So I really thought about this and I want to have an twitter account. I never would have done this before but so much changed with Evan and my babies.

"Evan?" I ask and look at him. He is reading his newspaper.

"Yeah baby?" He says and doesn't look up at me.

"Could you help me to create a twitter account?" I ask and he looks up at me with wide eyes.

"I thought you joked a few days ago about this but of course. I will help you. What do you think about now?" He says and walks over to me and sits down on the couch.

He creates me an account and we decide to take a picture. He lies down on his back and I lie down on him and my back is against his chest.

My head is next to his and he wraps his arms around me. I hold up the camera and take a picture of it.

"Awe. That looks cute. You should take it." He says and I nod.

I wrote under the picture

Cuddling with my lovely fiance. ❤🙈

I click the post button and Evan likes it. Right now I have not much follower but as soon as everybody knows I am the real Jessica Lange I will have many followers. That's what Evan says.

I soon get new followers and some people comment under my picture. I ignore the ones that say that I am sexy but they annoy me.

Nobody is supposed to say this expect Evan because he is my soon to be husband.

Julie and I have been planing the wedding for a month now and we are sure that we can marry soon. We set the date for next year after the twins birth so that I can fit into a dress without much problems.

I am walking into the living room where Evan is playing with the twins. I can't believe that I am so lucky.

I have a carrying boyfriend and soon four children. I am not showing and you can't tell that I am pregnant again.

I watch him a little bit longer and smile while I am rubbing my belly. I love this man so much. 

I walk to him and the twins and sit down. I take Vanny into my lap and she laughs.

I play with her and Evan watches me. He thinks I am not noticing him but I am.

I look over to him and kiss him softly onto the lips. Vanny and Sarah laugh as we kiss and I say "Do you think it's funny when Mommy and Daddy kiss?"

I kiss him again and they laugh. "I think this is so much better than hitting me to make them laugh." Evan says and makes me laugh.

I stand up and place Vanny on my hip.

"Let's go into the kitchen mommy is hungry." I say and kiss her onto the cheek.

I walk with her into the kitchen and place her in her seat. I look through the fridge and feel how Evan puts his hands around my belly.

I smile and put my hands over his and lean back. "What do you think about going on a walk." He asks and I smile.

"Of course. What do you think about going on a walk alone? Like we did before the twins were born." I say.

"Oh good idea but my mom isn't at home. She is at the dentist and my dad is with his friends in New Orleans. They always make this men trip once a year."

"Ok then we will take them with us. But we need to cover their faces. I don't want them to be seen by the paparazzi." I say and go into the living room.

I take the stroller and walk back into the kitchen. We put the twins in their double stroller and I dress.

I put my sun glasses on and we walk to the park. I totally forget about eating and enjoy the walk with Evan and my babies.

Evan'sPOV

I take her hand and we walk through the park. It is so nice to be a family. I love this woman so much and of course our precious babies too.

I don't wanna be away from them ever again. We start filming in a few days and I want to enjoy the time I have with them as long as I can.

After this our life will be stressful and we won't see the babies as much as we do now. It will be harder for Jessie because she has a even stronger bound to them but we will go trough this together and I won't leave her side.

I mean we will have four children together and will soon be married. Nothing you could ask for is left. I am as happy as a human being can be.

"Evan I think Vanny is hungry because she has this face she always has when she is hungry." Jessie says and looks at me.

"Than feed her." I say but don't think too much about what I said.

"Hahaha. I laugh my ass off. I can't feed them in public. First we don't want them to be seen by the public and second I won't take my breast out of my bra where everybody could see it." She says and gives me an annoyed look.

"I know baby but do we have another choice?" I say and look at her. 

"No. Not really. She will be crying and screaming by the time we come home." She says and looks for a place to go.

She sees a bench under a tree and we wall over to it. As soon as we are there we sit down and we somehow manage to take Vanny out without anybody around us seing her face. I hold her and cover her face.

Jessica pulls down her shirt a bit and opens her bra at the front. She holds it together and I hand her Vanny who starts sucking as soon as her mouth touches the breast of Jessica.

Everybody around is looking and I try to cover them up as good as possible but someone will have a picture of that.

We forgot our nursing cover at home today so yeah. She finishes feeding her and closes her bra.

We take her back into the stroller and walk a little bit longer until we head back to our home.

We come back and Jessica checks her phone. She sees a photo that upsets her and I know why as soon as I see it.

It was a picture of her nursing Vanny in the park. You can't see the baby's face but you can almost see her full breast on which Vanny was sucking.

I understand why she didn't want people to see her like this but we had no other choice and you can't see her nippel.

"Jessie calm down. Nobody saw the face of her or too private parts of your body." I say and put my hands on her shoulders.

"No... They just saw almost my whole breast!" She says and I can tell she is angry at herself.

"Jess. They already saw this in the movies. What is so bad about it. They didn't see your nippel." I say and finally calm her down.

"I know but it is difference now. I am a mommy and not a actress. I want to be around them 24/7." She says and whines.

"I know. I want that too. We only have to survive that one season and then we are free to go and spend time with them and the other twins." I say and kiss her.