Unpredicted suite of "Absence".

Why do I feel like is was tricked and played with

The same way I was tricked and lied to by my lover before
But in a way that reminds me of those sick and fake frienships with J and E
Why would anybody do that to a friend that is sincere and honest

Why do I have to feel betrayed again when all I promised and gave to them was all of my sincerity
When I didn't do anything wrong or messed up with them
When all I was was kind, supportive and a reliable friend
That was happy and honest about their couple

Why did nobody, of all of my friends that were indirectly involved, didn't told me about this ?

It happened all behind my back, in a group that I don't know the existence of and in which I was not included at all just so they could make fun of me and my most loved one.

My sincerity in relashionships will never fail to make me disappointed and broken

Enough of people I had trust in to shatter my heart in pieces for such an immature and childish act
Enough of feeling betrayed by my most loved ones and my own ""best"" friends.

Qui en tant qu'amie qui dit m'aimer beaucoup et m'adorer tellement fort pourrait me faire ce mal