Solar had tried everything from the journal he had about what the others did when they felt lonely... Alone... As if he was gonna get company here.

The first thing in his journal, endless training... He wished he could do that like Hali usually does, but that would make him stronger... More harder to defeat him for a teen like Boboiboy.

Second, punching things... Physical pain. Taufan usually did that to let tears fall... He tried that too, punched a couple of invisible 'trees', but nothing. He got nothing. He could almost just... Bang his head into things at this point! But what was there?

Third, overworking. Gempa and Hali had that problem. They kept overworking themselves as a way to cope with trauma. But was Solar allowed to do those? No! Stupid bastards... And now, it was a even bigger no! He doesn't want Retak'ka to be more powerful! He had already messed up enough... A lot.

But just a few seconds feel like days... Weeks... Even if Solar knew it were just a few seconds that passed. It felt like he was here for days, looking for a way to cry or just a way for his blurry vision to not be so blurry...

Blaze and Ice... Both would cry silently. Could Solar do that? Nope. His tears needed a way to fall, but they were stubborn. So stubborn. Even more stubborn than he was when Boboiboy needed him for the first time! They just wouldn't fall!

Thorn? That bastard made jokes and pranks that Blaze executed. Was Solar capable of that stuff? No sir- As if he had the mental capacity at this point. As if he even had that sort bravery inside him.

As time went on... The tears gathered futhered...

The humans?

Boboiboy usually cried when in pain, and so did Fang. Both of them shared that similarity. While... Solar knew he was in pain, the tears were all just gathered there. No strength to fall. All of them just wanted to stay there like zombies.

Yaya and Ying? They both also had similarities. They both cried when overwhelmed. But what was the difference between them and the boys anyways? Did Solar ever feel overwhelmed like this before?

Gopal? At least his best friend was some help. While, he too cried for similar reasons; when feeling overwhelmed. He had a different method to cry. He would just sit... and chant, 'no thoughts'. And that supposedly makes him cry.

And Solar decided to try that. Nothing wrong with trying your best friend's ideas...

Right?

So, Solar just sat there... In complete silence as he recognized the place he was at. Utter darkness to harness the top-noch quality of power... Retak'ka, while being a huge crackhead, sure knew what he was doing.

Wait- No!

No thoughts...

No thoughts.

Absolutely none!

No. Thoughts.

No, no.

No-

Solar could now feel the battles outside as his eyes teared up more. The cries... Screams... The agony his data caused...

Oh, right! Who was he kidding?

He was a humanoid data! How could he possibly cry?

Sure, he had seen the others cry once in a blue moon, but this was different! He was different.

He flopped down on the ground with a bitter laugh... Ground?

Could it be called a ground? It was as if he was floating... But at the same time, it was as if he was falling... All in a very dark black void. Was it supposed to reflect how he was feeling? Did he just forget his english-?

...

He sighed as more screams filled the silence in the void... the only thing the void didn't let him do was cry, wasn't it? Everything happening outside just had to be informed. Oh look, Hali is the one being used... how funny.

. . .

Solar held his chest high in the darkness, waiting... waiting... waiting for that one moment where he would be free from his own madness...

Wait...

Time was fast... or was it slow?

Was he strong for staying here for so long... Or was he weak for cowering under his grasp?

At what Celsius did his eyes sting? Was it as hot as the sun?

Did anyone care? Would they come knowing he was the reason everyone was crying? Screaming? He was the reason homes were being destroyed?

Would Boboiboy even come? Or care?

Would Hali still force him outside his room claiming 'he would get Vitamin D deficiency' even after knowing he can't?

Would Taufan continue to worry if he ate or not?

Would Gempa still look at him the same way?

Would Blaze still come looking for trouble in his lab?

Would Ice even share a book with him again?

Would Thorn even bother annoying him to death?

Would anyone even care... ?

...

Does he himself care?