Requested by: jeffmads_trash
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Main Characters
James: Age/ 17
Thomas:  Age/ 18
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   James' P.O.V

Darkness...........

Tears........

Rage....

That was all it was in my house hold before I was thrown out into the cold and unforgiving night..

  I cried and cried and cried knowing that I was putting to much at risk. I wish my family would let me back in. I needed to eat....

  My baby...it needed food, I rush as quickly as I could to Thomas' house and knocked on the door. Thomas opened it and he looked down sadly, "Oh hey James."

"Thomas I got kicked out...."

"James I-I'm moving...."

"Why?"

"My parents found out that I got you pregnant they wanted me to be nothing apart of it.."

"Thomas please I need you now, more than ever, please stay with me." I cried as rain fell onto my hoodie.

"James.....I have a family business to run and wont be participating with you in whatever you call this."

I felt more tears run down my face. Then he slammed the door on my face, "So that's it, you're just gonna leave me alone with our child to die?" I whispered to myself, I have no where to go, nothing else to wear, and no one else by my side except for my little one that is starving....

  I cried more at their door step then walked away, I needed so much help....

I slept on a bench that night and woke up in the morning...then I went back to Thomas' house I didn't know why... but I did.

  I knocked on the door and this time his mother answered then shoved me away and slammed the door without talking to me. I then cried more. I knocked again, then finally got to speak with her, "Please I just want food now Ill leave Thomas alone just please I need something anything."

  She gave me 100$ and sent me on my way. I knew that it would get me through... it gave me the courage to go out and get food and a job.

  Eventually I was back on my feet in a nice house. My baby was due in a few weeks and life was looking up for me. Thomas then for some strange reason came to my doorstep, "Hello....I thought you moved."

  "My parents saw how well you were doing and they let me see you."

I rolled my eyes and told him, "Thomas...you don't love me....if you did you would've stuck by me instead of leaving me to die. I hate you!"

  I then slammed the door on him as his mother did to me. I got millions of messages from Thomas but didn't look at them and kept doing my job then coming home as a cycle.

  Then my water broke while I was on my way to my doctors appointment. So I rushed there by myself and got the treatment and care I needed.

  Through the several hours of pain I finally felt tire and when I found out my baby was a girl I jumped for joy.....but the doctors told me one thing peculiar about her.

  She was blind out of one eye and instead of being a usual frozen type of blue it was dark and deep like the ocean. She was still beautiful to me and I felt like nothing could ever harm her or I.

   I looked at one of my messages from Thomas and the most recent one said, "I love you please let me see the baby when it's born. I didn't want to be reluctant, after a few days they let me out of the hospital and I went to Thomas' house. His parents immediately let me in then I went upstairs to his room and he was laying down as if he were sickly.

  "James there's something I have to tell you........"

"What!" I said violently.

"Please forgive me, I know I don't deserve it but it would mean the world to me if you did...."

"No, I told you I hate you and I only came here to let you see our daughter."

"Well it doesn't mater that you hate me, I love you.......and I wanna die knowing that you forgive me."

"You're not gonna die Thomas...."

"James I have been diagnosed with lung cancer....please just let me see her."

He sat up and I gave him the baby in silence. After doing so he said, "Look how much she looks like you and I."

I smiled a bit.

"Why is her eye like that?"

"She's blind out of that one."

The baby blinked then yawned and fell asleep once again.

"James please forgive me...."

He said and gave the baby to me.

I then kiss Thomas' lips and nodded, "I forgive you because I love you. So much.."

Thomas then laid down and began closing
his eyes.

"Tommy. Please don't leave...."

He closed his eyes all the way.

"I love you, I don't hate you, I love you!"

"......"

"Tommy!"

"......"

"Tommy!"

I yell but I feel that my words are unheard. The baby let out a cry so I sat next to Thomas trying to calm her down....

"It's okay."

"WAAAAAAH!" She bursts.

"It's okay Tammy...."

She then starts to calm down.....

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At Thomas' funeral I said a few things and held onto Tammy close for she was the only living part of him that would out live me. She was the only thing that kept me going.

  While the casket was opened I held his lifeless hand while cradling my baby in the other arm. I heard my words echo

"Goodbye Thomas, I love you."