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Tears had poured from my eyes without any change in my facial expression until I walked in my room and locked the doors.. It's pure pain and pure surrender when your soul cries without any fight from your body.

I lie on the floor, washed by nothing and hanging on.  

I was still crying. Maybe it was because of Hobi hyung or maybe because of myself. I don't deserve no ones affection, but being selfish I am, as soon as I saw any of them I will run into their arms. 

 My mom saw me crying. 

And I'm sure my dad heard me but they ignored me. And that really hurt. 

I was hugging Tae all day and he was now wet with tears. Taehyung's shirt was wet too. I really love this teddy bear. And the person that gave it to me. 

After being in my room for 3 hours doing nothing I finally did my homework and lay down on my bed looking up at the ceiling. I felt so bad that now I was at the point where I can't stop my tears. I'm getting tired of crying. 

 Suddenly my attention was on my laptop. Skype call from Taehyung. Damn it this boy can always find right time to call. 

I took the laptop and placed it on my bed. I answered but without camera. 

Taehyung popped up on a screen with his beautiful smile. His hair was messy and he was in a black shirt, lying on the bed.

 "Jiminie?" By the sound of his deep and husky voice I guess he just woke up. "Are you there?"

 Jimin typing.. 

 -I'm here but I'm sick and I look like shit :(

 He shook his head and pouted "I don't care, you always look beautiful to me."

 Jimin typing...

 -No. I don't want you to see me like this

˝But it's not fair that you can see me and I can't see you, right?" he turn off his camera too. 

 Jimin typing... 

-Taeee pleasee

"Nope. And because I can't hear your voice too" he turn off his mic too

 Jimin typing...

 -Noooo I'm sorry 

-I really miss you 

-Taee??! 

Taehyung typing... 

-Kitten If you want to play I can play too

-:P 

Jimin typing...

..

 I crossed my arms and sigh. I fixed my hair and wiped my tears and turn on my camera. 

Taehyung typing...

-You're still beautiful. 

"I hate you for making me do this." I pouted and put the hoodie over my head. 

"We both know you can't hate me." He appeared on my screen again. "Are you excited? Only two more weeks?"

 I started clapping while nodding.

"Now tell me who make you cry." His face was serious now. "And? You can't lie to me." 

I was looking down at my keyboard and before I spoke I hugged my Tae. 

"I think Hobi doesn't want to see me again." 

 He frowned and started laughing. I looked at him obviously surprised by his reaction. 

"That's not funny."

 "Hoseok is a reason you're crying? Are you joking? That idiot is not worth of your tears baby, if he want to leave let him go. You have me. And I will never make you cry." I slightly blushed at his words. Tae had a weird affection on me. A special affection. 

"And if he want to meet you again say no. If he text or call you ignore him." I nodded again. Knowing somewhere in my heart that I wont listen to him.

 Okay Jimin let's change the subject. 

"Okay, now Tae tell me about your time in London."

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 [After 2 weeks]

"I can walk hyung." I said while walking downstairs with Yoongi following me. 

If he didn't woke me up I would be late. But since I have 15 minutes left till school start and its raining and I love rain I decided to walk by myself, it's not that I don't want hyung to accompany me but I just don't want him to do any kind of scene as always.

 After two weeks that cocky Jugkook didn't text me and I saw him maybe twice in school. I would lie I say that I'm not worried for him. 

 "Baby? Are you coming?" Yoongi was already at the doors waiting for me. I sigh and walked outside holding hands with him.

 We run to his car and closed the doors. He turn on some weird hip hop music. I looked at him and smiled pretending I enjoy listening to it.

"You know, I'm glad you're not hanging out with that Hoseok. He was pain in the ass.˝he said and all I did was looking at the raindrops that were on the window.

 I miss my hyung. He was always there for me. With Tae away from me he was only one who always had time to see me. 

 "Bye hyung." I said when he stopped in front of school. I opened the doors and he took my wrist.

 "Can I have a kiss?" He looked at me with a pout and that badass and dangerous Yoongi was gone in a second. 

 I smiled and just when I wanted to lean closer someone was knocking on the window. I got suprised and looked at the door.

 I saw his bunny smile and his pretty eyes looking at me. Jungkook. 

I smiled and as soon I wanted to open the door again Yoongi locked it.

 "Hyung? T-thats my friend." I said still looking at slightly angry Jungkook. 

 "Shh, he can wait. I'm more important to you." He said in a low tone before gently putting his hand behind me neck and taking some time to look at my eyes. Actually he took quiet a lot of time to stare at my eyes, it got slightly awkward and usually it's never awkward with Yoongi. 

Jungkook knocked again, and again.

 Yoongi glared at him and that made him kick his car with his foot. 

I quickly pecked Yoongi's lips and smiled innocently. "Please unlock the doors." 

He let go of me. 

"Did that fetus just kicked my car?" he then unlock the doors and I quickly hugged him before opening the doors.

 "Thank you for the ride." I yelled and shut the door leaving Yoongi confused and angry in the car. 

 "So are you gonna leave me standing on the rain or?"

 "Sorry Jimin. Come here." He said and put his arm around my shoulder pulling me under his umbrella.

 We walked in silence. His touch felt so good even I'm really wet and cold,  it still felt warm.

 "Where have you been?" I asked him when we stopped in front of school.

 "Sick. I was sick." He said while opening the doors for me. "Now tell me who was that guy?" 

I took off my wet jacket and looked up at him. "He work with my dad. He's really fun." 

 Jungkook stared at me and there was that familiar look on his face, same look he had in Hobi's car and few minutes ago when Yoongi lock the doors of his car. 

 "Jungkook, you get mad really easily don't you?" 

Jugkook looked around the school hallway meeting weird looks from other students. "Can we meet tonight?" Jungkook whispered stepping closer to me. 

"But Taehyung is coming back tonight." I wanted to meet him.

 I think there is something that's bothering him.

 "Taehyung? One of your special friends?" He stepped back obviously nervous. 

"Yes. And I didn't turn you down. We can meet tomorrow if you want." All he did was nodded and left to his class.  

  "People are strange . " Jimin whispered to himself while walking to his class. 

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I wrote ˝Jungkook˝ too many times. ;)

So I changed their age.

Jimin- 20

Tae- 20

Jungkook- 17

Jhope- 23

Yoongi- 26

And I don't have Namjin in my story...yet

I wrote whole chapter while traveling to the island to visit my cousins, I really tried to make it with less mistakes that usual. 

byee :)