Yoongi is next

 HOSEOK pov

 "Thank you hyung." Jimin spoke while playing with his fingers.

 This boy is so fragile and adorable. I had to put all my strenght so I don't lock the doors and drive away with him and just... spend my whole life staring at this special creature.

 "Hyung?" 

 "O, yeah. Take care Jiminie." I said and he looked at me at the mention of his nickname.

 He nodded and opened the car door. 

"Can I call you if I need shelter again?"

 Can he? Will I be able to hold myself again? Or just say what I want and scare him away from me? Or should I keep him by my side,safe and pretending he's nothing to me?

 Or let someone else to take care of him and sleep in same bed, listen to his morning voice and stare at him while he's sleeping? 

"Yes,you should call me."Jimin looked happy with my answer.

 He pressed his lips and waved before closing the doors of my car and walking to his house. 

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 I finally took some rest after the practice and took a bottle of water.

 I hate this moment. When I stopped dancing I go back into reality, 

I'm tired,sore and sweaty. It's not better when I remember I have to work in an hour. 

"How can you be so good?" I drink the water and glanced at the owner of that voice. 

 "And how can you be that bad?" I answered. "Are you new?" 

He shook his head and sit next to me. 

"No I just changed group. I'm dancing like more than a year." He spoke while wiping the sweat off his forehead. 

 "You need help."

 He looked at me with handsome smile on his face."You will help me?" 

 "No, no!" I put my arms in the air.

 "I just said the obvious fact." He looked really hurt pouted sadly. 

Damn it Hobi why are you this lame.

 "Okay, I will help you just don't make that face again." I smiled at him and his face changed.

 Was he acting?

 "Good. Than see you tomorrow. Make sure to come an hour earlier." I was glaring at him.

 "I'm better at acting than dancing." He winked before standing up. "I'm Jin. Take good rest for tomorrow Hoseok."

 I opened my eyes just staring at him leaving the studio not knowing what to say. 

"This guy." I shook my head before picking my stuff and putting my jacket on and leaving 5 minutes after him.  

I stopped to buy something to eat before I got home. I decided to take a walk instead going with my car. My practice was hard but it felt good to walk after it.

 When I can't think, when I'm exhausted and afraid and feeling very, very alone, I go for walks. It's just one of those things I do. 

I walk and I walk and sooner or later something comes to me, something to make me feel less like jumping off a building  And this time it was my phone. 

Jimin. 

˝Hello?˝ I answered trying to sound normal.

˝Hyung, I need shelter.˝

 I stopped walking and frowned. Did something happened?

˝Well, I have to work so you can stay at my apartment alone.˝

˝No, I want to go with you at your work.˝ 

˝Jimin, that's not safe. Wait, from who do you need a shelter?˝ I asked since this was little bit weird for me. 

˝Annoying hyung Yoongi.˝ he giggled.

˝What did he do?˝ I really hope Yoongi will get a new job soon, I can't stand him always being by Jimin's side.

˝He want me to do all homework I have this week.And than to clean my room.˝

˝You need to do your homework.˝

˝I did it for tomorrow. Please, Hobi. I can't stay in my house anymore.˝

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I got home and started making my food. 

My favorite thing about being alone was my music. Loud music and crazy dance. 

Also my neighbor's hate me. 

That old couple that live under me visit me every day. 

No, not to greet me or ask how do I feel. Or give me cookies that they bake. But to yell and hit me with their walking stick. I always act nice and apologize, every fucking day. 

After I ate I went to feed my goldfish. Taking my clothes off while walking to bathroom to take a shower is best thing. Living alone, walking around my home naked with no one to yell at me for being nude. 

Well.

I want Jimin to yell at me. And than I will yell at him to take his clothes too so we can be naked together.

I am a dreamer so don't blame me.

I called my dad. I missed him same as I miss my mom. I really feel alone here. And I don'tlike this feeling.

˝Hoseok!˝my dad shouted and I smiled.

˝It's me dad. How are you?˝ 

˝Good, but your mom, she is sick again. Hoseok can you talk to her, you have time?˝ my heart hurt. My mom is still not better. And I'm not there to help them.

˝Sure.˝ I said

˝Hoseokie, I know you don't have time and you are busy, tell me about your day. Are still with that girl? Jimin, what's her name?˝  I closed my eyes. I even forgot about this lie. 

˝Jimin is her name. We are still happy and in love omma.˝ I heard her smiling. 

˝When can I meet her?  Is she pretty? I just wait for her to give birth to my grandchild and I can die in peace.˝ I bit my lip. This went too far. 

˝Yeah. Um I have to go. I love you.˝I hang up and wiped my tears.

After I put on my ridiculous working clothes I fixed my hair and put my perfume on, while walking to the doors I pick up my car keys from the table and left my apartment.

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I looked at my reflection one last time before walking to his table. I look good, no need to be shy.

˝I'm here!˝ he sang while smiling at me. O wow, how excited can I get.

˝Good, I never liked the way Yoongi is treating you.˝ jealous Hobi is here.

Jimin was resting his hand on his palms while staring outside. 

˝Yoongi was always too good. He even hurted himself yesterday.˝ he sigh dramatically before looking up at me.

˝Give me Americano.˝ He tilted his head at me.

˝Are you sure?˝

˝Yes, yes. I want to try it, everyone is drinking it.˝ I nodded and before I left he pulled my sleeve.

˝Hyung smell really nice.˝ I gulped before turning back at him. 

˝I know Jimin.˝ I even winked.

I hope I looked cool, because I was screaming inside. That little brat.

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Suddenly lot of people starting coming and I had a lot of customers to serve.

I took a short break and sat down on chair wiping my sweat. 

These people hate me, coming at the same time, ugh.

˝This is disgusting" I heard Jimin yelling and I chuckled. 

He walked to me with his Americano in his hand and pout on his lips. 

˝I told you.˝ I ruffled his hair while laughing.

˝Hobi, why do people drink this' It's bitter.˝ 

I stand up and put some milk in a glass. 

˝It's called Long Black for a reason.˝ I spoke while giving him the glass. He drink it all at once and thanked me.

Another costumer walked in. I smiled sadly at Jimin and he shrugged. 

˝I would love to help you.˝ Jimin whispered and I shook my head at him.

˝No need to Jiminie.˝

˝Hoseok?˝ I heard someone saying my name and turn around to see Jin smiling at me.

˝Jin?  Are you following me?˝ I smiled back at him before walking in his direction.

I took Jin's order and went to make his  Caffee Mocha. While making it I heard someone sighing. I rolled my eyes and saw Jimin in front of me.

˝You never met me with him. I didn't know you have new friend.˝ He looked like a child when he pout like that. 

Well he is a child.

˝Jin is a guy from my dance class, also I just met him today.˝ I snorted. 

He shrugged and went back to his table. I watched after him and groaned, what does he want?

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˝I still can't believe you work here.˝Jin placed his hand on my shoulder.

˝Well now you do. And you are very welcome to come again.˝ 

Jin helped me. He washed all cups and glasses.

I glanced at Jimin every few minutes and at first he was drinking his new cappuccino. Than he took out his phone smiling at him while typing. I stared at him but Jin will always push my shoulder or ask me something so I will look away. I am jealous of what's not mine, not angry, not upset, just jealous, a peaceful jealousy. 

And than Jimin will watch us. Jin and me. His head rested on his palm again.

He had a smile on his face. But not his happy and adorable smile. But that sile you have when you look at something that's not yours anymore. 

What?

 I wanted to talk to him but as soon as I walked to his table he got a call. 

It was Yoongi. Jimin was so happy while talking with him. 

My heart feels like it's torn in two,, why can't I just be with you? 
Everyday another tear,everyday a lot more fear. That someone else is gonna stole you. They did already.
I want to hold you in my arms, I want to keep you safe from harm. I can do that, not only Yoongi.
I always act like things are all okay,my smile always on my face but I really want to run away, with you.

˝Hyung, Yoongi is mad and he said he missed me. I need to go.˝He stand up and gave me the money. 

˝Thank you Jimin.˝ He waved before leaving. I looked at the money and shook my head. He always give the best tips.

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Mess^

But I love little Hobi so much ugh