(Date: June, 1, 2023, 11:03pm)

Nacht and I were talking, can't remember the conversation now, but the conversation ended with us talking about which Utaite's got us into, the whole Utaite community, which was Mafumafu and Soraru, then shortly nqrse, anyways, the ending point was this sentence.

Mafumafu and Soraru: the Utaites who started the dream.
ill.bell: the Utaite who give us the courage to start.
nqrse: the reason we keep going.

(nqrse is the reason we keep going, because for some reason, we want to reach the point where we can be like him.)

We had this conversation with someone, and talked about wanting to be good enough to sing on stage and perform our covers with the other Utaites, and they straight up told us it was going to be impossible. 

For some odd reason hearing someone call my, no our dream impossible made me feel more..whats the right word here . . . motivated, or inspired to do something about what they said, we suddenly felt a real reason to keep going, to keep pushing forwards, and prove to this person, prove to these people that we can make it, that we are worthy of making it!

We may not always feel like we are good enough, but some where deep in us, there is something that believes we are good enough, to stay side by side with the Utaites, and faith that one day it may very well happen.

(For some reason, I just choice to add dates on ever chapter, so enjoy knowing what day I write this on.)