And I Wonder If I Ever Cross Your Mind (Finnish)
I got tagged by jikookfmu like one of her fave accs and I promised to return the tag but since I don't have a tag book and you got annoyed if I do it here so I'll add this here, in my last chapter.
This is not the real tag but I love you.
Ok let's start.
AUTHOR POV
Jimin walked into the apartment sighing heavily.
Jungkook did it again.
He turn the lights on and start looking around for Jungkook. He walked to the living room trying not to step on things like picture frames, clothes, candy Jimin always buy for Jungkook because he know how much he love it, shoes or even Jungkook's pills.
"Kookie?" he called out softly when his eyes caught the crying boy on the floor in their room. "Are you okay now?" he kneeled in front of him and took all their old pictures away from him.
"Can he stop? He always haunt me." Jungkook cried while he stared at the ground. "He make me feel guilty for living with you. ". He gripped on his shirt.
Jimin cupped youngers boys cheeks and kissed his tears away. He smiled and nodded at him. " Tell me about your dream."
"Jimin knocked on the doors and I opened, he was frowning at ne and all I did was hug him. But he just pushed me so hard I fell on the floor. He said I'm a slut for forgeting about him. I cried Jimin, a lot."
"Kookie,I think Jimin just need to realize I can make you happy too. Give him some time." He said and stand up walking to the bathroom leaving the confused boy floor.
He took a cold shower so when he cry he can say it's water not his tears. Jimin is still not losing hope, even after one year.
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"He left?"
"Yeah."
"That's good, he can start over."
"But I didn't even say goodbye, he was my boyfriend after all."
Namjoon glared at Jin and took the letter away from his hand.
"Please don't!" Jin yelled but it was too late since Namjoon already ripped the letter and gave it back to Jin.
"He loved dance more then you, he cared about his practice more then for your health and I can't accept that!"
Older boy took Namjoons hand and lead him insude their house also know as Jimin's house too. He throw the letter Hoseok sent and looked at his left to find Namjoon smiling cutely while showing his adorable dimples.
"I'm so glad I slept with my enemy." Jin said and Namjoon nodded.
"I'm glad I hurt myself while running after you."
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Jimin sat down on the floor next to Jungkook. He nuddged his shoulder and younger boy looked at him.
"Jimin I'm sorry! I didn't mean-"
"Shh." Jimin put his finger over Jungkook's mouth. "I was wrong. I can't be with you anymore but you got better me. He can hug you, protect you, make you laugh, touch you when you're in need, feed you when you're whiny."
Jungkook widened his eyes at his Jimin. Is it finally over.
"And I can only hunt and torture you. I think you need to let go of your past."
Jungkook nodded softly and took Jimin's hand to feel how soft and perfect it fit in his. "I'll never see you again?"
"Never but you'll stil see me every day." Jimin squeezed Jungkook's hand one last time before letting go of it.
When Jimin stand up Jungkook followed him. He played with his fingers nervously. Jimin is finally gonna leave but he's not that sad how he expected.
"Hyung!"
Jimin turn around to meet with Jungkook's cute face again. "Yes baby?"
Jungkook took few insecure steps closer to Jimin. "Kiss me, one last time."
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He might not care, he might shut his feeling down long time ago, he might be numb but he's still JiminsJungkookie. And no matter what happen Jimin ia always gonna be here for him.
Because Jimin is the best for Jungkook.
Jimin put his Jikook shirt to wash and decidee to finally clean whole house again, he do that every day for a week, Jungkook got worst with every new day.
Becuase Jimin in his past is not letting him sleep, eat, laugh, live.
"Hyung?"
"Hm?" Jimin turn around to find Jungkook with unusual smile on his face.
Jimin put the things down and wiped the dust from his pants. "Kookie are you okay?"
Jungkook nodded and pouted at his hyung. "Can I hug you?"
Jimin spread his arms and smiled at younger boy making him to run into his embrance and into bone crushing hug.
"He let me go."
Jimin moved from a hug and frowned at Jungkook.
"Jimin, he left today."
Jimin's smile dissapeared and he nodded. I guess he totally erased Jimin from his memory. He just hoped Jungkook won't leave him. Not now.
"Don't be so quiet."
"That's great." Jimin answered forecfully.
Silence.
Awkward silence.
You know that kind of silence where you expect something nice to happen?
"Can you?" Jungkook pouted. "Kiss me for te first time, hyung."
"I-I, uhm." Jimin gulped scared of Jungkook's reaction.
"Do it."
Jimin is gonna kiss Jungkook for miliont time but the thing that Jungkook is gonna kiss Jimin for first time make his heart hurt.
Jimin gently cupped Jungkook's cheeks staring into his calming, familiar and yet so unknown eyes. Younger boy closed his eyes and licked his lips like he was preparing.
Jimin lean closer and his plump lips met Jungkook's wet ones. It felt sweet, just like honey, the was Jungkook gripped on Jimin's hair pulling it gently while he opened his mouth for Jimin to explore younger boys mouth.
Jimin was the one to made Jungkook to moan into the kiss, he was in charge but yet it felt the same, time stopped, heart beating too fast it was hot and it feel like someone was softly playing guitar in the background.
"It's the same. You are my Jimin."
"I told you."
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Sorry even I had high hopes for this
So this is probablly last chapter, I update this after maybe a month and I'm sorry.
I'm not gonna make exuses as always but instead I'm GONNA THANK YOU ALLLL SOO MUCH FOR SUPPORTING THIS BOOK
I KNOW IT STARTED GOOD AT THEN SHITTY BUT i had nigh shift to do and that made me to lack at writing a lot.
In future I will try to give my best to finniash my other books!
I love you so much and goodbye!
Ok I'm out for real.
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