"Should've kissed you there
I should've held your face
I should've watched those eyes
Instead of run in place
I should've called you out
I should've said your name
I should've turned around
I should've looked again
But oh, I'm staring at the mess I made". 

"Should've held my ground
I could've been redeemed
For every second chance
That changed its mind on me
I should've spoken up
I should've proudly claimed
That oh my head's to blame
For all my heart's mistakes". -The Mess I Made, Parachute.

(Song playing in Mind: Mess I Made, Parachute):.....After Agnes burned her dresses. She lost everything, including Eric. After the night of Eleanor's Fashion Show. Someone spiked her drink and she called Nate to come get her. After that night she vowed to never be vulernable again. "Close off the heart", she said. "He's not here anymore and I have to move on".
.....
She got so hurt by Damien and wanting to give up her virginity and Chuck Bass over the years. She just wanted to be with Eric but knew it would never happen. One night she got so drunk again she called Eric. "E...Eric". "Hi". She said and he answered the phone. "Jenny, hey. Okay you're drunk. Where are
You? I'm coming to get you and bring you home". "I think it,.. It's 51st street". She stuttered. He hung up and came to get her. 

"Eric, Hey". She said trying to stand up but stumbled. "Okay Jen, time to go". He said and sat the bottle in her hand down on the table.

"Eric,". She said and passed out in his arms only to find out later she woke up at her room at the Vanderwoodsen apartment. "Hi, Eric. What am I doing here?". She asked groggily. "Seriously!, Jen. You don't know". He said. "You drunk dialed me, I came to get you and bring you home and gave you some aspirin for the hangover and some water". He said softly. Jenny looked over at him. "I'm so sorry Eric". She said. He looked at her. "Jenny, What's wrong? I haven't seen you this way since Damien dumped you and you ran away and I don't know what's happened to you". He said. "Eric, I'm sorry. I can't tell you". "Jenny that's bull crap, your my best friend and my sister. You can always talk to me". "That's the problem, Eric. I'm glad I'm your sister and everything. Believe me it means a lot to me. It's just".... She trailed off .