Hey sorry its been awhile but im back and here is a new chapter hope you enjoy~

previously -

"after i was done i went back to my bedroom and got changed and went to sleep waiting for the nightmares again"

Y/N POV-

i woke up in a cold sweat panting "phew just another nightmare" i rubbed my face and got up my feet touching the cold floor. i shiverd and slipped on my slippers walking to the bathroom to get ready for the day ahead.

waling out into the centre of the base everybody was doing the usual iron hide playing with his weapons, optimus discussing somehting with epps and lenox, bumble bee training the troops, ratchet was making some upgrades, mudflap and skids where fighting over something again and jazz was chilling. i walked over to him "hey jazzy" i waved he turned to me "hey lil lady" he smired at me and i blushed looing away.

All of a sudden the soldiers started surrounding me and yelling at me to put my hands up mostly everyone looked shocked and jaz tried to intervine but optimus stopped him. i obeyed and nealt on the ground lennox and epps came waling through as the tropps seperated.

"Who are you really hope?" lennox asked suspciously i didn't say a word. "i looked for your files hope valentine doesnt exist theres nothing no info about you" epps spoke. damn it i knew this would happen..i kept my head down "lil lady whats going on? does this have to do with the incident the other day" jazz spoke up and i winced "what incident?" optimus demanded, jaz relaised his mistake but spoke anyways "the other day i was will the lil lady and she pulled out a gun...i asked her about it a couple days later but she wouldnt tell me" he almost whisperd.

"just who the hell are you for all we know you could be a spy!" that voice it was mearings again i sighed 'i cant get out of this one..' "young girl what is going on you better explain" optimus said looking at me. they all did they're judgmental gaze pierced through me like a knife.

i sighed "i have no choice do i..." i noticed that two more people had enterd the room and were standing next the the yellow Camaro. "m-my real name is Y/N L/N im originally from England" i stutered out 'i cant believe this is happening i-i feel scared this isn't like me' epps walked towards a computor "the young female is scared" ratchet spoke sniffing the air. weird

"i have the files" epps called out " there was a police's missing person's report made for two girls age 4 that dissapeard after wondering into the woods at the park and was gone for 6 years" eeps spoke and i shook in my spot unable to move the vivid memories coming back. "is she okay" the yellow Camaro spoke through his radio. 'am i okay?'

"what happened to you when you went missing" lennox spoke coming closer i put my hands down and clenched my fits gripping my jeans i let out a shaky breath.

looking down my hair covering my eyes i spoke "13 years ago as you said me and my best friend were kidnapped by an organisation called the scorpions" i looked at the ground with no emotions just numb all i felt was a numbing feeling. "t-they did things to us kept us locked in a dark cell separated from eatchother, everyday they would come in and inject things into us...we had no clue what it was but we knew it hurt like fuck and it was changing us" i didn't realise tears were forming in my eyes.

"They gave us punishments if we didn't do as we were told" i could feel my blood boiling a rage took over me the images popping into my head. "lil lady what did they do" jazz's voice calmed me down. "well that depended on what they were feeling like it ranged from more experiments, no food for a month, beatings or rape..." i looked up at jazz and his optics widened and i could see rage evident on his metal face.

" they had trained us to be stone cold killers on a daily basis they would make us fight eatchother till one of us won or severely injured the other" more images came flooding in "when we were 10 for some reason they let us go, they dropped us off at the park we went missing at and our parents were there they never gave up hope" 'my parents i miss them..'

"where are your parents now?" mearning's asked. i looked at her with a dullness on my face but pain in my eyes "there 6ft under" i replied to her no emotion to my tone. her eyes widened at the bluntness "How did you parents come to pass away?" optimus asked me curiously but with a gentle touch.

This, this was the part i never wanted to mention "we killed them" i couldn't put it any other way it was as simple as that. i looked around the room and everybody held sympathy in there eyes. "after that we were placed in an orphanage because we were too young and they never assumed it was us when we were 16 we got out own house, then we seperated a year later and now im here" i finished "oh lil' lady" jazz spoke coming up to me and kneeling down in front of me. "you don't have to act strong love let it out" after he said that fell to my knees and cried into my hands.

for the first time in 13 years i cried i felt emotions and it felt nice but etremley painfull. Jazz pulled me into his embrace gently it was heart-warming i cried against him unable to stop myself.

TIME SKIPPP~

i stood up wiping my face jazz stood tall next to mei satred at lennox "there thats my story, got what you wanted?" i was angry at him but i knew i couldnt be for long i mean i still hadnt told them the whole story.

"Y/N i didnt mean for this to happen being in the position im in i have to make sure i know everybody like a book its not that i didnt trust you" he looked at me i can still see the sympathy in his eyes burning through me

"i dont want sympathy whats done is done thats my past nobody can change that but i can alter my future i dont have to be the person they created me to be" i spoke loud and clear. lennox smiled at me "and we will be hear for you every step of the way" i gave him a faint smile back.

"well now thats out of the-" mearnings got cut off by my phone ringing. "oops sorry" i grabbed it out of my pocket and checked the number 'unknown' i bet i know who this is. i glared at the screen. "who is it lil lady" jazz asked curriously, i looked up at him "bad memories" affter i said that it all seemed to click with them in a way "put it on speaker, epps track the signal" lennox ordered, i simply nodded and cliked awnser and put the phone on speaker.

phone call-

Shane- "well hello there hope or should i say Y/N" he started to laugh.

You- "what do you want now shane" i didnt wanna deal with this right now not again.

Shane- "oh simply ringing to remind you that i know where you are and ur little firneds cant save you. we will be coming for you and you wont be coming out alive" i could feel his smirk

Jazz- "if you think we are gonna let ya little pipsquick anywhere near the lil lady ya have one thing coming to ya!" he didnt sound happy

Shane- "oh we will we have out secret weapon that she wont be able to resist" he chuckled and the line went dead.

end of phone call-

i sighed and placed my phone back into my pocket. jazz growled. "who was that?" epps spoke. "that..that was shane he is the leader of the scorpions.." i spoke shakily. "what did he mean by reminding you young lady" optimus asked i looked up at him "he was the reason me and my friend cat decided to leave england. we got a call one day and it was him saying he knew where we were and was coming to kill us. so we seprated" i looked down at the ground.

"what did he mean by 'secret weapon'" mearings spoke up in her annoying tone, i rubbed my face "honeslty.. i dont know it could be anything" i will admit im kinda worried now about what's gonna happen. "why does he want you dead" jazz growled out, i looked over at him 'he makes my heart flutter even when he is angry..snap out of it!!' i sighed "you know when they injeceted us with the weird stuff?" i questioned and they all nodded "well turns out whatever they put into our bodys changed us.." i spoke.

"changed in what ways" ratchet seemed even more intrigued now. " in ways such as our way of thinking changed, our way of seeing things changed, our abilities became more inhanced, they manipulated our brains to only think about death and destruction. the liquids they put into us changed our genes" i paused for a minute and ratchet didnt seem to believe me "we became their super soldiers their mutants their slaves of death"

"im sorry young lady but i find this hard to believe" optimus spoke out i sighed and walked over to iron hide "turn into ur auto mode" he looked confused but did as i asked, once he was done i bent down and grabbed underneath him "lil lady what are ya doing" i ignored jazz and continued, i got a good grip and began to lift iron hide he was a little heavier than ordinary cars but i managed it i turned to face the others and they were all shocked like they had seen a ghost.

i placed iron hide down and i transoformed "next time gimmie a heads up" he spoke "sorry dude, so believe me now? or do i have to continue?" i asked "theres more?!!!" they all bulged their eyes out. i smirked "course there is" i opened out my hands and fire appeard "i can control all four elements to my will earth, water, fire and air" i spoke then closed my hand making the fire disapear "im going to have to runs some tests on you" ratchet spoke and i froze my face showing the horror i dreaded jazz picked me up in his hand "its not gonna be like before babygirl he wont be cruel he just wants to see how and what made you change like that and do all those awesome things." jazz spoke softly to me and i calmed down.

"as long as jazz can come with me then fine by me" i bargained and ratchet nodded and we headed out leaving everyone else stunned by the current events that just unfolded.

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