don't get freaked out by anything. sherlock is twenty six and john is twenty two. it's not bad or anything, it's just 4 years.

john walked into the empty lecture hall, walking down the steps and sitting at the teachers desk. he was a teacher's assistant this year for some physics teacher. he looked at the lesson plan an read it over, finishing when the teacher walked in. john noticed him stop a few feet away and looked up at him, his expression falling when he saw who it was.

"umm," john trailed, standing up as he looked down at the desk. "if this is weird, i can go." he offered, grabbing his bag.

the teacher shook his head. "no, no. stay," he said and lunged to the desk, stopping the boy before he could walk out. "it doesn't have to be awkward, we can make this work."

john nodded as he took a deep breath. "okay." he said then sat back down.

the whole class john remembered the night at the club when he hooked up with a man who was also the teacher who he was assigned to assist this semester who was also hot and fit as hell and who was also bloody fantastic in bed. his focus was kept on trying not to think about that night as he watched sherlock walk around, trying not to get distracted by the way he moved his hips. john was lucky that they didn't talk about anything important because he was way too zoned out to listen to what sherlock was saying.

"john, wait," sherlock said as he stopped the boy from quickly running out of the lecture hall.

john stopped in his steps and squeezed his satchel strap tightly as he turned on his heels. "what?" he asked.

sherlock walked up the few steps and met john. "what do you want to do about us?" he asked.

john sighed heavily and looked the other way as he ran a hand through his hair, tugging it lightly. he clenched his jaw. "it's a rule that teachers aren't supposed to have relations with students."

"i know that." sherlock said as he tried to gain eye contact with the blond. "what if i wasn't a teacher, would you still want to be in a relationship?" he asked.

john's hand dropped back to his side as he stuffed his hand into his front pocket. "i would've like to continue it." he said then added in quickly, "but that doesn't change the fact that you're my 'teacher' and i will not have a relationship with my teacher." he said in one breath.

sherlock sighed and backed down a step. "well, if your mind magically changes, i'll be at the same place saturday night." he said. "if you'd like to join." he added before going down the rest of the steps and to his desk.

john inhaled deeply and held his breath in until he was out of the classroom. he leaned against the wall and exhaled loudly, adding in a groan.

saturday night came and john muttered to himself as he walked up to the club. he showed the bouncer his id then went inside, heading straight for the men's loo. he walked in and locked himself in a stall, leaning against the stall wall as he sighed, telling himself to just walk out and go back home. there was that small part of him that told him to go back out and find sherlock because he just needed to be dicked down again and of course, that was the horny part of him.

john pulled himself out of the loo and made his way to the bar, grabbing a set and ordering just a plain ole beer. he looked around at his surroundings then looked back at the bar when the bartender set a bottle in front of him. he took a swig and felt a hand rub against the small of his back then a thigh slid against his. he knew who it was. he took another swig of his beer then looked out the corner of his eye.

"funny seeing you here," sherlock smirked as he leaned into john, giving the spot behind his ear a small kiss.

john let himself fall into the kiss, letting his barrier down. "not here again." john said as he pulled away, looking at the teacher. "i don't want to get fucked in the disabled loo again."

"let's go then." sherlock said as he stood, leaving money on the bar for john's drink.

john stood up and followed after sherlock like he was a lost puppy and sherlock was luring him to his home with treas. which in a way, he was.

sherlock pulled him out to the street and flagged down a cab, pulling john against his chest and kissing him deeply, getting an eager kiss back. the cab pulled up by them and sherlock pulled away, opening the door for john, watching him get in before hopping in after him.

the cab ride was filled with gentle touches and soft dirty talk from sherlock. the cabbie gave them odd stares through the rear view mirror, but sherlock shot a glare at him and the man instantly backed down. once they arrived at sherlock's flat, sherlock paid the cabbie and got out of the cab, pulling john out with him then pulling him into his building. he shoved john up against the wall and kissed him deeply, getting a kiss back instantly from the boy underneath him.

it took a lot of effort, but the two made it upstairs and to sherlock's room, leaving a trail of clothes behind them. sherlock lifted john up and tossed him onto the bed, making the boy squeal and giggle softly.

sherlock grinned and growled softly, climbing over the boy, kissing his neck as he reached over to the bedside table. sherlock open mouthed kissed up john's neck, kissing him deeply as he rolled a condom into himself.

john woke up, instantly feeling the sharp pain in his ass. he rubbed his face and looked around, seeing sherlock standing at his wardrobe, getting dressed. john sat up slowly, "morning." he muttered.

sherlock turned as he was buttoning the last buttons on his shirt. "morning," he smirked.

"what are you getting dressed for?" john asked as he watched sherlock.

"i have a teacher conference." sherlock said then sat on the edge of the bed, placing a hand on john's knee. "it'll only be a few hours if you want to stay here and wait."

john sighed and looked at the hand on his knee then looked up at the teacher. "i should probably go, actually." john said and watched the man frown a bit.

"oh, right." sherlock said and stood up. "i guess i'll see you monday then?"

john nodded once, "monday."

sherlock took a deep breath before heading out of the bedroom, leaving the flat.

john got out of bed and got dressed, limping some as he did. he caught the tube back to his dorm, going straight to his room and ignoring everyone. he took some advil before laying down in his bed and staring at his ceiling.

the entire day, john pondered the thought of him dating sherlock. he could tell that sherlock was upset this morning and that he wanted to be with him. john wouldn't hesitate to be with sherlock if he wasn't a teacher, but since he is it changes things. if john didn't, he'd have to ignore sherlock and leave his class, and that'd be awkward and if john did go out with the man, he'd have to be careful. and god knows sherlock is a sly bastard, but sometimes people see and there will be that person that sees and snitches. the man was great overall. he was really fucking sexy in john's eyes, was super sweet to him, and not mention he was so good in bed. maybe it wouldn't be bad dating him. they'd have to be careful, but it wouldn't be bad.

monday, john went to sherlock's class a little early, seeing that sherlock wasn't there so he just sat at the desk and took out the papers he had graded, laying them out.

"i brought you coffee." sherlock said as he walked into the lecture hall, going to the desk. he set a cup of coffee in front of john. "plain black with a bit of milk, right?" he asked.

john nodded. "yeah. thanks." he said and gave sherlock a smile, reaching for the coffee.

sherlock walked around a set his satchel on the desk, taking out his lesson plans.

john watched him as he sipped his coffee. he set his coffee down and picked up the graded papers, standing up and walking to sherlock. "i graded the text work." he said, handing sherlock the papers.

sherlock took them, not making eye contact. "thanks."

"sherlock." john said, trying to grab the teachers attention.

"it's mr holmes." sherlock said as he turned to the white board, grabbing the marker.

john sighed and grabbed sherlock's wrist, stopping him before he could write something on the board. "i want you." john said. "i want to be with you. now stop being a cock about yesterday morning." he said and let go of sherlock's wrist. he turned to sit down again, by sherlock grabbed him by the hips and pulled the boy to him, kissing him deeply. john kissed back for a few seconds before pulling away. "we can't. class is about to start a people will be in here soon." john said.

"what about after?" sherlock asked.

"maybe." john responded as he sat down again.

sherlock smirked at the boy before turning around and continuing his work from before, the first few students piling into the lecture hall.

mmkay this is awful, but i haven't posted in like a month and i'm super busy so bear with me.