Chapter 42:

Four years passed avneil were happily married couple they were happy in their life but one thing was bothering avni that why Neil always maintained a distance from her.

Neil was sitting in his cabin and his phone rings he picks the call and smiles to see the caller I'd.

Neil: hi love.

On the other side avni was sitting in her room on the bed.

Avni: hi when you come back home.

Neil: why you are missing me?

Avni: no actually we were thinking to go to the farm house that's way I asked?

Neil smiles he knew the reason why she was asking but he wants to teased her.

Neil: why farm house anything special.

Avni in mind: did he forget that tomorrow is our wedding anniversary I swear if he forget then I will not leave this tillu khanna.

Neil: hello avni are you there hello hello.

Avni: yes Neil what you asked yes why we are going to the farm house nothing we just thought to go there and change our mind because we didn't went there since time.

Neil smiles.

Neil: ok I will come there directly.

Avni: ok bye.

Neil: bye?

Avni: yes bye.

Neil: why bye what about my kiss.

Avni: no kiss I have many things to do so bye.

Acbi cuts the call and smiles.

Neil: avni avni you can't do this to me I want a kiss hello hello.

Neil checks the call and saw she cuts it he smiles.

Neil: i know wifey tomorrow is our wedding anniversary how can I forget about that.

Neil smiles at night Neil reached there and smiles to see neela maa and Shweta.

Neil: hi gorgeous ladies.

They look at him and smiles.

Nm: hi.

Shweta: thank God you reached now go and freshen up then we will have the dinner.

Neil nodes yes and look here and there.

Neil: where is avni?

Nm: she is in the kitchen.

Neil: oh ok.

Neil was going to the stairs Shweta and neela maa screams.

Nm: Neiilll.

Shweta: tillluuu.

Neil stops and turns to them.

Neil: what happened?

Shweta: where are you going?

Neil: in my room.

Shweta: your room is here actually we planned to come here in hurry so we just cleaned this portion so your room is here the second room.

Neil: oh ok.

Neil went there then they had the dinner and Neil was standing in his room and was waiting for avni he look at the clock it's 11:50 pm.

Neil: where is this avni just 10 minutes then the date will changes and it will be our wedding anniversary day but girl is not here.

His phone rings he picks the phone from the bed and received it.

Neil: hello Avni where are you?

Avni: Neil come to our room.

Neil: I am in our room.

Avni: not that room our room which is up stairs.

Neil: what are you doing there?

Avni: you come I will tell you.

Neil: ok.

Neil cuts the call and thinks then he smiles and went there he opens the door and shocked to see the decoration the room was decorated with the roses candles and fairy lights he sensed that something is in avni's mind.

Neil: avni avni where are you?

Avni comes from the balcony and Neil shocked to see her in the the pink Saree because her eyes were showing some other emotions she was feeling shy Neil lost to see her avni comes to him avni saw the clock.

Avni: happy anniversary Neil.

Neil smiles.

Neil: happy anniversary.

He hugs her then he breaks the hug and kiss her forehead.

Neil: avni this?

Avni: Neil today 4 years ago we started our new journey and today I want make this night memorable I want to take our relationship to the next level.

Neil shocked and show fake smile and turns.

Neil: wh what do you mean?

Avni: Neil you very well know what I want to say.

Neil turns to her.

Neil: avni today is our wedding anniversary but where is the cake.

Avni: Neil don't try to change the topic.

Neil shocked and shows fake smile.

Neil: avni I am not changing the topic I am just asking it's our wedding anniversary so we should cut the cake.

Avni: we will do that but first answer me why you always maintained the distance from me.

Neil: what are you saying avni it's not like this.

Avni: it is like this you always made excuses first you said avni you are weak and you didn't recover till now so we can't take our relationship to the next level I thought you cared for me then every time when i talked about the child or do anything you always made excuses avni I am tired avni I have headache avni tomorrow is my meeting so I have to wake up early so i am going to sleep kk and Sonia have a son of 8 months old and they marry one year after us and we.

Avni stops Neil was looking at her.

Avni: you don't love me right?

Neil shocked.

Neil: avni.

Avni: yes you don't love me or I say you never loved me you was just sympathized with me because of my disaese you thought she will die in few days so just give her the happiness for few days but destiny I got survived and we were married you was committed with me so just to fulfill your promise you marry me again and now I am only a responsibility to you right you don't love me.

Tears falls from her eye Neil hugs her.

Neil: ssshhh calm down avni please don't cry please calm down.

Neil rubs her back and console her.

Neil: sssshhh I will explain you everything but first calm down.

Neil breaks the hug and cup her face.

Neil: do you really think I don't love you.

Avni cries.

Neil: avni I love you more than myself you are my life yes I maintained the distance from you but I did that for you.

Avni look at him.

Avni: what do you mean?

Neil look at her.

Neil: avni first sit her.

He took her to the bed and made her sit on the bed and sits besides her he holds her hands.

Neil: avni actually after your operation.

Neil told her everything what doctor said avni shocked.

Avni: that means I will never conceive.

Neil: no avni doctor said it may risk your life that's why I did that.

Avni: then why you didn't tell me?

Neil: avni I was afraid that what if you misunderstood everything first I was afraid that what if you refused to marry me because of it then I was afraid what if you took everything in a wrong way and misunderstood me and went away from me that's why I hide that from you and avni for me you and your safety is more important then any thing else I can happily live with you my whole life.

Avni was looking at him.

Neil: you want a child right then we will adopt a child but I can't risk your life.

Avni: but Neil what about when a couple got the good news of becoming parents how that feels what about the phase when a couple wait for the baby for 9 months what about when a baby kicked for the first time what about the first cry of the baby what about the feeling when a couple takes  their child for the first time in their arms Neil what about all this Neil by adopting a child we will become parents but will miss many things neil I want to live that phase I want to wait for my baby for 9 months I want feel my baby Neil I want my baby.

Neil: but avni I can't lose you.

Avni holds his hand.

Avni: Neil more than four years passed I am fine now Neil we can adopt a baby but we missed many things don't you want to hear the first cry of your baby you don't want to pick your child in your arms.

Neil: but avni.

Avni: Neil please try to understand these things matters alot for a woman.

Neil: avni.

Avni: Neil.

Neil sighs.

Neil: ok we will go to the doctor if doctor say you are fine then ok but.

Avni smiles but then she frown.

Avni: but what Neil I

Neil: I didn't finish yet avni let me complete.

Avni look at him.

Neil: but if doctor say it will risk your life then we will not talk about this matter again never ever ok.

Avni look at him she was about to say but Neil interrupts.

Neil: is that clear.

Avni nodes yes.

Neil: good now come let's cut the cake.

Avni nodes yes.

Avni: come with me.

Neil nodes they went to the balcony and cake with kept on the table happy anniversary was written on it they cut the cake and feed each other.

Neil: happy anniversary.

Avni: you too.

Neil smiles then they went Inside the room and avni change her Saree into the night dress and sleeps both was lost in their thoughts.

Neil in mind: I know avni I hurt you that too in our wedding anniversary's day the special day of our life I am sorry avni but I am doing this for you may be i am selfish but I can't live without you.

Avni in mind: I know you love me neil and can do anything for me but Neil a want a family a perfect famliy where our mothers will be with us and our children too.

Neil saw her from the shoulder then think.

Next day they celebrate their anniversary in the farm house guests were in the hall avneil came down avni's arm was intervene in Neil's arm they smiles to look each other.

Avneil comes to the party and all congratulates them then they cut the cake and feed each other then neela maa and Shweta.

Shweta: come on avni tillu why you both are standing let's dance we want to see your dance.

Neil smiles and asked for her hand she smiles and give her hand then they went to the dance floor and dance on the song dil diyaan galan.

They lost into each other eyes.