**For Cassidy! Happy graduation!***

**Trigger warning**
**First time/virgin
**Drunk sex
**Consensual
**Smut
**Fluff
**Established relationship
**Oral

You and your boyfriend went out to celebrate your graduation at a club called Butter. Dancing and having a good time. He was a little tipsy and you were getting tired.

"Jimin I'm tired lets go home." You say to him.

"Ok. Let me finish this drink." He says to you.

"Well, it looks like you're not driving home." You tell him as he stands up.

"Ok. Not going to argue with that." He laughs.

On the drive home he asked a serious question.

"Y/n you ever think about your first time? With me?"

"What do you mean Jimin?"

You being a virgin and him having been around.

"You and I together." He asked

"No hadn't really thought about it." You answer.

"Well if you want to I'd like to tonight. Make it special for you. Since we are celebrating your graduation."

You sat silent. You never really thought about this day coming.

"Y/n I'm sorry if I put you off guard." He apologized.

"It's ok. Let me think about it."

"Ok."

When you get back home and inside, sitting on the couch. You ask "Why now? You're a little drink."

"I don't know. You know I know you've been wanting to just weren't sure when the right time was. And to be honest either was I. I'm used to having girls throwing themselves at me. So doing it for someone and not just my self is new for me. Our relationship is different. Its not about sex. Obviously. I don't know,I just want to make you feel good. Yeah I may be tipsy but I am coherent and maybe it will make it easier for me. I'm not forcing the issue. Or have any expectations. It's all up to you."

His p.o.v.

Lets be honest, I'm used to girls wanting to satisfy me and just wanting sex. In the past when girls would come on to me and mention they're virgins, I would stop them and not do anything because I wanted their first time to be special and I knew that they would not get it from me. Because all I wanted it to be about was me.

I want her to experience her first time. With me. For her. Not just for me and me only.

"If you want me to I can talk you through it. So you won't be as nervous."

"I think I would like that better."

Her p.o.v.

He nods we start kissing. Tounge's fighting for dominance against eachother. Moaning in eachothers mouths.

We stop and I start taking off my shirt. He watches me as I unbutton it. I throw it in the floor. We continue kissing.
I start to feel really warm in my pants.

As we are kissing he reached down to touch me.

"You're really wet already." He says

"Um humm." I answered.

"Are you ok with me fingering you? I'll talk you through it."

"It's ok, I've done it before."

He smiles and runs his fingers down my pants to my core. Pushing two fingers slowly inside.

"Move your hips with my fingers. Slowly."

I nod. Starting to moan.

He continues going slowly and gently.

"You like that?"

"Umm hmm."

He slides my pants down and I lean back as he pushes my panties aside.

"Now only if you want me too I'm going to add my tounge. Its going to be intense and your going to feel all sorts of things but it will be amazing and I want you to experience it with me. Are you ok with that?"

I nod. He adds his tounge to my folds and begins slowly ficking his tounge inside, tasting it slowly.

"Oh god!"

He speeds up and I start gripping his head and pulling him further into me.

I feel myself letting go into his mouth and hear him slirping it up. It gets me excited. I want more.

He looks up at me as he continues. My head back my back arched. Moaning and shaking from just having released something I've never felt before in my life. It feels amazing. I'm seeing stars.

He continues licking and goes further with his tounge inside every part of me,shaking his head back and forth on places I never knew existed. I can't stop shaking. He hits that spot and sends it rushing.

He stops. "How was that?"

"Oh my god!" I moan breathless.

"More?"

"Yessss!" I scream excitedly.

"Before we do I want to tell you that this will hurt. It will be more intense then what just happened. But I will go slow and talk you through it. If you trust me I will go as gently as possible." He tells me very honestly.

"I trust you." I tell him as I take off my pants and lay naked on my couch as he takes off his and readys himself.

His dick already hard he slides the condom down his thick shaft. I look at him in awe. Kind of shocked that that was going to be going inside me.

"It's ok." He says reassuringly.

He hovers over me as he kissed me lift I ng my legs over to the side and slowly enters me. Pushing slowly. Resting inside me so I can get used to his size.

"You ok?" He asked.

"Uh huh."

"Now I'm going to thrust slowly."

I nod. He begins thrusting his hips slowly.

"Now move with me. In the same rythem."

I do so and the feeling of him ontop of me moving together is amazing.

"Oh god!" Was all I could get out.

"Ok I'm going to go a little faster. Are you ok with that?"

I nod.

He continues as he kissed me and I could tastes myself on his lips.

"You want me to go faster?" He asked breathing heavily.

I nod.

He starts speeding up. Going faster as we start to get faster.

This is amazing. Feeling him going in and out of me is just euphoric. I can't explain the feelings I'm feeling right now.

"Jimin!!"

"Are you ok?"

Yes! Oh god!"

"Let it go. All over us baby. Its ok."

I released and he kept going. Faster and faster. Our bodies slapping together. Moaning as he thrusted. I wanted to close my eyes from the feelings of pain and pleasure but I didn't want to miss anything. He was moving like he dances. A dance. His hips. His face his body. All if it was art. His chest rising and falling with each breath. Sweat forming on his forehead and his body quivered.

I held on for the ride. My body shaking from the multuable orgasms I was having. This was a ride I didn't want to ever end. Yes it was painful but it was also passionate. Beautiful. I now see why he really wanted me to experience this with him.

"You feel ok?" He asked me between thrusts.

"Yes!"

"Ok now if your tired I can stop. I'm almost there."

"No keep going!"

He continues. Thrusting harder and faster.

He pumps a few more times and he released in the condom going limp shprtly after and relaxing ontop of me. Holding me.

"How was that?" He asked me after we recovered.

"Well..amazing!"

"Good." He smiled kissing me. "If you want me to I can show you how to give head." He asked.

"Right now?"

"While we're still in the moment." He nods.

"Ok."

He gets up and takes off condom throws it away sits back down. "I'll walk you through it." He nods.

"Ok."

"Ok. So take your right hand and slowly stroke it up and down on my shaft. Pumping slowly."

I do it. Slowly. As I watch his face.

"Now speed up a little bit."

"Now add your tounge to the tip licking it in circles."

"Like this?" I ask.

"Yesss! Now slowly push me into your mouth gently, dont touch your teeth with it. Push all the way back till you think your going to gag. If you do you've gone to far. Ok then hollow out your cheeks and suck in then out. Don't touch your teeth on any part of it. It will hurt me. Now good suck in and out. Holding it at the base. Slowly. Bobbing your head up and down as you do. I will move my hips with your motions and that will help. Kind of like sucking a straw or a lollipop." He explains.

I do. And he goes wild. Barley containing his excitement. Moaning and hissing and grunting. Holding my head in place as I bob it back and forth as I suck him.

"Oh shit! Your a natural! I wasn't excepting you to be this damn good!" He says between breaths.

I continue.

"Move your tounge back up my shaft as you lick it up and down. Then take your spit with the pre cum on my head and circle it around it and suck on the tip. Ahh shit!"

I do so and he gets more excited. His stomach tensed and his dick twitched in my mouth.

"Ahh shit! Now I'm going to let go in your mouth. And what you do with it from there is your business."

He lets go in my mouth. The first time I've tasted salty sweetness like that before. I'm not sure if I sound spit it out or just swallow it. I do and he lets out a big sigh.

"Not bad for your first time. You will learn how to make it better and what excites more and feels better. It's a learning process. But I enjoyed that with you. Glad I could be the one to show you. Did you enjoy it?"

"That was a little awkward at first but I got the hang of it. Thank you for showing me and letting me experience my first time with you. I hope there will be more."

"Of course there will be,baby." He says kissing me tasting himself on my lips.

"I want all my firsts with you." I tell him smiling.

"Of course." He says smiling.

After that we lay together falling asleep.