felt like writing this at midnight,,,

~

"i'll be back!"

jimin said as he tried to escape jungkooks comfort hug. jungkook peppered his face with kisses as he held onto jimin tighter.

"don't go yet, stay a bit longer."

jungkook said as he pecked jimins lips as the older male smiled. jimin wrapped his arms around jungkooks neck and pulled him into a quick kiss.

"i have to go, tomorrow my essay is due."

"do it here."

"jungkook-"

they were interrupted by a phone call, jimin grabbed his phone, while being back hugged by jungkook, and answered his phone.

"hey hyung, yeah i'll be out there in a sec, alright, bye."

jimin hung up and turned around to peck jungkook again before heading to the door.

"yoongi's here, come on i'll call you when i get home."

jungkook pouted but let go of jimin before the older pecked his cheek and walked out the door.

a day without jimin was hell.

~

everything happened in a flash.

jimin remembers jamming to the radio with yoongi, who was driving, as they were going towards their shared apartment.

yoongi remembers telling jimin how hoseok had finally grown a pair of balls to ask him out on a date. jimin laughed at the statement and that's where everything went black.

they were driving through an intersection when jimin felt an impact on his side, the impact so hard it made the car roll over a couple of times before leaving them upside down.

the truck driver had seen the car accident he had caused, the car was completely destroyed. the windows were cracked and some were broken. the side of the car he had hit was completely bent and he was scared he might have killed someone. he did something someone would do in a situation that would probably harm them forever.

he reversed his truck and left the scene.

yoongi had fainted at the impact, seat belt was the only thing holding him completely still. his head was bleeding from hitting the window, his hands were scratched from the glass that had broken. any other visible bruises were not the same as his internal wounds.

jimin was the one who took the impact, his leg was currently stuck between the car door and the seat. he had multiple head wounds as his head hit the the window and when the car began flipping, he had hit his head on the roof. his arm seemed broken at the crush of the car door, his right side seemed to be completely bruised and bleeding.

"someone help them!"

"call 911!"

~

jungkook was sitting on his couch as he awaited for jimin to call him.

he promised to call him when he arrived.

"they didn't go eat, did they?"

jungkook was in the middle of thinking when his phone rang. he quickly answered.

"yah, park jimin-"

"ju-jungkook, hos-hospital-"

"hoseok hyung? what is it? hospital?"

jungkook frowned, was hoseok trying to pull a prank on him?

"come to seoul hospital, quickly..."

"are you alright? why do you sound like that? hyung?"

"yoongi, jimin-"

jungkook ran out his apartment.

~

"hoseok! where is he?!"

jungkook ran into the hospital to see hoseok on a chair with tears rolling down his cheeks. his eyes were bloodshot red, his knuckles were red and bleeding, his hair a mess and he looked distraught.

"jungkook! he is in operation right now."

jungkook felt his eyes began to water, his hand covered his mouth as he sniffed a bit.

"what happened?"

"someone hit the car, then he ran away."

jungkook grabbed a chair and threw it against the wall.

"what the fuck! so that fucker ran away after hurting-"

"jungkook, calm down-"

hoseok said as he grabbed onto jungkooks arm but he pulled his arm away.

"how the fuck do you want me to stay calm, after what-"

"do you want to see jimin or not? you are going to get yourself kicked out. please, do this for jimin."

jungkook sat on a chair and gripped onto his hair as tears started falling from his eyes. he can't let anything happen to jimin, he loves him too much.

"kookie, what if one day i disappear?"

jungkook stopped eating as he saw jimin nervously look at him.

"what do you mean hyung?"

jimin was about to ask again but shook his head.

"nevermind, it's stupid anyway. let's eat~"

jungkook felt an arm around his shoulders and looked up to see namjoom looking at him. he got up and pulled him in a hug, namjoon was jimins older brother.

"i'm sorry namjoon hyung, i promised to take care of him and i broke my promise. i'm sorry hyung!"

namjoon looked like he had been crying, his eyes were swollen but he pulled away and gave jungkook a small smile.

"it's not you fault jungkook, please don't blame yourself."

namjoon went over to hoseok and asked him what they have told him.

"well, they said yoongi had multiple rib fractures and one was on the verge of puncturing an internal organ, he has a broken finger and broken leg, he also needs stitches for his head, meanwhile, jimin, he-"

hoseok took a deep breath and continued.

"he took the whole impact, they said he may have the most damage. that's all they told me."

"bullshit."

jungkook said underneath his breath as namjoom rubbed his eyes. they were all seated silently as they looked lost, nothing was important.

"hyung, if something ever happened to you, i would just blame myself, i told namjoon i would protect you no matter what."

"that's the only reason why he allowed you to date me."

jimin said with a smile as jungkook gasped, looking hurt.

jungkook clenched his fist as he saw their beautiful, sweet memories together.

"min yoongi's guardian?"

hoseok shot up and walked over to the doctor, the two males walked with him.

"is everything alright?"

"yes, we finished operating and stitching him up, you may be able to see him in a couple minutes."

the doctor was about to walk away but namjoon grabbed his wrist.

"what about park jimin?"

the doctor looked at namjoon and cleared his throat.

"what's your relationship with the patient?"

"i'm his brother, how is he?"

"ah, yes, he had his whole right shin ruptured from the impact, he broke his arm, he needed stitches, his right side of his ribs were broken, one rib punctured a part of his lung, he is in surgery currently. that's all i know of at this time."

jungkook fell on the floor, he couldn't imagine jimin looking so fragile, so hurt. he was always this shinning sunshine, he was so passionate, so full of life.

"don't i look pretty?"

jimin said as he showed a movement of his new dance he had created. jungkook back hugged him as he nibbled on his ear.

"beautiful actually, i could think of so many words to describe you. you look so ethereal, so perfect, so handsome, so pretty, so beautiful, so-"

jimin chuckled as he turned around and kissed jungkook on the lips.

"thanks for the compliments kookie."

"thank you doctor."

namjoon said as he bowed, hoseok looked sadden towards the two males. namjoon went to pick up jungkook as the younger male looked lost.

"jungkook, i love you."

"i love you too, you cinnamon roll, seriously, how are you this cute?"

jungkook sat down with the help of namjoon, he was getting impatient, he wanted to see jimin, he wanted to see his love and to tell him how sorry he was.

"hey guys, not sure if you guys mind, but i'm going to go see yoongi."

namjoon nodded and told him to look out for yoongi. hoseok nodded and told namjoon to call him once jimin was available for visiting before leaving.

namjoon sighed as he grabbed his phone and called his parents, jungkook was left alone.

how he felt without jimin

~

"park jimin's guardian?"

jungkook walked over to the doctor, he looked like he had been sweating a lot as he took off his face mask.

"operating went well, there were some complications but park jimin made it, he is in the intensive care unit, visitors are limited to only family members."

"what room is he in?"

"ICU #4"

"alright, thank you."

jungkook bowed as he ran to the elevators and pressed the floor number 6, for the ICU rooms. he grabbed his phone and dialed namjoon, telling him what the doctor had told him.

"alright, i'll be going up there in a sec."

"okay, i'll see you there namjoon."

~

jungkook looked through the glass windows, his heart began to hurt.

jimin had multiple bruises on his face and arms, as far of what was visible. he had a cast on his right arm and leg. he had a bandage around his head to protect his stitches, his hospital gown was covering it but jungkook was pretty sure there was a big bandage there, ffr the operation.

"i'm so sorry jimin, i'm sorry..."

jungkook let his forehead touch the window, letting out a sigh as his forehead cooled down with the coldness, his hand wanting to reach out but, he wasn't allowed in there.

"hey jungkook, why aren't you inside?"

namjoon was walking with two people at his side, probably his parents. jungkook bowed down, he was probably not in good conditions right now.

"only family members are allowed..."

his mom looked like she had been crying, her cheeks were glistening as she entered the room and began weeping at the sight of her son. his dad looked at his son through the clear doors and sighed, sitting down on the chairs outside of the room.

"you should have walked in,"

namjoon said as he looked at jungkook, who only shook his head.

"how's yoongi hyung?"

"hoseok called, saying he was still unconscious, but he was relieved that yoongi was still alive."

jungkook nodded, jimin was also still unconscious.

"also, the police is looking for the man who caused all of this. they said some of the people who saw the accident started describing the truck, we'll catch him jungkook."

"hopefully we do."

jungkook said as he took another pained look at jimin.

~

1 month later

"why won't this kid just get up?"

yoongi said as he was sitting on his wheelchair, he was discharged a week ago and hoseok had gone all mother on him.

they were all in jimins room, who had been moved from the ICU rooms to a normal room. his bruises were fading an they had removed his head bandage, saying how they'll remove the stitches later.

jungkook had asked hoseok if he could look after jimin while he worked and went to school, he wanted to finish his semester early so that he could take care of jimin.

"hoseok, can you get me a pillow, this damn leg is hurting like hell."

"sure, hold on."

hoseok left as yoongi stared at jimin, he looked so peaceful. yoongi took his hand as he rubbed his thumb on jimins hand.

"i'm sorry for causing us to get into a car accident, hope you forgive me one day."

hoseok came back two minutes later to find yoongi changing the channels.

"why are they so boring."

"maybe you are boring."

hoseok chuckled as yoongi glared at him.

"you better watch your ass after i get out of this damn wheelchair."

"doctor said no sudden movements for two to three weeks."

"fuck you hoseok."

hoseok smiled and kissed yoongi's cheeks before going into the bathroom, leaving a blushing yoongi.

~

2 weeks later

jungkook was sitting next to jimin, holding his hand. he played with the marker in his hand as he had finished decorating jimins cast.

"you look so peaceful, what are you dreaming of?"

jungkook said as he fixed jimins hair a bit before hearing the door open. he turned around to see jimins mother walk in, he stood up quickly and bowed at her.

"oh, hey jungkook, didn't think you would be here today."

she said as she walked in with two bags that jungkook gladly helped her with.

"there were no classes today."

his mother smiled at him before telling him that she brought food for hoseok and yoongi but they weren't there so she offered some to jungkook.

"thank you for the food."

"how did you meet jiminie?"

jungkook started coughing as jimins mother offered him some water.

"uhh..."

how to tell her that i met jimin at a club without adding any explicit information

"you don't have to talk about it, didn't think it was like that. i always thought jiminie was innocent."

jungkook smirked as he started to remember some things.

"doctors said he should have been awake by now."

she sighed as she stared sadly at jimin, jungkook swallowed the food in his mouth as he looked at jimin as well.

we all miss you

"i just hope he wakes up soon, i wanna know he is alright."

jungkook nodded as he played with the food.

"hope you take care of him well jungkook, me and my husband really like you for jimin."

"daddy, can you pass the salt please."

jungkook and his dad reached for it and stared at each other. jungkook pulled away before awkwardly blinking and thinking of something.

"i usually pass him the salt so it already became a reflex, sorry..."

his parents seemed to believe him but jimin had pink cheeks the rest of dinner.

~

jungkook was walking towards the hospital when he saw someone pushing someone in a wheelchair.

"faster taehyungie!"

jungkook stopped and looked at the two males but shrugged and walked up to jimins room. he opened the door to see a nurse cleaning up his room.

jungkook stopped at his tracks.

"is this room 213?"

the nurse looked up and nodded before continuing her work.

jungkook dropped his bag and went up to the nurse.

"park jimin is awake? where is he?"

"he is out with a volunteer, i don't know where they went."

jungkook nodded before setting his bag on a chair and running around the hospital, stopping every person being pushed by a wheelchair before moving up to the rooftop, he heard there was a small park there.

he looked around and saw a male standing in front of a person in a wheelchair, he was fixing his blanket.

"you are going to get cold jiminie."

"i just woke up yesterday, let me feel free."

jungkooks heart stopped, jimin, he was awake. jungkook walked over to the two males and stopped beside him.

"can i help you sir?"

the guy named taehyungie asked as he saw jungkook, jimin was taking off petals from a flower taehyung had handed him.

"ji-jimin?"

jimin looked up and smiled at the male.

"may i help you?"

jungkook felt time stop, he saw jimin look at taehyung and shrugged before going back to his flower.

"you-you don't remember me?"

jimin stopped again, and looked at jungkook.

"sorry, should i have remembered?"

"jimin, its almost time to leave."

taehyung said as he fixed jimins blanket again, jimin smiled at him and smiled, ruffling his hair.

"okay tae, let's go."

taehyung turned jimins wheelchair around and bowed at the male who was staring at the floor, before walking away.

"are you sure you don't remember him jimin?"

taehyung asked jimin as they made their way into the building.

"nope!"

~

jungkook saw it.

taehyungs eyes lit up everytime he saw jimin. he was clingy towards jimin and he was way more affectionate towards him.

jimin was feeling better everyday, he remembers seeing namjoon in his dreams, and his parents so he remembered them. it took some time to get comfortable around jungkook, yoongi and hoseok.

"oh! i remember you! you were the last guy i saw that night."

jimin said pointing at yoongi, who sadly smiled at him.

"yup, that's me, min yoongi."

jimin was still trying to remember jungkook and hoseok.

"i'm sorry i don't remember you, i'll try my hardest!"

jimin said with a smile that gave jungkook some hope that jimin may remember him and their relationship.

"jiminie, are you hungry?"

taehyung walked in with a tray of food as jungkook took it from his hands and set it on his table. taehyung was a bit taken aback but disregarded the moment.

"taetae, i thought you didn't work today?"

"i wasn't but i couldn't go a day without seeing you."

jimin blushed but frowned a bit.

i felt that i have heard that from somewhere...

jungkook hated how taehyung managed to make jimin blush so easily.

he hated it

~

jungkook walked in the room seeing jimin struggle getting up on his bed. he closed the door and set his bag in the chair and caught jimin before he fell.

"you are going to fall."

jimin looked up to meet jungkooks eyes, jimin felt uneasy around him. he had no idea why, did they have something before?

"ah, you're right, you don't mind help me do you? taehyung usually does but-"

jungkook slipped his arm underneath his knees and his other arm gripped him from his waist, being careful to the healing wound on his right side. jimin let out a small gasp as he was carefully carried to his bed.

he blushed once jungkook set him down carefully and fixed his blanket.

jungkook looked at jimin and caught him staring. he missed seeing jimins brown eyes staring back at his.

"you-you said we were close, right?"

jimin stuttered as he kept his stare fixated to jungkooks eyes. jungkook smiled as he nodded, not looking away from their stare.

"we were more than close..."

jungkook said as jimins face turned a brighter red, jimin looked away as he made himself a bit more comfortable while resting his arm on a pillow.

"we were together."

jungkook said as he took jimins left hand and interwind their fingers together, jimin stared at the small gesture that made his heart flutter a bit. he looked at jungkook with a small smile.

"were we happy together?"

"very happy, at least, that's what i think."

jungkook said as he continued to play with their fingers. jimin looked back at their hands and smiled.

"one more time."

jungkook looked up and saw jimin sitting down slowly, pulling himself to a sitting position.

"tell me how we met one more time."

jungkook smiled as he kissed jimins hand and nodded as he stared at jimins face, his bruises completely gone, but his memories were too.

"okay, but don't laugh at the embarrassing parts!"

"but you getting drunk and confessing to me was hilarious!"

jungkook smiled at jimins giggle, his eyes turning into small crescents decorating his flawless features.

"okay, so..."

~

jimin was discharged three days later, doctors telling jimin to take care of himself. jimin pouted as he didn't see taehyung that day, probably he isn't working today.

"can you give this to taehyung when you see him?"

"sure!"

jimin handed the nurse a piece of paper before being pushed away by jungkook. he liked the youngers company, he found it very soothing.

jungkook took them to the elevator and were waiting for it in a comfortable silence.

"jungkook?"

jungkook looked down and saw jimin looking up at him.

"yeah? you need something?"

jimin fumbled with his sweatshirt as he bit his lip nervously.

"do you wanna try? one more time?"

jungkook frowned on confusion.

"what do you mean hyung?"

jimin was about to say something but he shook his head.

"nevermind, let's just go."

jimin said as he pointed at the elevator doors opening and jungkook pushed him.

"jungkookie, do you wanna try?"

jimin asked him as he bit his lip, it was his habit when he was nervous about something.

"what is it hyung?"

"me and you?"

jungkook froze, jimin had said the exact same thing the day they both confessed to each other, not drunk.

"hyung?"

jimin looked up as he waited for jungkook to respond.

"i love you."

jungkook leaned down to kiss jimin on the lips as the older male stood frozen, his eyes widened at the sudden action of jungkook.

jungkook pulled away as he stood in front of jimin, placing his hand on jimins cheek.

"one more time hyung?"

jimin nodded as he was pulled in a kiss again.

the elevator doors closed.

~

so, it was my first time writing something in this genre (and this long)

um,,,idk what to say lol
this was more of a oneshot, sorry

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