The next morning Jenny got up and ate her breakfast. She slept okay the night but something just felt off to her. "So what are we doing today Mom?". She asked. "Well I could taking you shopping for some clothes if you'd like Jenny". She smiled. "Wow Mom, that would be great. Thank you". She said and got dressed. Truth was she didn't have much clothes to pack because most of her stuff was still at the Loft in Manhattan and she knew she couldn't go back there again. At least not for a while. ... After a few minutes of getting dressed. "Okay mom, I'm ready". She said and walked out wearing wearing a black skirt with some tights and a jacket with her shirt. "You're?". But her mom stopped. "Okay Jen". She smiled. She really wanted to tell her daughter not to wear that. But she knew she's been through so much and her clothes, her style. It was all she had left.

After shopping in a few stores and trying on some jeans Jenny liked, she noticed they felt a little tight on her. "Maybe there just made small". She thought and looked in the mirror. "I look fine". She said to herself and shrugged it off and found a few more jeans and tops she liked. After that they went to get a bite to eat because both girls we're hungry and couldn't stand to shop anymore. And they decided to get Chinese. "It reminds me of dad". She said smiling but trying not to tear up inside. And managed to eat her dinner. Then they went home and watched a movie on tv together to take Jenny's mind off things. Her dad hadn't even called to check on her.

Later her mom went to bed early since she had to work in the morning and Jenny decided to go to her room and draw in her sketch book. It normally made her feel better but on a night like this, it just made her cry harder. "I screwed up so badly". She told herself and after a few minutes her nerves got so bad she went to throw up in the bathroom. "God!, What's wrong with me?". She said looking at herself in the mirror. "Get a hold of yourself Jenny". She told herself. "You've got to be strong, it's all you have. You have no friends or family left". "You've got to realize that". She added and wiped her face and brushed her teeth and went to bed. She couldn't stand to look at her phone tonight.