Kie's POV:

Last night we were at a party and I was hanging out with this guy. He was nice and flirting with me all night and I decided that I just wanted to rip the bandage off and get my first time over with.

Even if it was awful, I'd never have to see the guy again. Honestly, it ended up being an awful experience. It was painful and short and I don't know why people think it feels good.

Sarah came over the next day and wanted to hear all about it and I planned on telling her.

"It was super painful" I admitted

"Painful?"

"Yeah, he kissed me like a couple pecks and then took my shorts and underwear off and just stuck it in. He finished after like five of the most painful thrusts. It was like taking a dry tampon out" I shared

"Girl, I'm so sorry.... That's not how it's supposed to feel. You need someone who knows exactly what they're doing so it feels good for you too"

"I'm not doing it with John B" I teased her

"Very funny, I was going to suggested JJ"

"No, hell no. I'm not going to sleep with JJ. He'd never shut up about it"

"But you've heard the rumors. He's good"

We've all heard the rumors. In fact, we've all heard the stories from JJ himself. He's been hooking up with girls since he was fourteen. He knows a thing or two. There was no way that I was going to hook up with him. He's a total man whore and he's one of my best friends.

The next weekend, we were at a party and the guy that I 'hooked up' with asked if I wanted to do it again. I told him that I was on my period and the famous JJ Maybank appeared.

"That was the worst lie ever, did last time not go well?"

"I'm not talking about this with you"

"What'd he do? Need me to punch him?" He said fully ready to go after him

"Nothing, absolutely nothing"

"Wait, you mean it didn't happen?"

"He kissed me a total of three times. Three stupid little pecks. He took my shorts and underwear off and basically just shoved himself in and after a total of five thrusts he came and said it was the best sex of his life. It hurt like bitch"

JJ was laughing and he said, "That's awful, you mean he didn't take off your shirt? No foreplay? Fingers? Macking? Tongue?"

"Nope..." I said slightly embarrassed

"Why'd you hook up with him?"

"I wanted to get my first time over with"

"You know you could've always just asked me. I would have left you much more satisfied and wanting more. Not pissed off, hating sex, and in pain"

"You ego is already too big. There is no way that I'd give you the ego boost of taking my virginity"

"Kie, you're my best friend. I wouldn't ever tell anyone if you didn't want me too. I just offered because I wish you would have asked me. I would've made sure it was a good first experience for you"

"What was your first time like?"

"It was awful... It was with an older girl and I couldn't get it to stay up" He admitted which honestly kind of made me feel better

I looked at him and I felt safe with him. He looked back at me and he asked, "Kie, do you wanna go back to the Chateau?"

"I don't want things to get weird between us"

"I promise, it won't" He said and we walked back to the Chateau

We went into the spare bedroom and it was super awkward. JJ locked the door and he said, "If at any point you want me to stop, just let me know"

"Okay" I said relaxing a little

He slowly leaned in and kissed me. My nerves melted away as we made out. He lifted my shirt off started kissing my neck. He went down on me and fingered me and that alone was amazing.

"Do you want to keep going?" He asked

I saw his erection in his pants and I was kinda surprised that he was turned on by me, considering we're supposed to be best friends. I told him that I wanted to keep going.

He took off his boxers and rolled a condom on. I was nervous about his size, scared it would hurt. He slowly slipped inside of me and paused for a few seconds as I adjusted to his size. He then began slowly thrusting in and out.

"Are you okay?" He asked, checking in

"Yeah" I replied

"I'm gonna start to go faster, just tell me if you want me to slow down or stop"

"Okay" I said as he picked up the pace

He then started using his fingers as he pumped in and out of me. My heart rate was picking up and my toes began to curl. Holy shit.

"Jayge, I'm close" I warned as I pulled his hair a bit and he let out a moan

He went a little faster and we both hit our highs together. He was still inside of me as we came down from the high. My breathing was coming back to normal and he looked into my eyes and smiled.

"Hi" I smiled at him in shock about what just happened

"Sup" He smirked back as he pulled himself out and took off the condom and threw it in the trash can beside his bed

I had covered myself up with the blanket on the bed and he just laughed as he walked naked to the dresser where he grabbed a new pair of boxers and put them on. He didn't even seem to mind that I was watching him. He gathered my clothes that he had tossed around the room and laid them on the bed for me. He slipped his shirt back over his head and put his shorts back on. He let me alone in the room to change. He didn't even make a comment about how he's already seen me naked or something stupid like that.

I got dressed and went into the bathroom to pee and fix my hair. When I left the bathroom, JJ was just chilling on the couch. He looked at me and I could tell he wanted to know how it was but he already knew the answer to that. It was amazing and he knew it by my reactions.

The other pogues walked back in from the party and we all hung out watching a movie. Sarah brought me into the kitchen and asked, "Did you actually take my advice and have sex with JJ?"

"Yeah, I did... But you can't tell anyone"

"I promise, I won't... How was it?"

"Incredible... Sarah, I want to do it again"

"With him?" She asked

I hadn't really thought about who I wanted to do it with.

"I would do it again with him but I want really referring to anyone"

"Give me details later" She said going back to the couch

It's been a few days since I had sex with JJ and I couldn't stop thinking about it. We were all the Chateau and tonight he brought a girl back. I could hear them in the bedroom. I wondered if he was doing the same things he did to me. Suddenly, I felt disgusting for just being another one of JJ's hook up girls.

I left the Chateau and went to sleep in the hammock as I couldn't listen to them anymore. Not long after I left, the girl came out and she slammed the door behind her. She looked pissed. I didn't really care and I went to sleep in the hammock. I avoid JJ the over the next few days until he finally asked, "What's wrong?"

"Nothing..."

"You've been acting weird ever since I brought that girl back... Were you jealous?" He asked teasing

"No, I'm not jealous. I could care less who you sleep with Cleary, you're just trying to rack up your body count and whatever you did to the girl, she left pissed"

He looked down and said, "Remember what I told you happened my first time?"

"That you couldn't keep it up" I laughed

"Yeah, that" He said embarrassed

He then added, "Well, it happened again and I tried to cover it up by macking for a bit but that didn't work and then I thought of you and my problem went away. Until I moaned your name... That's why she left pissed"

I started laughing and asked, "You actually moaned my name?"

"Yeah" He admitted seriously which made me stop laughing

I looked into his eyes and he looked back into mine as we both impulsively crashed our lips together. We were making out and he picked me up and carried me to the spare room where we slept together for the second time. JJ and I laid there next to each other afterwards and he asked, "Need me to hand you your clothes again?"

"No, I was actually hoping you'd stay" I said nervously as I know he never actually let the girl sleep next to him

"Yeah, I'd love to" He said pulling me into his arms and kissing my head

"Goodnight, Jayge" I whispered resting my head on chest and listening to his heartbeat

"Goodnight, Kie" He whispered back as I fell asleep in his arms