It was a good start
In itself
Before I knew it, we were tired of each other
In a meaningless appeal

Repeated seesaw game
I'm tired of this
Repeated seesaw game
We're tired of each other

Jaehyun stared at you as he felt the last spark in his heart die for you and that's when he felt as if his world stopped time stopped he lost love to the one he dedicated his life to was it because of the predicament they were in this sudden moment or did it just happen the more they continued the childish game of seesaw

Was it the beginning of a petty argument?
The moment I became heavier than you
Because there's never been parallels in the first place
What's more, I wonder if he wanted this
It was love, and if this is love itself
Is there any need to repeat it?
They're tired of each other, they seem to hold the same hand

An occurring thing happening one too many times both of you drunk over that damned seesaw game knowing you lost love for each other but still trying to hold on 

You and jaehyun were once again arguing of a simple mistake a useless attempt of threats and shitty words thrown from both sides of the party the love they had before deeply buried six feet under the thorns of roses forbidden to ever come back up again

All right repeat this seesaw game
It's about time we put an end to it
All right, this boring seesaw game
Somebody has to get out of here
I can't

Stuck in a toxic love jaehyun tried to leave but he grew immune to the thorns in the garden of lasting love trying to still hold onto the last rose that was slowly dying losing more and more petals everyday it sadden his glass heart he couldn't leave just yet staring another round of this cursed seesaw game 

Not one of them know they're gonna get hurt
Because we don't want to be bad friends
In the midst of a series of vague responsibilities, umm umm
I'm tired of being in this parallel
Hey, I didn't want you to do this

At first, who is heavier?
They brag and smile
Now I'm going to tell you who's heavy
We're in competition
The fire of a quarrel
Someone ended up here
I'm about to get off
A pretentious act
Not anymore. I have to decide now

Both of you on another date dragging this dangerous game of seesaw with you. Faking smiles and feelings just to hide a bit longer from the reality of pain, loneliness hurt. 

Jaehyun: today was a great day !" he smiles at you but it doesn't seem to stay on his face

Y/n: yes it was !" you grin back you could barely even form a full smiles infact you felt the exact opposite of what he said, jaehyun now held on the high side of the seesaw living off a fasle dream as you came to terrible down holding the heavier side, someone had to end this 

(Hol' up Hol' up) Walk on this seesaw without you
(Hol' up Hol' up) Just like you did in the first place
(Hol' up Hol' up) Walk on this seesaw without you
(Hol' up Hol' up) Get off this seesaw without you

And maybe that day struck you both like a lighting bolt, jaehyun no longer cared of saving his precious rose that was already on the brink of death you no longer wanted to keep that feeling of being high on a seesaw absolutely disgusted with this relationship both of you bid your goodbyes leaving the seesaw to crumble along with this relationship you guys would be fine without each other, the menacing game no longer tormenting with you both.

A/n: thank you for reading i hope you enjoyed this chapter ! I kinda felt like I was rambling but I am also kinda proud of myself for this chapter. Anyways I hope you all have a good day or night eat well stay safe and try to be healthy it may seem hard but you can do it !! I love you all ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️