Taehyung groans as Jin continues to howl with laughter on the other line, trying and failing to catch his breath.

"I-I'm sorry, you said-you said~" Jin continues to laugh.

"Forget I said anything." Taehyung snaps at the older. "You're so childish, can't I have a genuine conversation with you ever?"

"No, Tae. I'm so sorry, it's just I wasn't expecting that." Jin says, chuckling as he recovers.

"I'm serious, hyung." Taehyung says rolling his eyes. "I don't know what to do."

"Let me make sure I understand, okay?" Jin asks before continuing. "You've been putting off having sex with Jungkook...because you're a bottom?"

"Fuck you, Jin." The pinkette says, sensing the other's teasing tone. "That's not what I meant. And who says I'm topping?"

"I'm sorry." Jin says, his tone serious now. "I just don't understand, you said you didn't know how to make love to someone. What does that mean?"

"I don't know, but I've only ever been with a few people. And those times weren't exactly love driven." Taehyung says. "I just...I don't know how to have sex with someone I love. That makes sense, right?"

"Of course." Jin says. "I understand."

"I mean, it obviously can't be that hard. Right?" The pinkette asks, nervously fiddling with his hands.

"It's not hard, Taehyung. And there's no right or wrong way to do it. Just take your time, love making can't be rushed." Jin says, trying his best to help.

    "Why is this so fucking hard? Am I overthinking this? I am, I'm just overthinking, right? I mean, I'm an adult, I should know how to fuck. I mean not fuck, fuck, but y'know, love-fuck." The pinkette rambles. "It isn't rocket science, I bet even a rocket scientist couldn't figure out what the hell is wrong with me. Damnit."

Jin chuckles again, obviously trying to control his laughter. "I think the best thing you could do is talk to Jungkook. He'll understand."

    "And if he doesn't?"

    "You know he will."

Taehyung sighs. "I just want everything to be perfect with him. I don't want to mess anything up."

    "You won't, Tae. Jungkook is sweet and he's understanding. Don't overthink too much, okay?" Jin says reassuringly.

    "Alright." The pinkette says. "Thanks I guess."

    "You guess? I just gave you great advice." The older says. "You're welcome I guess."

    "He'll be back soon so I have to go." Taehyung says. "I'll see you tomorrow morning."

As Taehyung ends the call he hears the front door open downstairs.

He stands and skips down the stairs to meet Jungkook as he comes in.

"Hey." The younger smiles as Taehyung takes some of the bags out of his hands. "Miss me?"

"Of course." The pinkette responds making Jungkook laugh as they carry the bags to the kitchen.

    "Jungkook," The pinkette says as they get to the kitchen. "Can I talk to you about something?"

Jungkook looks over at Taehyung with a concerned expression. "What's wrong?"

    "Let's talk in the living room." Taehyung says, putting down the roll of paper towels he was holding and leaving the kitchen.

Jungkook follows with a questioning expression. "Is everything alright?"

    "Yeah. Why?" The pinkette asks as they sit down.

    "Because, usually when someone's boyfriend asks to sit down and talk there's a problem." The younger says sitting down with his body facing Taehyung. "What is it?"

    "It's nothing wrong exactly, I just wanted to talk to you about something I've been worrying over." Taehyung says, hoping that Jungkook understood where he was coming from.

    "Oh, okay." The younger says, visibly relaxing. "Go on."

    "Okay, so you remember that one night at that hotel in Busan?" Taehyung starts, Jungkook nods. "You remember how I said I wanted us to wait, because I wanted our first time to be special together?"

    "Yes." The younger says, nodding again.

    "Well, I was being serious. I want our first time together to be romantic, y'know?" The pinkette says, sighing as he tries to find the right words to explain himself. "But I don't know how to make it romantic. I've never been...sexually romantic, I guess?"

Taehyung huffs trying to rephrase himself. "What I'm saying is that I don't know how to make love, I've never made love with anyone before. And I really want our first time together to be romantic, all that lovey dovey shit, y'know? But I just don't know how and its been bugging me since we went to Busan. And I've been avoiding being sexual with you because I don't want to mess anything up. I want everything to be perfect for us."

    "I understand, Tae." Jungkook says with a small smile.

    "Seriously?" The pinkette asks, still worried that he wasn't making any sense.

    "Seriously. And honestly, I don't believe in romantic sex." The younger says. "Any sex could be considered love making."

    "I understand that, but shouldn't our first time together be romantic?" Taehyung asks.

    "It doesn't have to be." Jungkook shrugs, moving forward and straddling Taehyung as they sit on the couch. "Our first time could be any way we want it to be as long as it's memorable. It could be adventurous or spontaneous or both."

    "Don't tell me you want to be that couple." Taehyung says, rolling his eyes with a small smile as he places his hands around the younger's waist.

    "What couple?" Jungkook asks, putting his arms around Taehyung's neck and playing with his hair.

    "That couple that fucks practically everywhere they go." The pinkette says, his choice of words probably not the best in the position they're in now.

"Fucks practically everywhere they go or practically fucks everywhere they go?" The younger asks.

"Both." Taehyung clarifies.

Jungkook bites his lip before speaking. "I don't know, sounds hot to me."

    "Of course it does." The pinkette chuckles.

    "Tae, can I be straightforward for a second?" The younger asks, his gaze dropping.

    "Of course." Taehyung says, his smile dropping as he listens.

    "I've only ever been with one person in my life, sexually I mean." Jungkook says, still keeping his eyes down. "And I never really wanted to explore different things with that person. B-But I do with you. And not just sexually but...do you know what I mean?"

    "I understand, Kook." Taehyung says, smiling softly. "I want to explore with you too."

    "You won't judge me?" The younger asks looking up.

Taehyung chuckles. "Of course not. We're partners, Jungkook. If we can't be open with each other then who will we be open with?"

Jungkook smiles, hugging Taehyung around the neck. "I love you."

    "I love you too." The pinkette responds, both of them pulling away after a moment. "I can't believe you thought I'd kink shame you. You're so cute."

Jungkook flushes. "Shut up, I don't have weird kinks."

    "We'll see about that, won't we?" Taehyung chuckles.

    "Let's get ready for bed early so we can cuddle for a while." Jungkook says climbing off of the model's lap.

    "Are you into shower sex?" Taehyung asks, standing and following the younger.

    "Sure, why not." He responds with a shrug.

    "Noted." The pinkette says, seriously making a mental note to not forget that in the future.

After showering, separately, they both climb into Taehyung's bed.

    "You're the little spoon." The pinkette reminds as they lie down.

    "I know." Jungkook says, not pouting too much, all this sex talk has got him heated and having Taehyung's ass pressed against him wouldn't help his situation.

Jungkook was genuinely happy and excited for what was to come in his life with Taehyung, not just sexually but in general.

He had never had such and open relationship, especially about things like sex.

He was happy that he was able to explore his sexuality with someone who he loved and felt safe around.

He didn't know what would become of them in the future, but he never wanted to leave Taehyung's side.

He truly was in love.

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