Kie's POV:

JJ and I got married when we were twenty years old. We couldn't have been happier and we got pregnant right after the wedding and started having babies. Our family grew pretty quick, quicker than we wanted but of course, we loved all of our kids.

We had three kids who were five, three, and two years old. Three boys to be specific and they were all so high energy and all just like JJ.

He was great with the kids. He was an incredible father and the boys adored him. JJ and I just grew apart and one night after a big fight, we called it quits on us. We were getting a divorce.

We were so careful and we never fought in front of the kids. We sat the three down and tried to explain it to them. We lived on the cut now in the house JJ grew up in. I was going to move out and the boys were going to split time between houses.

I talked to my parents and they were happy to help me find a house. They ended up getting one for me on Figure Eight. It was gorgeous. I moved in and we moved the boys in too since they were going to be with me most of the time. JJ would have them every weekend.

It had been a few months since the divorce and I met a new guy. We went to the kook academy together. His name was Jake and he was so sweet. We kept our relationship private for about six months and then I introduced my boys to him. Jake was so good with them.

We were at the Chateau with all our friends hanging out.

JJ and I stepped outside to talk and he said, "I don't want you living with Jake. I don't want him raising my sons! OUR fucking kids. He's turning them into kooks and you're letting it happen. When we first started dating we both said we'd make sure our future kids lived the pogue lifestyle and didn't act like rich stuck-up kooks"

"There is a difference between acting like a kook and being a kook"

"Yeah, well you'd know because you're both"

"So this is about me being a kook? It always comes back to that"

"We break up, you get mommy and daddy to buy you a house on Figure Eight, you meet another kook and fall in love and act like I don't matter anymore. You let the fucking kook take care of my sons. You let him turn them into kooks. I'm their dad, not fucking Jake. I know I'm just a pogue from the cut, but I won't let you take my boys away from me. I'm their father and I don't care what kook money or lawyers you might have access to, I will not let you win." JJ said storming off

I think he's going to sue me for custody. I followed him and told him we are not opening up a court case. I refuse to put my sons through that. I told JJ to come over for dinner on Friday night when he picked the boys up.

We were all sitting at the table making casual conversation and Liam, our youngest child was blowing bubbles in his water. This was something JJ taught him. JJ thought it was funny and Jake found it rude.

"Liam, we talked about this and we don't blow bubbles while we're eating. Now I have to take the straw away"

"Woah, dude! You're not in a position to be parenting my son." JJ said defensive

Liam started crying when jake took the staw away. Jake said, "It's bad manners at the table. There are rules and it's gross"

JJ said, "He's fucking three years old. Put the damn straw back"

"No, I already punished him. I can't go back now" Jake said which set JJ off

JJ got up and said, "Let's get going guys, we'll stop on the way home and get food"

JJ grabbed our crying son and the other two followed. He brought them out to his car and he left.

"Kiara, you can't let him do that" Jake said

"You shouldn't have done that. I love you, Jake but you aren't their father"

"I just want them to learn proper manners and the important things in life"

"I know" I said hugging him

A few weeks went by and we were all at the chateau hanging out. All the kids were playing and having fun. I talked to Sarah and I admired her daughter that she was holding.

"I wish I had a little girl too" I said

"A mini you would be so cute! You and Jake should try for a baby" Sarah said winking

"I'm twenty-six, divorced, with three boys. I can't have any more for a long time"

I watched JJ, Pope, and John B playing with the kids. Then there was Jake dressed up watching the men play with the children.

Three weeks later, Pope and Cleo were getting married now that Pope was done with medical school. Sarah and I were bridesmaids, John B and JJ were groomsmen, and all the kids were ringbearers and flower girls (John B and Sarah have one boy and two girls)

The reception was outside on a deck overlooking the ocean. It was perfect. The boys were bored and wanted to go play in the sand. JJ was bringing them down to the beach to play. Jake and I followed and he said, "They are going to get so dirty"

"It's okay" I said smiling as I walked the four boys. My eyes were focused on the oldest, my ex-husband.

I couldn't resist. I was in a long dress and I ran down the stairs. JJ saw me and he picked me up and spun me around. I ran around with the kids and the bottom of my dress was probably ruined, but I was having fun and so were the kids.

My parents took the kids home so we could stay and celebrate with our friends. I was a little drunk now that it was later and the kids were gone. We were all having fun dancing and Jake was tired and was going back up to our hotel room. I told him that I'd be up there soon.

A slow song came on and JJ found me and asked, "Can I dance with you?"

"My ex-husband wants to dance with me?" I asked drunk

"Yeah, I wanna dance with my ex-wife" He said grabbing me

We were slow dancing to the song and we were both really drunk. It was kinda fun not fighting for once. We continue to dance together and we were both wasted.

JJ was whispering things in my ear that he shouldn't have been. It was honestly a huge turn-on. The DJ was packing up to leave and JJ and I started walking back to our hotel rooms. He was walking to my room to make sure I got back okay. I knew Jake was passed out already. I went to open the door but I stopped and JJ was right behind me. I turned around and kissed him. He didn't hesitate to kiss me back. He carefully moved us to his door a few feet away without breaking the kiss.

The hotel door shut and he took off the suit cost as I loosened his tie. Our clothes were coming off fast and that's all I really remembered.

I woke up with a pounding headache in a hotel bed wrapped in JJ's arms. Shit.. We were both naked.

JJ woke up a few seconds after me and I moved out of his arms and neither of us said anything. I couldn't believe this happened. I sat up and covered myself with the sheet and went to get up with the sheet wrapped around me and JJ stopped me and said, "You don't have to cover up.... I've seen you birth our three kids and I kissed every inch of your body last night. Your body is beautiful and perfect just the way it is"

Okay, wow that was sweet if him to say. I looked at him and said, "Thank you... It's not that I care about you seeing me naked..."

JJ interrupted me and said, "It's Jake, I get it... My lips are sealed"

"I'm sorry. We were both wasted and I really don't remember much about last night"

"Whatever it's not a big deal"

"It kind of is a big deal. We got divorced and now we are in bed together"

JJ got up and started to get dressed and I did the same. My head was pounding and I left the room and snuck back into mine and Jake's.

I went into the bathroom and took a shower. I looked in the mirror and noticed JJ left hickeys all over my body. Of course, he did.

I walked out in a towel and Jake was up.

"Good morning, baby" He said kissing me

"Good morning" I said and I told him how awful I felt and that I crashed with the pogues and then spent all morning puking in the bathroom

We were packing up to leave and I went to get the kids from my mom. The boys were awake and so full of energy. JJ showed up a few seconds later and he helped me bring all the kids to my car that Jake had loaded. JJ rode here with John B and so he had no ride home. I let him sit up front with Jake and I went to the backseat and fell asleep.

We arrived at my house and the boys all went inside and I went and dropped JJ off at his house. The car ride was pretty quiet and I said sarcastically, "Thanks for all the hickeys" 

"Anytime, princess... Just marking my territory" He smirked getting out of the car and grabbing his bag

He walked inside and I went back home to the boys. When I arrived, I got started on laundry and putting things away from the trip. My dress was pretty dirty and I just washed it with the rest of the clothes even though I probably should dry clean it.

Jake went to take a nap and I took care of the boys all day. I went into the bathroom and lifted up my shirt and looked at the marks JJ left. He left them on my boobs, stomach, and hips. Two days had passed since the wedding and I couldn't stop thinking about that night with JJ. I don't remember much about the hotel room but everything else was spinning through my head.

The boys were at JJ's tonight and he called me and said that one of them forgot their favorite stuffed animal so I was driving it over there in Jake's truck. I arrived and walked inside and gave it to JJ who delivered it to our son.  JJ and I got into another huge argument this week and it was still going on tonight.

"You know if you allowed me to see my boys more often maybe they would want to come over here more. Instead, they all cry leaving their precious figure eight kook house"

I argued with JJ for a few minutes and we were outside so the boys couldn't hear us. I had enough and I asked, "Seriously? Why are you such a dick to me? You can go from being this guy at the wedding who is the guy I fell in love with to this guy who only wants to fight with me"

"Well, you're a fucking bitch.... But somehow it just turns me on even more because I still fucking love you. I don't want to be your ex-husband, I want to be your damn husband but you're too busy with your fucking boyfriend" JJ said grabbing me and pushing me back against Jake's truck as he crashed his lips into mine

I kissed him back and we were making out. He opened the door to the backseat where he picked me up and crawled in the backseat with me pulling my clothes off. We were having sex in the backseat of Jake's truck. 

JJ and I were both breathless and again, I couldn't believe what we just did. He looked into my eyes and he kissed my forehead. He grabbed my clothes that were scattered and he helped me get dressed and then he put his own clothes on. We got out of the truck and he didn't say anything to me. He hugged me and he was so soft and gentle. I looked at him and said, "I've gotta go... Jake's waiting"

I got in his truck and I left. I went back to Jake and walked inside and I broke up with him. He left and I got in my car and drove back to JJ's. I didn't knock, I just walked inside and went to the bedroom. He was in bed and I went and laid down next to him and said, "I don't want to be your ex-wife anymore"

"So you wanna get married again?" He asked smiling as he looked at me

"Hell yeah" I said kissing him and then I told him I ended things with Jake

The next morning, JJ and I had a long conversation and we were going to elope to get re-married. We made no plans to do so right away. We were just enjoying being together. We were going to sell the house on figure eight, but now JJ was moving in because we needed the space. I was pregnant with our fourth baby.

JJ and I moved past all the fighting and we were both thrilled that this time we were getting a baby girl. This girl was going to be so protected with three older brothers and JJ as her father.