Jessica's POV

I am now in month five and I am so glad about it. I can't wait to have them finally out of me. Don't get me wrong. Being pregnant is wonderful but nobody tells you how fucking exhausting and nerves eating it is.

Evan's parents are going to come for the next three weeks to visit us and we didn't tell them the names so far and we want to tell them by showing them the room.

They don't know that they are two girls. We finished the room and everything looks perfect.

I hear the door bell and Evan opens the door. I can't stand up and am trapped on the couch.

I try to get up again and again and than Evan rushes to me and helps me out of the couch.

"Thanks sweety. I can't even stand up. I am in month five for gods sake! How am I supposed to walk around in month eight or nine." I say and laugh.

"Come here Jessie. You look beautiful. The last time I saw you feels like ages ago." Julie says and tries to hug me but it is really difficult with the belly in the way. 

"Thanks. You need to visit more often. You two look beautiful too."

"Yes we do need to visit more often. We will be of course back the last two months of your pregnancy. We won't miss the birth. But then we will live in a hotel. We don't want to be any trouble." Says Julie and walks with me into the Kitchen.

"Oh no. We love to have you here. You won't stay two months in a expensive hotel when we have enough space for you to live."I say and sit down on one of the chairs.

"Oh that is too kind of you. How is the pregnant life going?" Asks Julie who sits down beside me.

"Really good. I am in month five now. I can believe that I have the half of it over now. I talked with Evan and we decided together that I would like to have a natural birth and no c-section."

"Oh Jessie but that is going to be really painful. I mean you have to push two body's out of you." Julie says and makes an worried face.

"I know but I want to be fully conscious when I give birth." I say and smile.

"Jessica you are such a strong woman. I wish you luck and that it is fast over." Says Julie and rubs the back of my hand.

"They give my medication to intense the contractions because the womb is too stretched." I say and Julie makes a faces like she feels the pain.

"That sound painful." She says and I laugh.

"At the end I am the one who has to give birth and not you." I say and make her laugh.

Evan calls me aside and says to me "What do you think about only telling them the gender? You know we told nobody the names and I want to keep them to ourselves until the birth." He says and smiles.

"Of course we can do that Evan." I say and kiss him.

I feel the babys kick and walk over to Julie and Phil and say "The babys just started kicking. Do you wanna feel?"

"Of course!" Say both at the same time and lay there hands on my belly.
"Do you wanna know the gender?" Asks Evan and both of them look at us confused.

"I though you didn't know the gender." Says Phil and Julie nods.

"We know it about a month I think." I say and laugh.

"Why didn't you tell us earlier?! Of course we wanna know!" Says Julie excited.

"We wanted to tell you in person and not per telephone." Says Evan and smiles at me.

"Mom you can go shop girls clothes because they are going to be two girls!"

Julie screams ans hugs me and Evan tight.

"Oh my god two granddaughters!!!" She says excited.

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Julie is offended because we don't want to tell them the girls name. Phil is just happy and Evan and I are just madly in love.

Life couldn't be better. The babys are both big and healthy for their state and nothing seems to go wrong.

Evan and I cuddle in the bed together and are talking about the newest happenings.

"You know Jess I am proud of you that you are going to give birth on a natural way. I know ut will be painful and I am so so proud of you for doing that." He says and kisses me.

"Thanks Evan." I say and kiss him.

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The next morning Evan and his day are out of house and I am alien with Julie. She is like a mother for me.

"Hey Jess. Evan told me you won't join the next season of the show you appeared in. Why? If it is because of the babys. I can watch them. We thought longer about buying a house in the near and moving in."

"This would be a wonderful idea but no it isn't because of the babys. Kind of. You know my role would be a sexy witch and many of my scenes are sex scenes with one of our closest friends. And beside that I don't feel like a sexy witch bitch anymore. Before I got pregnant I would have plaid the role without any problem but now I am not interested on such roles anymore. And I don't want Evan to film the sex scene with Emma." The last sentence I say quite and fast.

"What honey? I didn't hear you."

"He has this sex scene to film with... with his ex Emma. I don't want him to film this because she already hates me and searches for opportunities to torture me." I say and a single tear escaped my eye.

"Oh honey. I didn't know about that. He would never do something that hurts you and you know that. I can understand why you don't want him to film this scene. And I can understand why you don't want to be the sexy witch bitch but is it really that what you want? To stay at home and be the brave housewife? I know you don't want to do that. What do you think about talking with Ryan and maybe he can cut your sexy scenes shorter and his scene with her too. Talk with Evan about it and tell Emma both that there is a line she isn't allowed to overstep and that he only does that because he gets paid for it. I am sure you both find a way to make this work." Says Julie and leaves me to let me think.

She is right. I don't wanna be the housewife. Maybe we could really talk with Ryan about the scenes.