Shiva was sitting in the Hall all lost in his thoughts

Shiva POV

Shadi tho ho gayi hai. Par abb kya???? Mein usse samne jane se bhi daar raha hoon.... Agar mera daar sach ho gaya aur woh mujhe nafrat karne lagi toh!!!!!

I was lost in my thoughts, n then suddenly gombi saw me n came n sit beside me

Gautam-(keeping his hand on my shoulder) Tu thik toh hai na Shiva??

Nahi.... Mein thik nahi hoon ! !!

Shiva- ha mein thik hoon... (With a dull face)

Mein bohot upset se beta huwa tha, gombi notice me.

Gautam- ek baat bolu!!!!

Shiva-ji boliye na!!

Gautam- 10 saal pehle mein bhi issi tara tere jagah main tha. Pata nahi tha kya karunga, kaise baat karu ,kuch pata nahi tha. Meri aur dhara ki bhi shadi ase achanak hi huwi thi. Zindagi achanak se kaisi badal gayi pata hi nahi chala. (Smiling)

I stay numb

Gautam- pata hai tu usse pyaar nahi karta

Pyaar karta hoon!!!! Bohot pyaar karta hoon!!!!

Gautam- par yeh bhi pata hai ki Tu uski parwa karta hai.

I look at gombi innocently

Gautam- jaise ajj tune uski care ki hai na mein pure vishwas se ke sakta hoon ki ek din tum logo ka rishta bhi bohot strong hoga.

Kabhi kabhi  lagta tha ki raavi meri kabhi nahi hogi par ajj toh hokar bhi nahi hai!!!!!!

Gautam- mujhe pata hai is shadi mein tum logo ki marzi nahi Majboori  hai par yeh dhyan rakh ki yeh sab hona likha tha isliye huwa hai. Abb yeh teri zimmedaari hai ki raavi khush rakhe!!! (Smiling)

Gombi words really made me relief.

Then dhara bhabhi came

Dhara- Shiva tujhe kamre main nahi jana!!! Raavi wait kar rahi hogi!!!

Shiva-ji bhabhi

While I was going bhabhi hug me

Dhara- mujhe maff kar dena meine tere sath bohot bura kiya na!!!! (Crying)

Shiva- nahi bhabhi app please ro mat. (Consoling her)

I really can't see tears in her eyes!!!!

Dhara- ja !!!!

Then I leave them

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Pehli baar apne kamre mein jane se awkward feel ho raha tha.

Shadi ke baat kya sab badal jata hai???

Then as I reach the room. I saw her back. She was looking at the window.

I enter the room. I was not even able to talk with her!!

Woh ajj meri dulhan tho thi par uske chehre pe khushi nahi thi.

She turn back to see me.

I saw immense pain in her eyes. She was badly hurt by dev betrayal. Her smile completely faded .

My raavi was missing, the cheerful, bubbly girl who never forget to smile was missing.

Nahi mein yeh aur nahi dekh sakta!!!! Mein usse dukhi nahi dekh sakta!!!!

Then I took out my clothes from wardrobe n went to change .

Shiva POV end

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Raavi POV

Ek din ne sab badal diya. Kaha mere dev se shadi ho rahi thi aur kaha ajj mein Shiva ki biwi ban gayi hu.

Dev ne mere saath jo kiya uske liye mein usse kabhi bhi maff nahi karungi. Usne meri puri zindagi barbaad kar diya. Agar shadi karna hi nahi thi toh pehle bata mujhe, ase mandap mein kyu chor diya. Uski vajah se meri aur Shiva ki puri life karab ho gayi hai. Hamare is rishte mein srif nafrat hai ek dusre ke liye. (Crying)

As I was looking at the window. I hear someone coming in my room.

Shiva hi hoga!!!!

Then I turn to see him.

He too look numb

Pata hai dhara di ne hi shiva ko shadi ke liye manaya hai!!!!

I could see him, he was not like that Shiva who always use to fight with him. He was silent.

I  too was numb I didn't knew what to say or how to start a conversation.

Then he took his clothes n went to change

After few minutes he came

Shiva- Tu bhi change karle n so ja (searching something in the wardrobe)

Raavi- hmm

Telling this he went out with a box in his hands

This was the first conversation we had after marriage !!!!!

Raavi POV end
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Shiva POV

I was sitting in the terrace with a box near me.

I open the box.

I saw our pic

Our first ever pic!!!!!

Ya both of us look cute!!!!!!!!

Whenever I see this pics it brings smile on my face. Like this (smiling)

Then this

Our first chocolate cover that we ever share.

That day she was crying very badly in the school. I don't know for y. Dhara bhabhi came to drop us in the school. She saw her crying. Then dhara bhabhi call her n gave her a chocolate which she buy for me. I look at her innocently to y she is giving raavi the chocolate which she brought for me. Bhabhi then share the chocolate half to her n half to me. (Smiling)

I sound stupid right!!!! It's k when u guys will fall in love let's see who is stupid!!! 😅😅

Then one by one I took out her things

Yeh uski favorite clip. Jab choti thi toh yehi lagati thi. I have got this from her school bench!!

Yeh jab hum bare papa ke ghar ja rahe the tab mein uske liye kharida tha. Sherya bolti thi ki girls ko teddies bohot pasand hai bt mein chota tha so itne paise nahi tha ki bari wali kharidu  isliya yeh chota sa kharida woh bhi sherya ne hi kharid kar diya tha mujhe.

Yeh meine tab kharida tha jab uska 15 birthday tha. Usse colorful bangles bohot pasand the.Meine toh soch liya tha ki usse ussi din bata dunga ki mein usse pyaar karta hoon par phir himat hi nahi huwi na batane ki na dene ki .

Ek din hum sab mele mein gaye the. Waha par woh bhi aayi thi apne friends ke saath. Usse yeh bracelet bohot pasand aaya bt uske paise katam ho gaye teh isliye woh bina kharide chali gayi. Meine yeh uske liye liya tha. Socha ki de dunga bt nahi de paya...

Yeh payal meine uske 18 birthday ke liye liya tha. Us din khafi confident tha ki propose kar dunga bt nahi kar paya

Yeh meine uske 20 birthday mein liya tha. Us din toh socha ki ajj toh karna hi hai. Bohot wait kar liya abb toh batana hi hai. Par us din mujhe pata chala ki woh dev se pyaar karti hai...

N then I saw some letter that I wrote for her

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Dearest raavi

I love u alot.

If u love me tick yes n if u don't tick no

(Yes)        (no)

From Shiva

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Dearest raavi

I dont know how bt i really love you alot . U can't even know how much u matter to me. I can't live without u

I❤u

From Shiva

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Dearest raavi

I know meine kabhi bhi tumhe kul kar apni feelings nahi batayi par mein tumse bohot zyada pyaar karta hoon.
Ha!! Hum bohot larte hai.. Ek dusre ko sunate hai par meine kabhi bhi woh sab dil se nahi kaha.

Tum mera pehla pyaar ho.... Mein tumse tab se pyaar karta hoon jab mujhe pyaar ka matlab bhi nahi pata tha.

Mein tumhe yeh sab face to face bolna chahta tha par himmat nahi huwi isliye yeh letter.

I love u alot.

Shiva

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Yeh sab mere fail attempts teh. Jab jab usse pyaar ka ikraar karne ka sochta tha toh daar jata tha ki kayi woh mujhse nafrat na kare!!!!!

Then I took aa book.

Yeh book mein sirf aur sirf raavi hai . Uski pasand , na pasand. U ke likes, dislikes, uski photos , uske bare mein, mein jo feel karta hoon woh sab meine is book mein likha hai

Then I  start flipping random page

Qadar kar, jata mat
Fikr kar, dikha mat
Tu chahta hai woh rahe, toh MOHABBAT kar, par bata mat!!

(Value her, dont show
Care about her, don't show
If u want her to be,love her but don't say her)

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Mujhe samjh pana itna
Aasan nahi
Gehra samandar hoon khula aasaman nahi

(It it not easy to understand me ,  I m deep ocean not open sky)

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Mujh tujko paane ki zidd nahi
Yeh mera ishq hai , mujhe teri bhi zaroorat hai

(I m not stubborn to get u
This is my love , I dont even need u)

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It's hurts to know that u will never look at me, the way I look at u!!!

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You are the love that came without warning.
You had my heart before u say no
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Dekh the hi dekhte kaise waha par so gaya pata hi nahi chala.

Shiva POV end

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That's it

The end

This chapter credits goes to Diya_Agarwal274 . The plot n the quotes have been suggested by her.

(Note: the quotes r not ours)

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