My heart beat pounds, I feel it in every ounce of my being.

The blade talks to me, tells me my end.

I fight against the negativity.

It consumes me yet I see a light. I plaster on a fake smile.

The love I feel is never real, a moment of time is replaced by guilt.

I want to love you, I want to make you happy... my darkness shows through.

One day you'll understand, one day you'll believe in me. 

I will love you until the end, I will see you through your hardships, your strife's, your darkest hour.. 

To hold me is such a blessing, I will be forever in your debt. 

Love me for who I am, love me in the darkness.. When the blade licks my skin. 

Love me when I cannot love myself.

I will love you no matter what.

I am your light.. I will make you see..

Just don't forget about me.