After getting to bed that night she couldn't sleep again and tried to doodle in her sketch book and occasionally checked "Gossip Girl", to check on her family back home. She hated to admit she missed them. Especially her brother Dan, he wasn't even speaking to her after she left or Eric again or Serena. She  got tired and was about to bed to bed when she suddenly felt sick again and threw up in the bathroom. "Ugh again!". She said. "This just can't be a conquincidence!". She thought to herself. "I don't think it's nerves anymore". She said. She thought to go get her phone and look at the calendar on her phone. "Crap I'm late". She said realizing the date. She was suppose to start her period a week ago right when she got to Hudson but she didn't. She figured it was the stress of leaving and moving. "Maybe I am pregnant?". She said in her head. "I don't want to be. I mean Chuck hates me for ruining his relationship with Blair and Blair can't stand me, neither can my family. I have no one. The only way to know for sure is to get a pregnancy test tomorrow". "I'm gonna wash up and try not to think about this and get some sleep". She told herself even though she knew she'd probably be awake half the night. She finished brushing her hair and teeth and getting ready for bed and she went in her room and didn't come out till the next morning.