26. Fear...

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The feeling of being blessed is beyond description when your love is there by your side. You feel so blessed when he cares for you as you are a flower, when he makes you feel that he sees only you even in the heavy crowd.

This one weak in Shimla, with him is like a dream, a fairy tale. Her morning starts in his arms and ends in his arms. The first person she sees in the morning is his face, the first thing she does is to pray for his welfare and them being together.

His day starts by seeing her face, when she comes to wake him up. Her wet hair strands playing with his face. His morning becomes Christmas when she wakes him up by kissing his cheek. She becomes bold when he is sleeping or to say, does acting of sleeping. But the blush appears on the face of his shy flower when he opens his eyes and his hands encircles her waist in possession.

Earlier, the stay was for a weak. But Shivaay's work wasn't finished so they had to extend the stay. It was more like a wish granted for both the lovers.

Shivaay had never enjoyed any of his business trips the way he was doing when Anika is around. The whole day in stress, then one cup of espresso made especially by her and stress vanishes like it doesn't exist in his life at all.

Shivaay had decided to stay at home due to the rain. The rain wasn't heavy but Anika stopped him from going. And now Mr. SSO was at Mrs.ASSO's service.

( In the morning when he woke up, he had found himself sleeping on the couch. He remembered that he was working last night.

Anika was sleeping on the couch hugging him from his torso. Her head was resting on his chest. He picked her up in his arms and placed her on the bed. He was about to leave but she woke up and hugged him. She was not leaving him. He felt something fishy with her behaviour. But he ignored it and hugged her even more tightly.)

He had decided to make Anika feel special so he had decided to make Anika's favourite chhole bhatoore for lunch.

He set the table in the balcony with a perfect view of beautiful mountains and not so heavy downpour. Anika came and stood by his side as she was frustrated from 2 hours. Shivaay didn't let Anika enter the kitchen which irked her very much.

Anika : Now if Mr. SSO gives permission, can I sit and eat because I can smell the tasty food.

Shivaay : Sure, your highness .

He bent his head down in respect and Anika chuckled. He pulled the chair for her and sat on the opposite chair when she was seated comfortably.

Shivaay served the food to her but he got a call from office that he had to go to the construction site due to some problem there. He looked at Anika who nodded in no but he had to go. He thought it to be Anika's care for him but he didn't notice her fear that she was feeling from last night.

Shivaay : Only for two hours Anika, I promise it won't take long. I will be back in two hours.

Anika : Shivaay it's getting dark and rain will be heavy, I know. Please don't go. I know it must be some important work but not more important than you. Please don't go.

Shivaay made her sit on the chair again.

Shivaay : Anika, ( Pointing at the locket around his neck ) You gave me this right ? Then why are you so worried. I will go and be back so soon that you won't even realise. Ok, jaan ?

Anika nodded reluctantly.

Shivaay : But I can't leave until I get to see your beautiful smile your highness. (Anika smiled at the endearment he used ) Have your lunch and dare you skip it.

He pecked her for head and was about to leave when Anika stopped him and he turned towards her. She stood on her toes and pecked his lips. He was surprised as well as happy.

Shivaay : Now I will have to come super soon, for my jaan.

Anika looked away and smiled shyly and he also left smiling. Two hours were really long for Anika. She didn't have her lunch despite Shivaay's saying. She kept waiting for him. Her eyes didn't leave the door even for a second.

Five hourse passed like that but Shivaay didn't come back. Anika was really scared and she was on the verge of bursting into tears. She tried to call him but it was unreachable. Thousands of unpleasant thoughts crossed her mind and she kept nodding her head negatively to avoid such thoughts.

The rain was getting heavy and it was 7 pm. It was very dark outside and thundering sound was giving her shivers. She was sitting on the floor just infront of the door. She didn't go and switch the lights on. Her mind was only retrieving the nightmare she had last night.

Flashback

Anika was standing on an isolated road. The place was completely dark. The heavy rain and the thundering sound was scaring the hell out of her. She was shouting Shivaay's name but he was nowhere to be seen.

She was searching for him when suddenly he appeared in front of her. She was about to run and hug him when....... a truck hit him and he fell on the road bathed in his own blood.

Anika woke up panting heavily. She was so scared that even her voice didn't come out of her mouth. She couldn't even shout. She looked infront of her to see Shivaay sleeping on the couch peacefully. She remembered that he was working and he forced her to sleep on the bed.

She got up from the bed and went towards him. She caressed his face and kissed his forhead. She slept beside him hugging him tightly because only his warmth could make her feel better.

Flashback ends

Her tears betrayed her and the fear in her heart was increasing every passing second. The clock striked nine but she had no idea about it. Her mind was thinking about Shivaay and heart was busy in sending prayers for his well being.

As soon as Shivaay opened the door with the spare key, Anika ran towards him. Anika was still shivering with fear and he could feel it. He saw that the lights were off. Anika cupped his face and kissed every inch of his face.

Anika : Ar..Are you ok ? Yo...you know I.. was scared. ( She wasn't looking at his face and was blabbering like a mad woman ) You got late an..and you d..don't  know how scared I was... and... and I was....

Shivaay : Anika Anika Anika I'm fine, what happened meri jaan ? ( wiping her tears ) Tell me atleast. You are scaring me. Are you fine ? Anika...

She didn't reply to his question and looked away.

Anika : Y..you are drenched Shivaay. G..go and change your clothes. I'll make coffee and dinner for you.

She left from there without telling him anything. He knew something was bothering her from the morning itself. He wanted to talk to her in the afternoon during lunch but he had to leave. And now this behaviour of Anika was scaring him.

He thought to talk to her. While going towards their room he saw the table in the balcony was set as it was in afternoon. The food was untouched and he got to know that she didn't eat anything from afternoon. He cursed himself for leaving her alone.

During the dinner also Anika didn't say anything and kept thinking something. Once the dinner was done. Anika handed him his coffee and left from there. She stood in the balcony.

Shivaay went and stood beside her, silently observing her. She looked at him and smiled lightly. Had it been someone else, the person would've thought that she's fine. But he knew her. It was a smile to show him that she's ok when actually something was eating her up. He sipped his coffe silently and waited for some minutes that she will say something but she stayed silent.

Shivaay : Anika

He finally called her not able to see her so silent and lost. She turned towards him expecting him to speak more but he didn't. She stepped towards him and stood very close to him.

She cupped his face and rubbed her thumb over his cheek as if, checking that it's reality and not her dream. She closed the little distance between their bodies and looked in his eyes which were staring her with concern.

She kissed him on his lips slowly. Never ever she felt so scared as she felt today. Her fear was not ready to leave her heart and the person who could make her feel better was him.

He was shocked. She was sucking his lower lip slowly. He tried to pull away from the kiss because now his patience was over. He wanted to know what was bothering his Anika so much. But she didn't let him pull away so he also responded to the kiss. He supported her by holding her waist.

He broke the kiss as he felt wetness on his cheeks. He saw her cheeks wet with tears. He lifted her face by holding her chin.

Shivaay : Anika, what happened ? Please tell me. From morning I'm feeling as if something is bothering you. Your tears are really painful for me.  I can't see them, please tell me what's troubling you so much.

Anika finally broke all the barriers and hugged him tightly. She cried till her heart felt light. All the while Shivaay kept stroking her hair and back.

He sat on the couch placed nearby, still hugging her. She had stopped crying but didn't break the hug.

Anika : Shivaay, la...last night I...I saw a dream.

Thinking about that ugly dream her voice started choking and tears again made their way down her cheeks.

Shivaay : yes I'm listening Anika. What happened then ?

Anika : I Sa...saw that you... ( She hiccuped ) that you me...met with an accident and... ( She held his Kurta in her fists tightly while crying ) I don't wa..nt to... even think about it Shivaay. I th...ou..ght I l..ost you.

Shivaay : I'm here Anika, infront of you, safe and sound. It was just a bad dream. Remember one thing Anika, ONLY ANIKA HAS RIGHT ON SHIVAAY. NOBODY, NOT EVEN GOD HIMSELF CAN SNATCH SHIVAAY FROM HIS ANIKA.

Anika ( Hiding her face in the crook of his neck) : I k..now Shivaay but..But I don't know why this fear grips my heart when..When It comes to you. Your presence around me, your care have made me so dependent, that.. that mere a thought of you not being around me makes me shudder. I...I don't want to live without you. The day we will be apart, I want it to be the day of my dea....

Shivaay : SHUTUP just...don't say that. What you think, only you are the one who feel this fear. Every minute you are not around me, makes me feel sick. Never ever, I repeat Anika, Never ever think of leaving me the way you thought now. And I promise, Shivaay Will never leave Anika no matter what.

Anika : Pinky promise ?

Anika asked from him extending her little finger.

Shivaay chucked and said : Pakka vala pinky promise now stop crying or else....
Anika looked up to his face still hugging him.

Shivaay : Or else I'll continue what you did a few minute ago.

Anika hugged him again but this time, due to shyness.

Shivaay : lets go and sleep.

Anika : I want to sleep here only.

Shivaay : here, on couch. And what about me, how will I sleep without you.

Anika : Here, with me.

Shivaay : but this couch is small Anika. I don't want you to fall down in the middle of the night.

Anika : You are there to hold me in your arms, right ?

Shivaay smiled and brought a blanket for both of them. Shivaay covered both of them with the blanket and laid down on the couch hugging Anika tightly from her waist. Anika hugged him from his waist and slept resting her head in his chest.

Shivaay ( To sleeping Anika ) : I'll tell you my feelings soon Anika, really soon. I will make every day of your life the best. I love you.

He kissed her forhead and smiled seeing her smile at his touch.
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