This imagine was requested by hiyapuddin_ sorry it was kinda late I just been very busy also warning this will be a smutty imagine so if you not into that click off or skip it. Anyways I hope you guys enjoy and I love you mishamigos ❤

You were a nervous wreck since you had the do the biggest stunt in your life...walking the tight rope. Just thinking about it broke you out in a cold sweat and made your whole body shake. You sat in your trailer waiting for someone to tell you it's time since you were the last act. Every now and then you would touch up your makeup that wasn't gonna last soon with the way you were sweating.

So you took a deep breath and tried to think of something else and as soon as you closed your eyes the red headed boy that stole your heart was behind them making you blush slightly and smile. You have known Jerome ever since you were little so when he heard about you walking the tight rope he was immediately supportive since he knew your fear of heights. He stick with you at every practice and through all the tears and sweat which made you love him even more. He even promised to watch you tonight even though you knew his mother was mad at him. Whenever he showed up with a bruise it always got under your skin how could his own mother beat this innocent loving boy.

You noticed you were tugging angrily at your dress to the point of almost ripping it so you stopped and tried to focus on more positive things like how he looked when he smiled or how his eyes seemed to light up whenever he looked at you. You felt the now familiar feeling of butterflies in your stomach you know you were head over heels for him but being too shy you never made any moves even though you knew he felt the same way.

You remember him telling not but a month ago that he liked you and you saying "I like you too Jerome but let's just stay friends" you internally cringed at those words you were so scared Jerome was lying you decided it would be better to say that. But now you just wanted to take it all back and just start dating him because you know that's what you truly want.

Suddenly a voice broke you out of your memory session and you quickly jumped up "Y/n you're on" the deep male voice said while knocking on your trailer door. You quickly smooth out your dress and fix your hair alittle then got out of the trailer and look at the impressively short man with a tooth pick hanging out the corner of his cherry, red painted lips. "Yer ready ta go?" you nodded as he took you hand and lead you to the big tent immediately making you anxious again.

You felt your heart rate quicken and your palms become sweaty as soon as you entered the tent and was ushered backstage by a group of clowns and told to stand in a pose right behind the blood, red curtains. So you posed what you thought was a cute pose as you hear the booming voice of the announcer.

"And last but not least ladies and gentleman give it up for y/n for the last act of walking the tight rope". The curtains rose and you were slightly blinded by all the lights pointed towards you but you flashed you most award winning smile and blow everyone in the crowd kisses. You know your routine well it was practically ingrained in your head you would give the crowd a little dance then walk the tight rope. So as soon as the music turned on you started dancing as you practiced luckily landing every single move then the music stopped just as you did your spilt.

The announcer voice boomed over the speakers again as you got up your eyes skimming the crowd for jerome but you still kept a smile plastered on your face. "Give it up for y/n l/n" I bowed as the announcer explained how the tight rope act would go. But as eyes scanned over the crowd again I suddenly saw a glimpse of firey, red hair making my heart thump unevenly as my eyes met his. Jerome sat their wearing a wide grin, his eyes widen and lighted up with awe over my measly performance I smiled wider but I didn't get to look long as the man over the intercom said "Now y/n will perform this act".

The spotlight was on the dreaded tight rope that was just behind you hiding in the shadows. You gulped as you quickly, but yet gracefully walked to it you always had to be gracefully if you were a female in the limelight. As soon as you reached the tight rope latter the spot light was on you again. You smiled at the crowd and started climbing the latter with every rung you took a deep breath in order to calm your nerves but your effort weren't as effective as you wanted them to be. You reached the platform that you stand on just right before and right after you walk the tightrope in less than a minute. Now you were more nervous than ever as everyone in the room eyes were on you and the tight rope stretch far ahead of you, looking unsteady and scary. You took a deep breath and glanced at the crowd one more time in hopes to see Jerome and as soon as your eyes met his emerald, green ones he smiled widely and gave you a thumbs up.

You smiled back and looked at the tightrope feeling a new found sense of bravery and without forming any coherent thought you started walking the tightrope. You were halfway done when you started realizing what you were doing and when you did you felt amazing by yourself. "I y/n am walking the freaking tightrope" you thought as you keep making small steps you had the strong urge to look at Jerome but you couldn't you were taught in practice to keep your eyes on the tightrope looking at the crowd only before and after. You suddenly felt this surge of confidence and made bigger steps then you remember your teachers who helped you practice words "one mistep and you fall to your death hun". Then you felt my foot slip and suddenly you were falling.

You screamed at the top of your lungs as you tried to grab on the rope luckily your hand caught the rough, course material of the rope so you were dangling underneath it. You felt your eyes get all hot and watery as you used all your strength to hold on to the rope though you know you wouldn't last long the material of the rope was already burning your hand and you didn't have chalk on your hand to ease the pain.

The whole crowd gasped when you fell and now we're probably on the edge of their seats as they watched you dangle from the rope your last attempt to live. You felt your hand starting to slip causing you to scream again as you tried to hold on tighter. But it slowly kept slipping then you heard a deep male voice and one of our strong men were underneath you "y/n I got you just fall" he held out his strong, buff arms. You felt your hand give way as you screamed even louder and started falling again.

You closed my eyes then you felt a sharp pain as your body collapsed into the strong man arms making you feel like you couldn't breathe for a second. You gasped for air as the announcer said in a shaky voice "y/n everyone". You kept gasping as the crowd clapped most likely confused and the curtains went back down. As soon as the show ended for the night you were immediately rushed to the back of the stage where you were poked and prodded by what seemed like everyone in the circus.

After all that confusion a medical team come and observed you and give you a blanket and when every someone asked if you were okay you would swear up and down you were even though that wasn't all true. Finally people started going home and your boss said you didn't have to do the tight rope again and that you can have three days off. You sat at the back of the stage feeling to scared to move and too embrassed. Then you heard footsteps and looked up as Jerome carefully walked towards me concern apparent on his face. You felt this sudden wave of relief and got up and ran into his open arms. You held him close and tight while the familiar smell of cinnamon and cologne he wrapped his arms tight around me holding you close also.

"I thought you died" he said in a shaky voice as he held you closer and tighter. You buried your face into his chest as I felt a hot tears threatening your eyes. "I was so scared Jerome" you said in a muffled voice. You felt his hand stroke your soft y/h/c hair and you felt more at ease so you closed your eyes for a second. "Shh it's okay nothing bad can happen now I am here" you felt his lips against your forehead making you look at up at him your eyes watery. He clenched his jaw not in a angry matter just probably upset with the situation. I studied his face show a big range of emotions from sadness to fear all mixed as his gorgeous green eyes bored into mine. Suddenly without thinking you were slowly leaning into to kiss his soft, plump lips he didn't move back he just let your lips meet his. It felt like a soft peck at first just a slow passionate kiss then it quickly become fast and hungry like we could lose eachother in a second. You pressed your body flat into his as he held you closer and we bit, licked and sucked at each other's mouths. You tangled your fingers in his soft hair as he picked you up gently and started kissing down your neck.

He slammed your body against wall presses his body against yours and kisses you roughly you kiss him roughly grinding against him. He tugged at your hair and bit your bottom lip roughly making you moan. You felt his semi hard on pressing against your leg making you gasp slightly and toy with his belt "J-jerome I w-want you". He kissed down your neck making hickeys making you bite back your moans.

"I want you too y/n" he said in a rough husky voice making you even more wet. "Than fuck me" you said whimpering that made me smirk. "Let me take you somewhere special dollface" he smirked and set you down gently. You nodded and took his hand and you and him went running on the circus grounds in the middle of the night laughing.

Finally you two stopped in front of old non-working ferris wheel. Just the sight of it made you gulp in fear and you felt Jerome's hand tighten his grip. The old thing looked rickety and unstable making your heart beat ten times faster feeling like you were having a heart attack. "J-jerome I c-can't" he put a finger to your lips and looked at you reassuring "it's okay kitten I am gonna help you not be afraid anymore". He stroked your bottom lip as you nodded than you two kissed eachother passionately.

Than he pulled away and you followed him to the latter on the side of ferris wheel he turned to you when you reached the front of the latter and said "ladies first". You giggled and took a deep breath and started climbing the latter like you did for the tightrope one deep breath and rung at the time. Jerome was right behind you holding on lightly to your waist being patient and letting you take your time. You felt more confident and quickly was climbing the latter until one rung broke off and you were falling again. As quickly as you lost footing Jerome's hand was there to catch you and held you close. You started freaking out as he whispered into your ear "Shh it's okay y/n I got you just keep going" he kissed your neck gently. You slowly calmed down and climbed until you got into a seat waiting for Jerome shaking out of nerves and almost dying again. Than Jerome sat down next to you and smiled "See you did it gorgeous I know you could".

You smiled "I did do it" you suddenly felt so happy making you laugh in joy after a couple minutes Jerome joined in and laughed with you. Than you two stopped after awhile and he looked into your eyes and pecked you "I am so proud of you y/n". You looked him and nodded than he smiled and you started kissing again roughly. We kissed roughly as our hands were everywhere tugging and pulling at clothing. He finally got your shirt off and was kissing the tops of your breasts while he undid your bra and sucked on your right breast.

You moaned his mouth felt so good as he gently nipped and sucked on your nipples making you throw back your head. "F-fuck that f-feels so g-good" he stopped and smirked and kissing down your bare stomach. "If you like that this will feel even better" he pulled down your panties and started licking and sucking on your clit. You arched your back as your toes curled "S-shit right there" your roughly pulled his hair "d-don't stop F-fuck yes r-right there" your eyes rolled in the back of your head so close to orgasm. Than he stopped wiping off his mouth "babygirl we haven't got to the best part yet" he smirked and looked at him as he stripped down to nothing.

Your eyes widen at his massive erection than you looked at him turned on and nervous "I-is that g-gonna fit j-j" he laughed and got on top of you. "Shh kitten it's okay just relax" he kissed you roughly making you quickly melt into him forgetting about everything. You felt sudden and quick pain as he slowly thrust himself into your entrance making you tear up and whimper "i-it hurts j-j" he thrusted slower and nodded "I-I am s-sorry baby". After couple of minutes adjusting to his size it started to feel great making you rap your legs around his waist and bucking your hips slightly "f-faster baby". He quickly picked up the pace going faster and deeper making your head spin as you clawed at his back. "F-fuck I-I love you Jerome" he started slamming into you making you scream as the seats started shaking and rocking. Your toes curled, you arched your back clawing angry lines into his as you finally reached orgasm "JEROME". Everything was quiet expect for Jerome's grunts and groans and as you slowly came down from your high he came. You moaned at the feeling of warmth and he panted "I-I love y-you too" then he collapsed beside you. You cuddled up to him you both didn't speak the rest of the night just watch the stars and cuddled with eachother and everything seemed so perfect.