Oh my God finally we have reached a good part of my life, a stress free environment with the Summer Vacation on hand. Albeit I thought that all was well and said for, and that the university I got accepted to is the one i'm going to, a change of heart caused a cascade of disaster.

I have a week and a bit to apply to the university I am currently thinking about applying to. I know you must be wondering what sort of dung bomb applies only to one university. You guessed it, it's me. Please bless me with as much prayers as possible.

In other news, I have decided that my personal statement needs some help, but at this point I have read it so many times that I don't know what to fix anymore. If anyone is willing to help me direct message me I guess. I will pay you with emojis and half good puns. So here it is, my futile attempt of writing:

"Ever since I was a young child I've always liked creating and building anything out of everything. That is the reason I took physics, chemistry, and biology throughout my high school experience. Chemistry showed how every atom connects and makes something new and incredible. Biology showed me how complicated and beautiful everyone around us is. My favorite out of the subjects I took is physics. This is because there are so many things yet to be explored, quantum physics and all of its unanswered questions. The complexity of everyday actions that are deeply rooted with all sciences is what will always keep me passionate towards it. I also enjoy mathematics and English a lot. The score of my SAT is 520 in mathematics, and I achieved 96 in my TOEFL exam.

Outside of school I enjoy the land of books and socializing with people. I love to analyze people and I enjoy making people happy. Every Saturday I go to my Quraan Course, and then proceed to work on my book which I'm self-publishing. In school I try to include myself as much as possible with any activity going on. I am fond of helping anyone with anything especially if it has anything to do with decorating or pitching creative ideas. I have entered twice in a competition known as Dubai International Pharmaceuticals and Technologies Conference and Exhibition (DUPHAT). It was extremely informative and helpful. It taught me how to research and how to present to a large amount of people for a long amount of time.  I am also in my schools Talent Club, working on a video for the senior class of 2017. I also entered the Happiness Club; we try to spread positivity and optimism into everyone's routine lifestyle. I was from the ten students selected to go to a convention done by the Arabian CSR Network concerning the Sustainable Development Goals; I was later chosen to be an ambassador.

I really would love to enter said University. I feel like I would fit in to the culture and world that comes with the charming lifestyle of the students. I have heard so many positive things, and I love all the activities the university has made. I am a hardworking student who will add a little more life into the university."

Anyway so now that is out of the way I wonder what University life will be like, my father, bless him, treats me like a twelve year old, expects me to act as a twenty two year old, is the same. Everyone tells me it's life changing and that you get more freedom.

Yet here we are, my dear father decided to change all the wifi's passwords, and the only reason I currently have access to the internet is because I was applying to the university a couple of moments ago.

Anyway my birthday is in a couple of days and that means the end of this book is also close. It is sad, yet I believe my updating schedule is not something to be missed. I wrote this book because I wanted to be someone you can seek advice from, and learn from their mistakes. I hope that is what the book means to you.

My friend, the one who wrote the chapter named after Experience, told me something that gave me the inspiration to continue to write. She told me the book gave her hope. Can you believe it, this silly old girl writing on this amazing website gave someone hope. That is the greatest compliment that was ever given to me.

Anyway I don't know how to add red heart emojis to my text here so I'll just go old school with this farewell message and leave the old <3 sign, ah the memories.

<3 Don't forget to smile and find happiness in the little things <3

@Taima47 <3