Jiara pt 65
The week passed slowly, and it was now Friday night. Kie came over to the chateau and her and JJ sat at the end of the dock.
"Tomorrows the day" JJ said, preparing her
"Tomorrows the day" she sighed.
"They've got to know somethings up" JJ thought "I mean, I haven't been over to your house all week. That's the longest I've been away from your family since we started dating"
"Yea I know, my dad keeps asking about you" Kie chuckled "he keeps asking if we're fighting or breaking up. He knows something is up"
"Maybe he won't be too surprised then" JJ suggested
"I think me being pregnant, is last on their list of things that could be wrong." Kie laughed
"Yeaa" JJ agreed. "You nervous?"
"You have no idea" Kie said and looked at him "are you?"
"Nah, I'm ready to be murdered" he said sarcastically
"Who do you thinks gonna be more mad about it?" JJ asked "your mom or your dad"
"Definitely my dad" Kie said, surely "he's going to loose. His. Shit."
"Awsome" JJ said, nodding his head
"Let's go to bed, JJ" Kie said standing up "we've got a long day ahead of us."
JJ agreed and followed her into the chateau.
"You know, we're probably never going to be alone again after tomorrow" Kie said in his ear once they got in his room. He was taking his shirt off, getting ready for bed.
"Yea I know" JJ said, disappointed, and tossed his shirt on the ground. She kissed his cheek softly. He then picked up on what she was getting at. He started kissing her and they went to the bed.
"Wait, can we still do this while you're pregnant?" He asked once things started heating up
She gave him a look like he was stupid but then laughed
"Yes" she laughed and he excitedly went back in to kiss her.
They spent their last night alone together, and then went to sleep.
The next morning, they dragged their feet getting out of bed. They didn't want to leave the chateau. They didn't want to tell her parents. At all. But they knew they had too.
"Hey good luck" John b said as JJ grabbed the Keys and they headed out the door.
"We'll need it" JJ said "if you don't see me in the next 72 hours, call the cops" he joked and they walked out the door.
They drove to her house and hesitantly got out of the van.
Kie and JJ stood in front of the door together. Kie was already almost in tears.
"It'll be fine" JJ said, trying to convince them as they hesitated to open the door.
"It definitely won't be" Kie said, being realistic
"Yea" JJ said, opening the door.
They walked inside but they didn't see either of her parents.
They looked around for a bit. They were both absolutely terrified to tell them. They heard Mike outside on the porch and looked at each other.
"You can stay in here, I'll go get him" JJ said, taking a deep breath.
Kie went and sat on the couch, her leg bouncing as she nervously waited for her parents to be in front of her.
"Mike" JJ said as he walked out onto the porch
"Heyyy JJ" Mike said standing up, excited that he was there. "You know I was just thinking about getting you to come over, there's a hockey game on tonight and I figured-"
"Mike" JJ said again as he continued to talk over him
"You haven't been here in so long, I assumed something was wrong but I-" Mike continued, happily
"Mike.. We need to talk to you about something" JJ said, cutting him off.
"What?.. " Mike asked, his voice getting concerned as he noticed JJ looking guilty and nervous. "What's wrong JJ?
"Where's Mrs Anna?" JJ asked, nervously swallowing "we need to talk to both of you"
Mike just stood there, starting to get a little scared.
They went back inside and Mike got His wife from their bedroom. they all sat facing each other in the living room.
"Okay so is someone gonna tell me what's going on?" Mike asked, looking at the two guilty teens in front of him.
Kie and JJ looked at each other, terrified to say it. They sat their in silence for a moment.
"Okay, someone better start talking" Mike said getting a little upset as he stood up
"Kiara, honey just tell us what's wrong" her mother said, not wanting Mike to get angry, putting her hand on Kies knee and Kie instantly started crying.
He noticed Kie staring to cry and knew it was serious.
"Somebody better explain to me what the hell is going on here!" Mike said, firmly
"Kiaras pregnant."
JJ blurted out and the whole room instantly fell silent.
Her mother gasped and put her hand over her mouth. Kie started crying even more as she waited for the ball to drop.
"she's what." Mike said like the calm before the storm.
JJ just sat there and looked into his eyes, terrified.
"This is a joke right" Mike said in denial "this better be a fucking joke, JJ"
"Dad" Kie cried, since she could tell that he was about to yell at him
"No- you two better not be serious" Mike said looking at both of them. But their faces said it all.
"Ohhh my god." Mike said, laughing a little as he turned around and started pacing, putting his thumb and finger on the bridge of his nose.
"Mr Carrera-" JJ started "I know your mad, okay but I promise-"
"Damn right I'm mad!" Mike yelled "you two are SIX-TEEN years old. Sixteen. How the HELL do you expect to raise a baby"
Kies mom had moved over and sat next to Kie, comforting her since she was crying.
"Kiara baby, you know you're too young for this.. okay. I have to recommend we schedule you an abortion" her mother said, rubbing her arms. Kie started crying more when she heard that.
"Uh- right, well uhm- we can talk about that" JJ said, instantly entering their conversation when he heard it.
"We can talk about that?" Mike laughed "you don't get a say in that, JJ"
"Technically i do- It's MY kid, Mike!" JJ said, standing up.
"It's MY DAUGHTER!" Mike yelled, trying to one up his reasoning. Getting angry that JJ was raising his voice at him. "she's not having a kid right now, just because YOU can't keep your dick in your pants"
"DAD" Kie looked up with tears in her eyes. She didn't want him to take it too far.
"Kiara. Do you understand how irresponsible you two are for this." Mike said through a Clinched jaw "hell, I mean, I didn't even know you two were doing things like that yet"
"I'm sorry!" Kie sobbed, not knowing what else to say.
"It's okay honey" Anna said, comforting her. "I can schedule it in a town over, nobody even has to know"
Kies hands were covering her face as she cried. She nodded her head, not being able to speak, she let out a shaky "okay"
"Woah- Kie hang on" JJ said softly but defensively "can we at least talk about that before we make any decisions"
"JJ what is there to talk about?!" Mike said "you're still a kid yourself, you can't raise one"
"Okay but I could figure it out" JJ said, defensively "I'm not saying no, I'm just saying we should at least THINK about other possibilities"
"Maybe you could have THOUGHT, before you got her pregnant in the first place!" Mike yelled.
"Yes, Anna, schedule the appointment" he added, looking past JJ to his wife.
"Mike- seriously just hold on" he said, a little panicky "kie?" He said, looking back at her helplessly. He knew he had no control over the situation and needed her to be on his side.
She wiped tears off her face as she tried to calm down.
"JJ what other choice do we have?" She said. Her voice breaking as she looked into his helpless eyes.
He looked at her with disbelief.
"I cannot. Believe this" mike said, walking around the kitchen. "I cannot. BELIEVE THIS"
"Kie, please can we talk about this before you make a decision, please." He begged quietly
She just buried her head in her hands and cried.
"Kiara please" he begged, sitting down by her and grabbing her hand to get her to look at him. His eyes were darting around her face as he panicked.
"We can talk tonight, okay, but-" she started, but then got cut off because she started to cry again.
"It's ok" he said "Mrs Anna, I'm so sorry" he said looking up at her who was on the other side of Kie.
"Yea I bet you are sorry" mike said from the kitchen angrily as he kept pacing.
"Mr Carrera-" he started
"How the hell did this even happen?!" Mike said, not wanting to hear his apologies
JJ paused for a second.. obviously he knew how it happened.
JJ walked into the kitchen with him.
"How did I not know you two were having sex! How many times did it happen" Mike yelled, just talking at this point
"Uhm- please.. don't make me answer that" JJ said awkwardly
"Boy-" Mike said like he was about to bitch slap him for saying that. "it better not have happened in my house I'll tell you that much right now!" Mike threatens
"No no it- it didn't" JJ said like that would actually make it better.
"How did this happen" mike said trying to wrap his mind around it "I mean what? the condom break or something"
"Uhm.." JJ said nervously, looking over at Kie
Mike paused and looked at him.
"You used a condom right." Mike said slowly, praying he hears the correct answer.
JJ took a deep breath as he tried to think of how to answer that.
"Now I KNOW, that you two did not have UN-protected sex!?" Mike yelled. "Are you SERIOUS?!" He said since no one was denying it
"Come on" he said, disappointed "you two are smarter than that. I KNOW you two are smarter than that."
JJ bit the inside of his cheek. He wasn't wrong. They knew it was risky, they just never thought it would actually happen to them.
"You better have one hell of an excuse" Mike laughed
JJ hesitated, cringing at what he knew the answer was.
"..i didn't have one" he said, knowing that would not have made anything better.
"Oh my fucking god" mike mumbled, putting his arms on the counter and hiding his head in his hands.
Kie covered her face as well. She was absolutely humiliated.
"He didn't have one" mike laughed, standing back up. "He didn't have one!" He said again, this time louder as he looked over at Anna. "Ha- like father like son" he mumbled as if it was some kind of coincidence
"Micheal!" Her mom scolded him from the couch with a stern look on her face.
Eventually Anna took Kie into her room to talk, but mainly to get away from Mike loudly scolding JJ in the kitchen.
"When did you find out?" Her mother asked gently as Kie was still trying to calm down. Anna knew how hard this could be on a girl her age.
"Like a week ago" Kie said, shaky. "I found out at the chateau.. JJ bought me a test"
"And you're sure the test wasn't wrong" Anna asked for some hope.
"I should have started my period three weeks ago, and we bought like 5 different tests, they all came back positive" Kie explained.
"Honey...listen. I can tell that JJ might want to keep this baby, kiara, but I need you to think about your future. This Is a massive responsibility, Kiara, that doesn't go away." Her mom tried to explain. "You're just too young baby."
Kie started crying but then stopped herself to listen in when she heard someone yell.
"Are they fighting?" Kie said, getting up and getting closer to the door so that she could hear.
"Your not even giving it a second thought!" JJ yelled
"I don't need to JJ. YOUR NOT. HAVING. THIS BABY." Mike argued
"Mike I can do it. I can figure it out- I'll work extra hours, okay, I can drop out of school, I can-"
"No one's dropping out of school- see JJ that's exactly what we're trying to avoid!" Mike yelled "you need to think about your future!"
"What's so bad about THAT being my future?!" JJ argued
"JJ you won't be able to do anything if your stuck with a kid right now!" Mike said
"Stop making it sound like it's some kind of terrible mistake!" JJ yelled
"Well it wasn't planned!"
"No- but my kids not a mistake!"
"There is no kid! Your not having a kid! she's not keeping this pregnancy!" Mike tired to explain one more time
"What if she wants to keep it?!" JJ said "you can't MAKE her get an abortion"
"She will make the right choice. It's what's best for her, and it's what's best for your futur-"
"I DONT GIVE A SHIT ABOUT MY FUTURE!" JJ yelled "YOUR NOT KILLING MY KID!"
Mike just stared at him in disbelief
"JJ, That's not what this is" Mike said, calmer, trying to get him to understand "you guys are 16. You're juniors in high school, summers about to start- you have so much life left to live while your still young. This isn't the time to be having children."
"But i can do it" he said, still trying to convince
"JJ look, I want grandkids okay" Mike said putting his hands on JJs shoulder "I'm going to love when you two have kids.. just not right now."
JJ didn't say anything
"That's not the life I want for my daughter, and that's not the life I want for you" he said sincerely "she's getting the abortion."
JJ sighed, still irritated that there would be no discussion before they made the decision.
After a long day of fighting, arguing, and being yelled at by her parents. It finally had gotten dark.
That night, JJ went up to Kies room so that they could talk. JJ sat on the floor, leaning against her wall, while she sat up on her bed.
"Do still feel nauseous?" JJ asked, to start the conversation
"A little" she replied "not to sure if it's even the pregnancy making me want to throw up at this point. This is all just so stressful."
"I know" he agreed. Followed by a moment of silence.
"Kie are you getting the abortion" he asked, getting straight to the point
She took a deep breath, knowing he was going to ask that.
"JJ.." she started "it's our best option"
"Okay but, are you sure you're not just saying that because your parents want you to get one" he asked "like really think about it"
"JJ, there's still things I want to do before having kids" she said "I mean it's gonna change our whole lives"
"But is that bad thing?" JJ said "it might change them for the better, who knows"
"Here's what I see" Kie started to explain "you'll always be at work, I'll probably have to switch my school to online to stay home and watch the baby, we won't be able to hang out with John b, or go to partys, or surf as much. We can't buy a house so I'll have to live here with the baby for the next two years, and do you really not want to live with your kid for the first two years of its life?"
"But we can figure all that out Kie, we can make it work somehow" JJ said, trying to convince
"Not to mention the death rate in underage women while giving birth JJ, that's scary" Kie said
"Don't say that" JJ said, tilting his head "now it's gonna make me sound like an asshole for wanting to keep it" JJ said, starting to get annoyed
"Because i'm right" Kie argued "and imagine all the rumors and talk that would go around the town about us."
"So that's what your worried about?" JJ argued "your scared people might talk shit about us, so we should just pretend like it never happened"
"JJ that's not what I meant" Kie said defensively
"Kie, come on. you're not even listening to what I have to say" JJ said "you're not even thinking about it"
"I have thought about it JJ" Kie said "ever since I found out I was pregnant, this has always been an option for me"
"Exactly, see you made your mind up before we even talked about it" JJ said, standing up frustrated
"Are you seriously mad?!" Kie argued
"Yes. Kie. Your pissing me off. Just take my opinion into consideration. that's all I ask" he said, getting louder
"No it's not JJ! Even if I did take your opinion into consideration, which I have, you're still going to be mad if I don't choose the one that you want!"
"I just know, that if you really think about it, you'll want to keep it too" JJ said, desperately
"JJ, no I'm not" she said, sadly, knowing he would be hurt to hear it.
"Alright- you know what" JJ said, shaking his head a little and going to her door
"Are actually leaving right now!" Kie laughed angrily
"Yes, i am, I really don't wanna talk to you right now" he said, immaturely, and opened the door
"You're the one who wanted to talk about this in the first place and now your leaving?!" Kie said, standing up and following him.
"But we're not talking about it, kie, I'm saying we keep it, and then you shoot me down instantly!" JJ said, turning around briefly and then heading back down the stairs
"Whatever" Kie scoffs "leave, I don't care!" she said as he walked down the stairs.
"Kie, we were gonna figure this out!" He turned around and shouted at her from the bottom of the stairs "I mean, just the other day we were picking out baby names for gods sake, and now, just like that we're getting rid of it?!" His voice breaking a little
"I don't understand why you wouldn't want this too?!" Kie shouted "you were so worried about-"
"BECAUSE, KIARA. ITS OUR KID!" JJ shouted up the stairs
"HEY!" Mikes voice echoed through the house.
They both stopped and looked at him. He was standing downstairs in the living room, looking up at both of them. "We don't talk to each other like that!" He scolded "not in this house"
JJ looked back at Kie who was still at the top of the stairs. His eyes were a little red as he felt like crying.
He shook his head at her and then turned away.
He kept walking past the kitchen that Mike was now in.
"JJ where are you going?" He asked but JJ ignored him
"JJ!" Kie yelled from the top of the stairs, thinking he wasn't being serious about leaving.
He walked out the door, ignoring both of them and got in the van and went back to the chateau.
He got there and went out to the dock to clear his head.
A few minutes later, John b noticed him and walked down there to meet him.
"JJ, why are you here? I thought you were gonna be at Kies tonight?" John b said once he got to the end of the dock.
JJ took a deep breath "I can't be around her right now" he said.
"Why? What happened?" John b asked.
JJ didn't say anything at first. He just stared out at the water.
"She's terminating the pregnancy" he said eventually, slowly closing his eyes. "John b, they've already made the appointment- like it's- it's definitely happening"
"You don't want her to?" John b asked, confused at what the problem was
"No I don't want her to. are you kidding?" JJ said like it was obvious "that's my kid man, and they all want to kill it, someone's gotta stand up for 'em "
"Woah- JJ.. hey" John b said calmly. He looked at him for a minute. He spoke very slowly and carefully. "look- I know you probably feel a certain way about abortions in general-" John b started
"It's not about that" JJ cut him off, rolling his eyes a little.
"You sure..?" John b asked
"I really don't give a shit about politics John b, come on, you know this" JJ said, burring his face in his hands as he leaned on the railing. He rubbed his face and then looked back at the water.
"Okay...but still." John b continued "you have to understand something. You're thinking about the potential. okay.. the possibilities of this kid.."
"but JJ, what's inside kies stomach right now.. isn't a baby, okay? It's like this big" he said, pinching his fingers. "it doesn't even look like anything yet. It's just something that,- if given the right resources, could eventually turn into a baby"
JJ just looked at him.
"You have to stop thinking that it's some terrible thing, and that Kie is some terrible person for wanting to get rid of it before it grows into anything."
JJ took a deep breath, trying to except what John b just told him.
"Bro we got into a huge fight about it" JJ said, looking down at the water "and I just left" he said, angry at himself.
"Hey, look at me" John b said "first thing you need to do, is make things right with Kie. Y'all are both going through a lot right now and y'all need to be there for each other. Now more than ever."
JJ just nodded his head slowly as he thought. He knew John b was right. Even if he wasn't happy about it, it was going to happen anyways, and he needed to be there for her.
The next morning JJ road over to Kies house again.
He went inside and went upstairs to her room. He knocked on Kies door before slowly opening it.
She was in front of her mirror getting ready for the day. She looked over at her door and saw JJ slowly walk in, with a sorry face.
"hey" she said coldly and went back to what she was doing. Almost completely ignoring his presence.
"Hey" he said, shutting the door behind him.
She wasn't looking at him. She couldn't.
"Kie.. I shouldn't have left last night" he apologized
"You think?" She said, passive aggressively, as she put in her earrings
He nodded his head, excepting the attitude he knew he deserved.
"I'm sorry" he said.
"You should be" she scolded, finally looking over at him.
"I know.." he said apologetically "look- at the end of the day, it's your choice and- I'll be here for which ever one that is"
"Don't ever walk out like that again." Kie scolded
"I won't. I'm sorry" JJ said, looking down at her. "I didn't mean to get mad. I promise I won't leave again"
Kie looked at him, her lip starting to tremble as she tried not to cry.
"Thank you" is all she could say as she wrapped her arms around him and hugged him. She didn't have time to be holding grudges right now.
He held her for a minute without saying anything
"It's gonna be okay" he said
She started sobbing into his chest
"Woah, Kie why are you crying?" He asked, pulling away and looking at her.
"Just ignore it, it will go away soon" she said, tired of the pregnancy hormones making her emotional.
He hugged her again and chuckled a little.
"You know I really did think about it. I promise I thought about what you said" she cried into his chest
"Shhh I know." He said, trying to comfort her as he rubbed her back "I know you did. It's okay. "
After Kie collected herself, they went downstairs into the kitchen where Mike was making breakfast.
"JJ." He said when he saw them both walking down the stairs "didn't think you'd be back so soon. You know, after you stormed out last night- leaving my daughter crying for-"
"Dad." Kie said so he would stop being passive aggressive
"Right" JJ said quietly, biting his tongue
"Sit down. Both of you." Mike demanded, as he turned the stove off.
JJ and kie looked at each other, a little nervous and then hesitantly sat down at the bar.
Mike just looked at them for minute before saying anything. He was still so angry at them.
"You two know how stupid, and irresponsible this was, right.?" He said calmly but firm.
They both nodded there heads.
"You guys know, how careless it was of you, to have un-protected sex, as a teenager" he said, taping his finger on the counter as he spoke.
"I know" JJ said and Kie nodded.
"And this will not happen again." Mike states.
They nod
Mike looks at there sorry faces a little while longer and takes a deep breath.
"The appointments scheduled for Friday" Mike informs them. JJ closed his eyes as he heard the appointment be confirmed. Despite what he said, he had still hoped that maybe the plans would have been changed.
"We're driving two towns over, there's a clinic there with very good reviews, alright?" Mike said and then looked at JJ specifically "it's up to you if you want to go or not"
Kie looked over at him to see what he would say. Honestly she wasn't too sure at this point if he'd even want to go.
He thought for a second but then look over at Kie who was anxiously waiting for his answer.
"Of course" he faked a small smile and grabbed her hand.
"Alright then" Mike said, standing up straight. "You can leave now, JJ."
JJ quickly looked back at Mike, a little shocked, and his eyes showed it.
"You heard me" Mike said, pointing to the door "you've lost my trust completely, JJ" he scolded
JJ looked at Him, almost as if he had just been betrayed. He was so confused and hurt. He really didn't want Mike to hate him. His eyes saddened as he went to hug Kie goodbye.
"Don't- touch her." Mike said, pushing JJs arm off before he could hug her
JJ looked at him and his eyes went cold. He nodded and started walking to the door.
"Dad, seriously?" Kie asked with an attitude as she followed JJ to the door.
"Bye" she said, running up to him and hugging him.
"Bye" he said dully, hugging her and giving Mike a glare.
"Go." Mike scolded.
Kie kissed JJ on the cheek but JJ never stopped starring Mike down. He gave him an angry look, but deep down he was hurt. He didn't understand how after all that has happened, how Mike could just kick him out like he was trash. He started to feel less at home and more the way he felt around every other kook.
He got on his bike and left back to the chateau.
{dam. This one's been sittin in the drafts a while. Thanks for reading. I know there's def gonna be some mixed emotions on this one. This was a really long part so I hope y'all enjoyed. Let me know how you feel. Stay tuned. More updates coming soon I promise. Okay byeee<3}
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