Once 'rehearsal' or rather the get to know everyone phase was over, Lin pointed us to our dressing rooms. I eventually found a door with a sign:

Renée Elise Goldsberry

Phillipa Soo

Jasmine Cephas Jones

That was me, and 2 other people I don't know at all. Oh god. I walked into the room setting down my bag on the couch, I looked around, it was nice here. But I was going to have to talk to people soon. My nerves aren't ready for that, at all. My anxiety started to take control. What if they hate me? What if I'm not good enough? What if they dont wanna be my friend? Lin will fire me and Ant will leave me? I started shaking and eventually crying. I made my way out the room and down the hall in search of a certain someone's room.

Where the hell is it?!?

I checked the other way and found it a few doors down, I sighed and knocked on the door. Anthony was talking to 2 other guys that I had seen earlier. They all turned to me, Anthony smiled and walked over, "Everything okay Jazzy" he said whispering to me taking my hands in his.

I shook my head no, nothing was fine. The 2 guys left the room with devious smirks on their faces as Anthony guided me to the couch, one hand on my hip and the he held my hand as he sat me down into his lap. I leaned into his chest and started sobbing. He knew there wasn't much he could do but try to reassure me but it helped most of the time as he rocked me back in fourth, rubbing my back in small circles to calm me down.

"Shhh, calm down princess" he wiped my tears away.

One thing led to another and next thing I know the halls are filled with commotion of people getting to know each other and I'm staring intently into Ants eyes. Leaning forward, my eyes close slowly. My arms are wrapped around his neck while his sit at my waist.

The door opens and I hear a group of gasps, "hOly sHit" I here someone say. Me and Ant push each other away. At the door is Lin, and 2 other girls. I think there names are Renee and Phillipa. I hear Lin shout to someone outside, "you owe me a Hamilton Oak"

Fuck.