Johnny helping you through a breakup
(Explicit Language)
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Your P.O.V

You couldn't believe it ! You had spent the whole week together  and he had been practically sewn to your hip and today of all the days and all the times he could have done this he decided now! right now was the best option ! You couldn't explain how angry you felt, you wanted to punch him right in his STUPID face !

It was your first Valentine's Day with Jake AND your last. You put so much effort in for this one special night, wearing your best red dress and your only pair of heels (why people wear them is still a mystery to me, they are walking death traps) only to find him in his basement with his friends while they giggle from across the room like the little pricks they are while he drags you into the opposite corner to "have a chat" (That was in air quotes btw). The BITCH even had the audacity to laugh and ask for a high five afterwards, A HIGH FIVE!

This was the one night a year where you weren't single, where you shouldn't be crying into your pillow, but nooooo! Obviously not because you're " just not right for each other, that's all". OF ALL THE FRIGGING EXCUSES HE CHOOS- oh but don't worry! no I completely forgot ,"it's not your fault, so try not to beat yourself up about it!". You hated this day with a raw passion! You hated his friends! Y0u hated these shoes! And you hated that for some reason you couldn't hate him. You couldn't bring yourself to say it. You had been together almost a year, feelings like that don't go away in an hour, do they?

You decided that the only thing to do was to play all your most depressing songs because .. I don't know , you're a hormonal teenager ? And the only way to help crying is to make yourself cry even more apparently.
You'd come back to an empty house that night, thankfully. So you decided to blast it and try to drown out your singing (which probably sounded like a dying cat at that moment, not gonna lie) and scream from the top of your lungs for the whole world to hear. (Play now)

Johnny's P.O.V

"I WILL!"

As I closed the front door a huge sigh left my body. My parents just left for their "Valentines dinner" begging me to do something with my night other than " slugging in my bed all night" as they say. They'll probably be gone till tomorrow judging by the pinching and flirty remarks that made me want to gag and only increased my haste to get them out pf the door ASAP. Good Riddance ! I'm too young to be mentally scarred like that.                                                                                   

I walked to my kitchen to open the fridge... empty, great. Then I crouched down to open the freezer drawer only to find a single tub of cookie dough Ben & Jerry's (As cliche as it sounds, spending your night with a tub of ice cream) untouched, oh well! waste not want not.
"Party for one Johnny boy, seems that way ... seems that way" - man, I have got to stop talking to myself.                                                                                                                                                                             

- 'You know you don't have to be depressed for Valentines Day.'                                                                     

-"Yeah, I know that and I am NOT depressed"   I say to myself while collapsing onto the sofa.                                                                                                                                                                                            

-'Then why aren't you out, you've got plenty of friends to go out with. Why are you spending this particular holiday alone'                                                   

-"Look, it doesn't matter, anyway i'm choosing to be alone I've got plenty of people to hang with I just want some .... me time"

-'What, are you on your period? Just call Y/N'

-"No, she's with Jake"

The way I say Jake is with utter disgust, I've met him countless times but he's never sat right with me, He's always hanging on Y/N like some stray giving weird looks but only I seem to notice the message behind the looks or catch those subtle, or in this case not so subtle, looks he sneakd at other girls. He's a dickwad if you ask me...and he reaalllly needs to invest in a belt,like is that hard... seriously !
Anyway, this is my first Valentine's Day without my best bud. It was our tradition as we always spent the holiday single we decided to come together and have movie marathons so we didn't feel quite so alone. Anyway we had grown so used to it that we just thought of Valentine's Day as, well, a day. I loved looking over at her, watching her stuff her face with pizza while watching Young Frankenstein. I would always catch her mouthing the lines along with the character. She's such a spazz when she does that, she makes this really cute face when she sees me staring at her it's like a little mouse .. but it always made me smile fondly at the thought.

-'You like her'

-"No ! It's just a cute face"

-'Johnny you can't lie to your own brain I think I'd know' 

-"It's not that it's just we're  friends, we've been friends since our mums gave birth in the neighbouring bed. We've been inseparable for years and .. well now she has Jake I'm just the boy next door now."
-

-'Well you don't kn-

Suddenly I was torn from my thoughts with music blasting outside my window.
"What the..."
I stood up to open  my backdoor, it was coming from Y/N's house. That's not good. I quickly ran in to get my slides and hopped over her fence into her back garden.

Your P.O.V

As you were balling your eyes out, you didn't notice or really care about the mascara practically dripping from your face. You were to busy on your knees, sobbing, and singing (more like screaming) along with 'Stay With Me' to notice Johnny calling your name from downstairs.

"STAY WITH ME BABY! OH STAY WITH ME BABY"

"Y/N!"

"PLEASE !PLEASE STAY WITH ME BABY"

"Y/N!"  He was getting closer but you still didn't realise

"Remember, you said you'd never ever leave me" - At this point it didn't even sound like English anymore.

"Hey Y/N ! Are you okay" He pointlessly knocked on the door, as he stood outside afraid to open it.

"Remember , REMEMBER , I'M ASKING YOU, BEGING YOU, OOOH ,OOOH!"

"Okay I'm coming in." He slightly opened the door to peer in.

"STAY WITH ME BABY, PLEEEAAASSSSE STAY WITH ME BABYYYYYY"

"Y/N Jesus! Will you turn that down the whole neighbourhood can he- Oh .."                  

  As she turned around I was stopped in my tracks when I saw the Heath Ledger Joker thing she had going on and immediately knew I had a job to do.

"Sit down doll." I gently said and she complied. I walked over to her speaker to turn it off and I saw that the Youtube search was 'sad songs that make you cry'. Yeesh ! I really have my work cut out for me .. and she really has some explaining to do.

"Oh Johnny!" I sat on the end of the bed next to her as she immediately latched onto my jacket crying into the material.

"What is it Doll ? Tell me. " I settled with stroking her loose hair in an attempt to soothe her.

"JA- JAKE BRO-BRO-"

"It's okay, love. Calm down, Shh . You can tell me, just breathe." I continued rubbing circles into her back as I felt her slowly relax.

"Jake broke up - with me." She started to sniffle.

I tensed up and held onto her even tighter. THAT FUCKER! He's extremely lucky that he isn't worth my time, otherwise I'd currently be beating the shit outta him.

Your P.O.V
" In front -in front of all his friends too."-  You felt his jaw tense, with your head tucked neatly underneath it. You knew he was mad.
His shirt underneath you was soggy and covered in makeup for which you felt really bad about, you really loved this shirt.

Truth be told you think the only reason you're still crying now was because of the music. To be completely honest you weren't that upset anymore, more disappointed by his methods than sad. But you still felt something for him and couldn't make out what.
However, you immediately felt better when you saw Johnny. He seemed a bit scared of the state you were in but so would you if you were in his position.

His touch soothed you to no end and it was just what you needed. So you just nestled into his neck until the tears stopped not so long after.
When he realised this he put his finger under your chin to bring your eyes to meet his.

Johnny's P.O.V

Her eyes were all puffy and red and it made my heart hurt. She looked so young and innocent, like a child who had just fallen in a playground and I just felt the need to kiss it better.

"Do you want me to beat him up for you?" I asked, which reminded me of how my mom would tell the sink off or a door if I walked into it or hit my head. ( Did anyone else's parents do this ? Just curious.)

She just closed her eyes and laughed, that sweet laugh and stared down at her hands. She then grabbed my hand gently and started fiddling with my rings. I looked down with her.
-"That's okay Johnny. It doesn't really matter."
-"You sure, I'll  beat the crap outta him if you want just say the word."
- "Not necessary." She said a bit more sternly. It was my turn to chuckle.
-"Cheer up, doll. I hate seeing you sad."
-"I'm not sad anymore John. I don't know why, I just don't feel anything right now. Well I guess I kinda feel..." She frowned
-"What ? What is it ?"
- "I guess I kinda feel... relieved?"

Your P.O.V

It was more of a question than anything. The words surprised you, were you relieved ? I guess it felt better not having to worry about anything anymore. It actually felt kinda good that you didn't have to worry about him blowing you off for his friends again or what kind of stupid activities they'd get up to, which always resulted in you having to get him out of it. It felt good that you weren't walking on egg shells anymore, Jake was such a child that you felt anything you did or said wrong could result in a tantrum or meltdown which did happen frequently ( not in the aggressive, violent way but more of a pathetic, whinging kind of way).

A sudden weight was lifted off your shoulder and you sat straighter, a little smile pulled at the corner of your lips. And you laughed.

When you said earlier you still felt something for Jake but you couldn't quite pin point, suddenly a light bulb moment happened and you realised. It was pity. You felt pity for him, it was unlikely he would ever grow up and you felt sorry for him.
You realised that during your epiphany you had remained silent with a void expression. Johnny has been staring at you the whole time,worried you had frozen.

Johnny's P.O.V 

I was still thinking about how she said she was "relieved". Did that mean she's moved on already. While I was staring at her I couldn't help but have to hold my self back from just kissing her.

She looked ethereal, the sun was shining through her blinds only to have a strip of light cross her eyes making them shine. Her hair was wavy and her usual brown hair now had streaks of gold or honey in them making her look exotic and the way her eyelashes (which now seemed darker) curved up more than they normally did made her eyes more alluring.

She looked gorgeous.

And I couldn't focus on anything else as I continued staring.

Your P.O.V

You realised that during your epiphany you had remained silent with a void expression. Johnny has been staring at you the whole time,worried you had frozen.You looked up only for him to snap out of his daze.
-"I'm fine." You say with a small smile.
-"Good." His his gaze turning to the floor with a slight pink tinge to his cheeks.

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As another song came on in the background, you sat there in a comfortable silence. You decided to look at Johnny and study his side profile. His jaw line was extremely defined and prominent and you felt the urge to run your finger down it or just touch it. His eyelashes looked long as he looked down and his hair was a soft mess on the top of his head. You just wanted to reach out and kiss all of it. In a friendly way? No. As you thought silently you remembered all the times you and Johnny had together, laughing about nothing in particular or those times you would just sit and talk for what seemed like hours. All the times he comforted you for something Jake did or said. He was always so kind, gentle, never forcing you to reveal anything you didn't want to. Always content with what you gave, and always grateful for the time you got together. You had always loved Johnny but at this moment you realised that love you once held for you best friend was now a strong love that made you want to kiss every inch of him. You loved Johnny as more than friends and everything made sense to you at that moment.

-" I guess I'm spending this Valentine's Day alone then ." You said expectingly.
-"Hmm? Oh yeah, yeah I guess so."

Idiot.

-"There's no one else I'd really have to spend it with anyway?"

You sighed hopelessly, waiting for him to catch on.
He nodded in agreement, still looking at the floor with a pout.

You raised your eyebrows in anticipation.
He then suddenly did a double take

-"Hey ! What about me ?" He said with a frown.

You laughed and placed your hand on his.

-"I'd never forget about you Johnny." You said looking him in the eyes and at that moment he caught on, I could tell by the way his eyes lit up as if a light bulb switched in his mind too.

You leaned in hoping he would do the same ... and you were relieved when he followed suit. His face came closer while he looked down at your lips the whole time. His lips were slightly parted while yours were still closed as you swallowed.

Soon you were so close that your lips were brushing you looked at his eyes as he did the same as he took your look as silent confirmation and he crashed your lips together.

You moaned softly in relief and the feel of his lips made your tense frame instantly relax. He quickly lifted his hand to the side of your face, sliding his fingers through your hair above your ear. Holding it in place at he back of your head, squeezing it lightly. His other hand took its place at your lower back, pulling you closer to him.

You had your right hand cupping his jaw while your left hand was clutching to his shirt as if you were had to let go and you didn't intended to.

Your lips were moulding and moving together and at that moment you felt nothing but contentment and love for the boy in-front of you.

Johnny's P.O.V

She felt so perfect against me. Her lips were soft and tasted like her honey lip balm, it was so sweet. It was as if we were made to fit like two pieces in a jigsaw. I'd found my missing piece and I didn't intend on losing it. Not this time anyway.

Eventually we needed breath and we broke apart, but every other part of us stayed in place. She just stared as my eyes wandered the whole of her face, soaking in the way her lips were red and swollen and her cheeks the colour of a rose.

I smiled. She then tucked her head under my chin again and moved her arms to loop around my waist. I just lowered my arms to circle around her top and rested my head against the top of her head. I deeply inhaled only to get a strong smell of her floral scented shampoo and sigh in happiness.

-"How do you feel about spending a traditional Valentine's Day with your neighbour." I say with a smile. She chuckled and nodded her head from underneath me.

I regrettably let go and stood up. Brushing my lap off as I did. Pushing my hand out for her in invitation.
-"Well then, what are we waiting for doll?"

She smirked and looked at my hand then back up to me.

-"I say...
She stood up and raised her chin.
-" I say only if YOU pay for the pizza."

I laughed.

-" Well then doll, we've got ourselves a deal."  And she grabbed my hand in triumph, shaking it energetically.

-"Deal." Our hands sat motionless, still holding each other's.

"But I'm only buying one desert." I rush out as I quickly turn to sprint to my house.

Your P.O.V

-"What!" You say confused. Only to realise suddenly.

-"Wait!" You shout rushing after him.

-"WHAT ABOUT ME!!!"

(A/N: First One-shot done and dusted. It's extremely long so I'm very sorry. It was originally gonna be an imagine but then it just escalated.Thankyou xx)