Serious Jealousy
I grinned as I washed my hands. She had it coming to her. She kept on trying to tease me and I did it better than her. I have to admit that I was pretty into the moment. I loved the way she pushed herself against me and said my name. The facial expressions she made and her kisses.. Her kissed keep me addicted to her. It's that type of drug that makes me want more of her. It gets harder and harder not to go for it when we tease each other, but somehow, I always know my boundaries. I opened the door to bathroom and saw Autumn standing there. I just smiled at her as I leaned on the doorway.
Trevor: Gotcha.
She quiet.
Trevor: What's wrong, baby?
Autumn: Trevor.. I don't want to just tease each other anymore. I want to be.. I want to feel this and become one soul.. But you won't do it, will you?
Trevor: Not until you become my wife. We can't make the same mistake again.
She put her head down and I grabbed her hands.
Autumn: Then to hell with it, Trevor!
She looked up at me.
Autumn: Let's get married.
Trevor: Baby.. Sex is not a good reason to get married!
Autumn: But that's not the only reason why I want to marry you!
She let go of my hands.
Autumn: Trevor, I Love You and I've never been so sure of felt so.. So inclined to do something with someone before.
Trevor: Well what about Jacob?
I spat. The words flew out my mouth like water down my throat. I had no intention of bringing it up like that.. Maybe I shouldn't have texted Jacob back or even looked at the texts because things got ugly real fast. She paused before answering me.
Autumn: Truth. What is truth? You want the truth, then here it is. I was foolish and fell for a boy that I knew was no good. I didn't have the same feeling that I get with you, I didn't know what love was until you came along and I certainly never thought that I'd regret that day as much as this!
I grabbed her wrist but she pulled them back and her eyes pierced my soul.
Trevor: Baby. I'm-.
Autumn: No! Don't try to make me forgive you because it's not gonna happen. This is the part where you realize that you fucked up. And that does not mean to go out, get a ring and propose to me and think that everything is gonna be all honky dory and I'll forgive you. Now the only reason why I'm still attached to Jacob is because he took my virginity. Just like Courtney took yours and you know you still have a spot in your heart for her. So Trevor, after four days of not seeing you, I have to cut this visit short because your welcome has run out. Now, goodbye.
She waved with a smile as she turned to her room and slammed the door shut. I waited and then I heard her sigh.
Autumn: Trevor.. Go away.
I shook my head.
Trevor: No. I can't leave you.
Autumn: Why?
Trevor: I can't leave you to cry alone.
Autumn: I'm not crying. I don't cry over you.
Trevor: Then what do you cry over?
Autumn: That's none of your business. Just know that I'm not crying and I'm fine.
Trevor: You got that right.
Autumn: Stop trying to make me laugh, Trevor.
Trevor: If I can make you crack a smile, I've accomplished a small goal.
Autumn: Shut up!
Trevor: Never.. I'm here even when I'm not here. And you know this..
Autumn: So?
Trevor: So I'm gonna need you to open this door.
Autumn: Never.
Trevor: You're gonna have to sooner or later.
Autumn: Not true.
Trevor: You'll starve and pee on yourself.
Autumn: No I won't.
Trevor: If you stay in there forever, you will.
She sighed and then I heard a click. I waited and then slowly twisted the knob. She was buried in her blankets in her bed, so I laid next to her and held her.
Trevor: I just want to make things right. I don't want our children to be an accident like everybody else. I want to be able to come home from work one day and get greeted with kisses from you. I want to be able to guess why you're extra happy that day just to have you finally tell me that you're pregnant. And because we're married and financially stable, I won't feel burdened so I'll pick you up and spin you around as I kiss you while saying, "Yes! I'm a father!" I don't wanna be doing something and get a call or text from you saying that you're pregnant and I get overwhelmed and my reaction is not as happy. I don't want our child to grow up with anything less than we had. I want our children to have the most amazing life as possible.
She turned.
Autumn: But what if I were barren?
Trevor: I'd still love you the same. And look at it this way. We can adopt and not have to worry about oops babies.
She laughed and I pulled the covers down. I could just hear her thoughts. They said, "What if we just did it one time?" Then you'd be pregnant. I answered and somehow, she heard me.
Autumn: What is the oldest age that you'd would allow yourself to get married?
Trevor: I have no idea but I do know my youngest age limit.
Autumn: What is it?
Trevor: I'm twenty and you're eighteen and we've been dating for a while so I guess.. Right now.
She nodded and turned away from me.
Autumn: Okay.
Trevor: Autumn. Did you hear me?
Autumn: Sure did.
Trevor: I thought that would make you happy.
Autumn: It's obvious that you wouldn't marry me right this second because we're still in bed and I see no ring on my finger.
Trevor: Well there would be if you got in the car with me.
She glanced at me before laying back down.
Autumn: Nope. Not even gonna get my hopes up. I say your youngest age limit is.. Mm.. 25.
Trevor: And I say it's right now.
Autumn: And I don't believe you. Trevor, what are you.. DOING! TREVOR!
She screamed as I picked her up and carried her downstairs. I opened the door and put her in the car. Covers and all. Then I got in on the other side. I couldn't help but laugh because of how wide her eyes were.
Trevor: Surprised?
She couldn't speak. I put the key in the ignition and I looked at her.
Trevor: Are you sure that you don't wanna wait til we have enough to have a big wedding?
She still couldn't speak.
Trevor: It's a lot easier to talk about it, huh?
She nodded.
Autumn: Yeah..
Trevor: I'm serious though. Do you still wanna do it or wait?
Autumn: I'll wait.
I laughed.
Trevor: Good. Cause I wasn't gonna take you there, anyway. But I am hungry. You hungry, baby?
Autumn: I'm fine.
Trevor: Yes you are.. Come on. Let's go eat.
Jealousy is the devil..
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