Your alarm goes off, you bury your head in the stuff turtle trying to drown it out. You soon realize that isn't going to happen, so you lean up turning your alarm off. You check your phone. 

'no new messages' 

You shrug not really expecting anything, You set the turtle down and begin to get dressed. You yawn grabbing your bag as you walk downstairs. you look at the door seeing your fathers shoe's are at the doorstep. He must of left for work already. You look in the kitchen, you mom already dressed and ready to leave, as she makes eggs. 

"just in time, i was about to come wake you. Your foods done and i have to go, ill see you later tonight. Love you" your mother kisses your cheek as she walks past you.  You eat your food. That feeling again..You shrug it off assuming its Jeff. You finish eating and leave the house for school. You find another can outside your house, once more you kick it, and jump down the few steps leading up to your porch. You put your ear buds in while walking. 

bleh....a love song..You skip the song. Another love song..You give your phone a confused look as you skip several more love songs. The thought of Jeff begins to come into your mind. Your get frustrated and go to you tube looking up the first song to come to mind. You let of a sigh of relief. Not a love song. You shove the though of Jeff into the back of your mind. Unsure of why he kept coming to mind. You keep walking twords your school. Not really wanting to stay home..but not really wanting to go either. 

You hop around the corner of the bush, and see cops once more at the front of your school, you assume its just another break in. You walk closer and hear your peers talking, seems like it was more then just a normal break in. You stand outside of the crowd, you take your earbuds out and walk up to a classmate of yours, "any idea whats going on?" She just looks at you and walks away quickly. You make a confused expression and try asking another person. the same reaction. You do this a few more times before an officer approaches you with your teacher behind them. 

"Excuse me, Mrs '(L/N)', we need to speak with you. Your not in trouble we just need to ask you a few questions." You now understand why everybody was walking away from you. You nod at the policemen following them to there car. "we have called your parents, they will meet us down at the station, and we will deiced what to do from there." 

"i though you said i wasn't in trouble?" You say walking along side the bigger one. 

"and your not, we just need to go over a few things with you regarding your safety." You hear people muttering things as you walk by, oh the rumors that will begin from this. The Bigger one opens the car door as the small one gets in the passenger seat. You set in the back seat of the car watching your school disappear in the distance as they drive away. 

You play with your necklace trying to calm yourself still unsure of whats going on. You pull up to the police station, and one of the cops open the door. You see your teacher pulls in next to the police car. You see your parents car already parked with nobody in them. They must be inside waiting. You walk in along side next to the two police men and your teacher. You see your mother and father inside, they rush over to you and hug you as soon as they see you. 

"are you alright, i was worried, i came as soon as i got the phone call." your mother says checking you to see if your harmed in any way. 

"yes im fine, please somebody tell me whats going on" you look around confused, clearly everybody but you knew what was going on. 

"follow us" one of the policemen said leading you twords a secluded room. You take a seat inside, with your father and mother on both sides of you. Your teacher stands in front the wall. You look around the room, solid grey. It was an integration room.  You quickly became more confused. Soon a man walks in with a clipboard and a folder. 

"good evening, my name is Dave ill be here going over a few things with you"  He sits down in front of you as two different policemen walk in and stand by the door. "Before we get into i would like to start off with, a few questions. Some has nothing to do with you, just some questions to see if you know anything. If you don't want to answer any, that's fine say so and we will get right to the reason you are here." 

"know about what" you ask. 

"there is a mad man on the lose, and we are asking if anybody has any information." you nod, and Dave lays out a photo in front of you. "have you seen this man" It was a photo of Jeff..unsure of what to do, you stair at the photo for a few moments then decided to shake your head. Lying to the police for him..what has he done for you..why are you doing this.. "That is good, man is wanted for countless murders, and has recently escaped from a mental hospital a few miles from here. Its imperative we find him." 

Your eyes grow wide as you remember all of yesterday, the necklace, and the turtle. You had a mad man in your house, a few feet away from you..

"scary it is yes, now onto why your here." Dave puts the photo away and he pulls out several more photos and lays them out on the table facing you. The photos were of your school, vandalized. Your locker vandalized, your desk, your classroom. You look at the photos confused. They all had your name written somewhere in the photo. "we believe, that the recent break ins where...more then just a break in. We think they have some connection with you. Not saying you did it, but perhaps you where the motivation of the break in's." 

You look at the photos, you can see why. Your name, your desk, your locker. "i don't know anything about the break in's"  you look at the photos more. You notice each one had a heart of some sort. You point at the heart on your desk, Dave looks and nods. You point at the one on your locker. Dave looks a little closer and nods. "they all have a heart." you keep pointing them out in each photo.  

Dave nods "we noticed it on your desk, thats why we believe you were the motivation" you nod. Your mother holds you close. 

"so what are we going to do?" your father asks. "we cant just pull her out of school, and we cant just ignore this." 

"which is why we are here. We wanted to ask a few more questions." Dave collects the photos. and flips through his paperwork. "Do you have any admires? Somebody who would go to these lengths to get your attention?" Dave asks

"She has always had admires, its not uncommon for her to come home from school with a love letter." Your mother says. 

"she never brought any of them home though, so it could be any of them." your father adds.

"Have any of you noticed any unusual behavior with your daughter, or her friends?" Dave asks. Both your father and mother shake there heads. 

"One day a student started standing outside of my classroom door, he never came in, and never talked to me or any of my students. I just assumed he was a bit slow or was waiting for somebody. I have absent students everyday" Your teacher shrugs. 

"do you know the name of this student?" Dave asks writing things down, Your teacher shakes his head. 

"not a student of mine, nor one in the past." Your teacher hangs his head ashamed. 

"you mentioned something about love letters?" Dave asks looking at your mother. She nods "do you happen to have any?"

You nod "i keep them hidden in my room" 

"would you be able to give them to us? it may help us find who did this." You nod. "i'll have a police escort you and your family back to the house, they will wait outside for the letters once fished here if thats alright." you all nod. 

An hour of two go by of questions, and answering and finally you get through them all and are aloud to go home. You stand with your parents more then ready to go home. You all walk out and wait for the policemen who will be escorting you home. You deiced to ride with your mother, felt relaxed being in her prescience. You get in the car a let out a long sigh. 

"its going to be ok." Your mother kisses your fore head and begins to drive home. The ride seems endless and everlasting. As soon as your mother pulls in, you make a run for it to your room. You quickly grab Jeffs letter, and hide it in your bra, knowing nobody will find it there. You Hide your stuffed turtle under your bed, while under your bed you grab the box full of all the love letters you kept. Why aren't you turning him in? Why are you protecting him? Why...he kidnapped you, killed countless people, and is a clear mad man. Why are you protecting him..

You hear your door open and you see your mother standing in your doorway. "come on, we should give them to the police." You nod and walk downstairs with the box. You hand the box over to the police. 

"thank you for your cooperation, we will get back to you if we find anything." they turn and walk out back there car. You go back upstairs and flop on your bed. Your phone goes off. An unknown number. 

'you alright? what happened?' 

' who is this? ' you respond with.

'just a guy with a wide smile'. You knew right away it was Jeff. 

' why didn't you tell me you escaped from a mental hospital. or about the people you killed. I desired to know that, kind of important when not only in a relationship but also two feet away from me in my own house. '

'didn't think 'hi i just escaped from a mental hospital, and im also a well know mass murder' mad for a very good introduction. i was going to tell you when i though i knew you wouldn't leave me cause of it.' 

' but kidnapping me, beating me up, and knocking me out did. ' 

'i started with the letter and the stuffed turtle, it wasn't right away.' 

' it was pretty close to it. They asked about you. '

'what did you say..?' 

' i lied...said i haven't seen you...'

'what else happened?'

' they just asked a bunch of questions about my love life, my school life, social life, and stuff like that cause they think the person breaking into school is doing it to get my attention. '

'do you want me to walk you to school?' 

' no, i think that will make things worse. They were talking about a police escort to and from school. '

'your kidding?'

' sadly no, thankfully my parents agreed that it isn't at that point but if it gets to that point it will happen. ' 

'do you want me over, a body guard or something?'

' no..not for a while.. '

'look im sorry i didn't tell you, i just couldn't take seeing you with other people anymore. Seeing you receive all those letters everyday, i hated it. I want to hold you, i want to protect you, keep you safe. i wanted to be that guy. Not all those other guys who cant do it like me. I can keep you safe, I can keep you out of danger. I need you..'

' promise.. '

'i promise...'

' i need some time, but i will admit having you over will make me feel a little more at ease, so you can come over for the night, just be sure to be quite. ' 

' ill be at your window in about 10min '

You set your phone down and unlock your window door. You walk over to your door and lock it, you cant risk your parents walking in with Jeff in your room. You sit down on your bed checking the news looking for anything that might be able to help you or give you any information on the break in at your school. Sadly nothing. After a few min you feel a weight on the end of your bed. you look up and see Jeff sitting on the edge of your bed. 

"hey" Jeff doesn't try and move closer. 

"hey.." you look at Jeff clearly unsure of how your feeling twords him now. 

"so ho-" Jeff began to talk but you cut him off

"i don't understand, your insane..your a bad guy..you done countless bad things. Yet i protected you, hide you from the cops. And on top of that. I not only feel safer with you around, but as well as still thinking your not a bad guy even though i know you are.."  you bury your head in Jeffs chest utterly confused, while holding back tears. 

Jeff strokes your hair. "im not a bad guy...just..a guy who has done bad things. You have done things your not proud of, and that where considered wrong, but your a good person. Its all just a matter of how we make our choices in life" Jeff holds you close as you begin to cry.