**Erotic Poem** In the beginning then plays back in his mind.

**Drunk sex
**Oral
**Established relationship
**Smut
**one-shot
**Consensual

His p.o.v. 

I thought I was. Turns out I'm not.

I can't stop thinking about the love we had,the things we did. The places we went, the sex we had.

Over Your smile,your body,your hair blowing in the wind.

Over The way you moaned my name when I was deep inside you. Thrusting hard and fast. Deep inside.

Over you riding me. Hands on my chest. Balls deep Thrusting hard into your ass. Amlpe Chest bouncing in my face. Sucking your tits as I thrust. Holding your waist.

Over licking you inside and out. Fingering your wetness as I swirl my tounge deep inside as you grab my hair pulling me deeper inside. Licking your ass as I swirl my tounge. Taking you to places you've only dreamed. Closing your eyes and seeing stars.

Over you deep throating me as I moan and hiss. Over you swallowing me. Over you.

Over tasting me on your lips. Kissing you all over.

Over laying next to you after our high. Slowly coming down. Like a drug that I can't get enough of.

I thought I was over you but I'm not. I need you.

It's not that easy. To just let go of all of the memories we shared.

Everything I do. I keep going back to you. The want,the need,the love. The details of your body. The way it feels against mine. Laying together.

I need to see you.

"Y/n I need to see you."

"Jimin it's over!"

"I know,just hear me out. Please."

"Ok fine."

"I can't get you out of my head..the love we had. The time we spent. Everything. I try to but I just keep going back. I'm not over you. I can't. It doesn't feel right."

"It was sex Jimin and that's what it was..all it was."

"You really think I'm calling to talk to you over something like sex? Because I can get it from anyone anytime. But you. You are special. You were there for me. And that I can't just get over."

"Because I cared?"

"Yes. Things happen,I'm sorry it did. But I can't forget you."

"You hurt me..the things that were said,the things you did."

"I said I was sorry a million times."

"Just get over it Jimin. It's what you do best."

"Why would you say that? I said I was sorry. I still love you."

"You love the idea of me. All you want is a trophy. "

"Y/n please."

"No Jimin! I can't be your trophy."

"I just want us.."

The conversation plays in my mind over and over again each time I think about you.

Where did I fuck up? I thought we had it so good.

So I try to move on. Over you.

I slam the phone down in frustration. Cursing at myself. I drink to forget about it.

There's a knock at the door. I answer. There you are. Am I dreaming?

"Jimin, I still care."

I nod laughing at your words. "Oh really?"

"That's why I'm here."

I plop down on the couch take another sip.

"Yeah whatever."

"Listen..just listen. You wanted me to hear you out now fucking hear me out!"

I wave my hand for you to continue.

"I do still love you and no I'm not over you either."

"Ok." Is all I can say. Not sure if I'm hearing her or it's in my head.

I take another sip.

"Look at me!"

I look at you with tears in your eyes. Like you've been crying. Over me.

"I love you Jimin!"

"No you don't you love the idea of me. Remember?"

"You idiot I said that to you!"

We both laugh. I definitely feel tipsy.

"Oh I'm drunk." I chuckle.

"Shut up and kiss me!"

"But I'm drunk. Over you."

I take you in my arms as we kiss, tongue's fighting for dominance against eachother. Heavy breathing.

"I wanna taste you."

Throwing our clothes off we're completely naked. I look at you. You look at me.
Spread your legs pouring some sojo over your body and licking it off you. Off your tits,off your stomach, inside your pussy. Swirling my tounge all over it. Every curve, every fold. Deeper and deeper. Legs over my shoulders as you grab onto my hair and push me further into you. Moaning loudly. Breathing heavily. Screaming my name over and over. You come in my mouth. Over and over. Arching your back with my motions as I lick your ass.

It gets me more and more excited. Harder and harder. I wanna be inside you. Thrusting deep. Moaning loudly. Fucking you faster and faster. With every damn thrust. Kissing you. You taste yourself on my lips. It gets you more excited.

Faster you beg,harder you beg. Moaning and moving with me. Hand's above your head in mine. Bodies slap together. The smell of sex and lust fills the room.

I whisper in your ear. "I love you."

You come. Riding this high. I come, riding it with you. Over and over again. I can't stop, I won't stop.

We thought we were over. But it's not. I thought I was over you. But I'm not.