOW DARE YOU KILL THIS INNOCENT BOY?!" He screamed his hands shivering seeing this dark side of his own daughter. 

"He isn't innocent Kang Songhun. He shows me that he loves me but of course it is fake! And fake people are never innocent!" You said but he sighed.

"THAT DOESN'T MEAN YOU CAN KILL HIM!" He said but you just laughed.

"Why are you even caring for this little mouse? What will you even get saving this mouse?" You said but he looked at you disgusted.

"I didn't raise you to see this side of yours!" He said as you could feel tears brim in your eyes. For the first time in years, you felt like crying but where is the shoulder to cry on? The shoulder where you could cry isn't with you today. The shoulder doesn't exist. Where will you go? These thoughts roamed in your head as your eyes shot up. This time they weren't as cold as ice but the eyes which used to shot up like they did a few years ago.

"And I didn't call you my appa so you could kill my happiness." You said as he looked at you in disbelief.

"Love isn't for this dark world! He deserved to be killed!" He said as your heart clenched. It felt like your heart was burning in fire.

"THEN HE DOESN'T DESERVE TO LIVE AS WELL!" You shouted getting out of the area as your dad just closed his eyes looking down regretting every single thing he did in the past. Which stands for, killing your happiness.

-5 years ago-

"APPA NO!!" You shouted but your dad pulled the trigger as your legs gave up, your eyes felt heavy as you fell on your knees unable to accept the truth infront of your eyes.
Your dad just killed the one you love, the one who was your light, the one who was the reason for your life, Park Chanyeol.

-Present-

Since that day, you never smiled, you never laughed, nor enjoyed. You were just a lifeless body working like a robot. Eating without appetites, sleeping without feeling tired were just a routine. And breathing? It was not even anything special to you.
How you used to breathe in the air and laugh at yourself for doing that to not even care about breathing.
It all happened cause the happiness, light and reason for your life left. Chanyeol left.

Chanyeol was you childhood friend who was also your one and only secret playmate. As time passed, he eventually became your bestfriend and like a soulmate.
It was your 18th birthday when he confessed to you and you accepted him because certainly you had feelings for him too.
But when your dad found out after a year of your relationship with Chanyeol, he killed him. He didn’t want you to be in love, he didn't want you to focus on anything else rather than the dark world. Thus, he killed him.
You were in therapies for months, but the grief didn’t go. It just became more and more until one day you tried killing yourself although you failed. After that, the happy, cheerful, sweet, bubbly once you changed into a cold, heartless and dark you.

Today this boy confessed to you not knowing you were a mafia but you killed him.
All he did was faking and lying. Although for others, you killed for no reason, it was just a trait of yours bur for you, you knew the reason. You knew why you killed him.
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You were walking until you reached a bridge.
The cold wind flowing across your body sending slight chills to you. You just looked at the lake down below. It was beautiful. It was dark and black because of night time but that didn’t make it look less beautiful. It still looked beautiful. Something of wonders!
You were lost in the view until you felt someone come and stand beside you sighing.
"Hello!" He said but you ignored him.
"Hey!" He said again but you rolled your eyes.
"Are you deaf? Or am I mute? Wait but I can hear myself!" He said like a stupid idiot just like Chanyeol.
"Shut up." You said as he looked at you pouting. You couldn’t see his face but he kinda looked cute?
"What do you want?" You asked.
"Nothing." He said.
"Then why are you here?" You asked as he sighed.