Elsa's POV

I'm quite relieved to finally be out from the hospital. Especially getting some distance from Jack. It's not that I want to avoid him, I just want some time to think this through. Until I get my senses right.

Thinking back if yesterday, oh god it was so EMBARRASSING. This was so not the way I wanted Jack to find out I loved him. Yes, I intended to tell him that, just no that soon. I am mad at Evan for saying it out, but somehow I also wanna thank him for doing that. Maybe it's because I didn't have the courage to do so, yet.

Evan must have spread the news to Anna, she's been asking me everything when I came home from the hospital. It's so annoying! I don't know what to say, I don't wanna talk to her about it either. Otherwise, she'll be giving all sorts of love stuff that I'm not ready to hear actually.

"Come on, sharing your feelings can ease your stress on this!" Anna pleaded.

"Why did I ever tell Evan..." I muttered.

"Evan? You got it wrong, Jack told me, not Evan." Anna said.

"What?!" I exclaimed. "Anyway, can't I have some time, alone? I just want to think. ALONE."

"No one wants to be alone!" Anna protested. "Why? Shouldn't you be happy Elsa? Cause I'm happy for you that you've finally accepted loving someone."

"But I didn't want to accept it!" I snapped. "I made a vow to myself to never go into this loving stuff till at least I finished high school!"

"You'll finish high school soon enough, why not start now?!"

"I'm not ready..."

"Yes, you are. Now go love Jack."

"Don't tell me what to do. I don't feel like it."

"Fine, you don't listen to me, then maybe you'll listen to mom. She always has great advice."

"Don't tell mom!" I said in panic.

"Why not? It's good to let mom know." Anna asked.

"I'll be so embarrassed!" I shouted, feeling my cheeks burning already.

"Oh really?" Anna smirked. "If you don't want me to tell mom, then... You talk to me about how you feel with Jack!"

Oh hell no. I rolled my eyes. Why does Anna always wanna make me choose stuff like this? It's treachery! Besides, I don't even know what I feel with Jack. I'm not sure if that feeling is love.

"So?" Anna asked.

"Just... Don't tell mom." I sighed in defeat.

"Great, now tell me what happened!" Anna commanded.

"Will you wait?!" I snapped, lying down on the bed. I just can't think straight. Double that when Jack crosses my mind. I don't know, do I really love him? Am I just running away from reality? Not wanting to accept the truth? Never have I been so doubtful of myself. That's a first.

"Hey, if you don't want to talk, I can go ask Jack instead. He's coming out from the hospital soon enough anyway." Anna suggested.

"Then you'll be hearing to different answers." I replied.

"Come on, tell me. Slowly, no pressure." Anna said.

"You asking me is already pressure." I rolled my eyes.

"Fine, how long do you need?!" Anna asked crossly.

"Time." I simple said and buried my face in my pillow. I ignored everything Anna was saying.

How I wish I had someone to talk to, other than Anna. Maybe Punzie, she's pretty good with this stuff. I just wanna get rid of this feeling, but deep down another part of me wants more of this. What is this? Is this love? I know nothing about the subject.

Soon enough, Anna gave up and finally left. I let out a sigh of relief as I saw my empty room.

My phone ring tone startled me. "Hello?" I didn't even bother to see who it was.

"Hey Elsa! Heard you got out from the hospital, finally I might add! You all right?" It was Punzie's voice. What a coincidence, cause I was just thinking about her a couple minutes ago.

"Yeah." I said. "It feels great to be in home sweet home again."

"Good to hear! Good to hear that you got yourself a boyfriend too."

"WHAT?!"

"What? Anna told me. You finally accepted Jack?"

"Punzie! Don't believe a single thing Anna says! She's totally cuckoo."

"So... Can I still take that as a yes? Cause Evan said-"

"Oh hell no how many people did he tell?!"

"Anna told me that Jack told her that Evan told him. So, it's evidence, sorta."

"You believe it?"

"Yes, and I'm so happy for you!"

"Punzie, I did and didn't accept Jack."

"What are you talking about?"

"I don't know whether I truly love Jack."

"Hmm... You need help, be there in a bit."

"What??? It's getting late and-" She hung up the call.

Help? What help do I need I wonder? Well if she can solve this problem for me, that'll be great. But from what I know, I think I will need to deal with the situation myself, I need to face Jack.

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