Jellals POV again

I am a fool...

After heaven knows how long of thinking these thoughts I feel a strong magic presence...

Its heading towards the guild...

I look around...

I notice that everyone else feels it also...

Everyone else is preparing to defend the guild of needed...

I can't tell if it's a good or bad presence...

I don't care...

I kind of want it to be an evil person..

Or monster...

Because I can't live for her...

If she is dead...

It should've been me...

Not her...

I should've been the one who died...

Not her...

If it is an evil person or monster...

I hope they kill me first...

Then the guild doors opened

To be continued
Written: February 2
Published: February 10
Word count: 129