I could hear his footsteps approaching the door and pretty soon, I could see the knob twisting. The door slowly creaked open and I was just laying there. Already changed, but ready for what was to come next because I knew.. Somehow, I knew what was coming next. He came into the room and closed the door behind him, leaning against it with his bottom lip between his teeth. This was one sexy ass picture to look at..

~Trevor~

While I was standing there, all I could think about was her. Making love to her. Thinking bout how amazing it would feel if she just let her guard down. But I waited. I let the silence come in until finally, I spoke up.

Trevor: Baby?

Autumn: Yeah?

My eyes traveled down to her.

Trevor: You ever think about us?

She sat up and that just turned me on to her even more.

Autumn: What?

Get it right Trevor..

Trevor: I mean.. When you have those dreams, do you dream about us?

She smiled.

Autumn: Yes, I do.

Trevor: What exactly do you dream about?

She looked down and then paused before locking eyes with me.

Autumn: Well, what do you dream about?

Trevor: Me?

Autumn: Yeah.

I began to slowly walk over to her bed as I kept my gaze on her.

Trevor: Well.. I dream about us and making love to you.

I could see her bitting her lip as I put my forehead against hers.

Autumn: I do too..

Trevor: Would you like to make that dream a reality.

Autumn: Hell yeah, I would! It's just that.. I don't wanna rush things to the point where I give it to you and then something goes wrong the next morning..

I sighed and sat down.

Trevor: Babe, I'm not him! Please understand the fact that I'd never hurt you. Nor would I ever want to.

I said as I let my fingers trace her features.

Trevor: Listen, I'm not making you do anything that you don't want to. I'm just confessing how I feel about you and if you say no, then so be it. Okay?

She nodded and then I pulled her into my arms. I held her head like it was a delicacy that would fall and become ruined if I didn't.

Autumn: Okay.

My lips kissed her forehead as I laid back with her.

Trevor: I Love You.

I knew that she wasn't going to respond back to me, but I still love to tell her the truth about how I feel.

Trevor: Hey.. You wanna watch a movie?

Autumn: Sure. How about Hatchi?

Trevor: I've got a better one.

I smiled as I hopped out of bed and sprinted downstairs. I reached into my duffel bag and grabbed a movie before jogging back upstairs.

Trevor: The Corpse Bride.

She smiled.

Autumn: I've always loved Tim Burton's movies that have a creepy vibe to it. He's very creative.

Trevor: I agree.

I said as I put on the movie. Autumn handed me the remote once I got situated in the bed with her. I pressed play and the movie began.

Autumn: Trevor?

Trevor: Yes?

She hesitated before finishing her sentence.

Autumn: I don't think I'd mind if we did end up..

I nodded with a smile.

Trevor: Let's not rush that moment, okay baby?

She smirks and nodded.

Autumn: Okay.

We kept watching the movie and five minutes later, she decided to speak again.

Autumn: Trevor?

Trevor: Yes baby?

Autumn: I.. I Love You too..

She hesitated again but eventually, she said it. I looked down at her and smiled. Kissing her lips one good time made her lips all the more tempting. I could hear her breath when we pulled away.

Trevor: I Love You more. I always will.

She was silent again and I couldn't keep my eyes off of her for a while. But then my favorite part came up.

Autumn: Trevor?

Trevor: Yeah?

Autumn: Do you think that I'll ever  get married?

My eyes shifted from the movie, to her, back to the movie and then her again.

Trevor: What?

Autumn: Do you think I'll ever get married?

I thought about this for a while before giving her an answer because she's probably thinking that she won't end up marrying me. I'm ready to prove her wrong and spend my life loving her the right way.

Trevor: Definitely.

I nodded then rethought the question through.

Trevor: What makes you say that?

She shrugged and kept her eyes on the movie.

Trevor: Baby..

Autumn: Hmm?

Trevor: Come on baby..

Autumn: What?

She finally looked at me and I stared back at her.

Trevor: Do you wanna marry me?

Her cheeks turned red and her hands covered her lips. So I removed them and just looked at her.

Autumn: Yes..

Trevor: Why?

Autumn: Why?

She seemed confused.

Trevor: Yes. Tell me why.

Autumn: Why wouldn't I?

She exclaimed as she sat up.

Trevor: I don't know. You tell me.

Autumn: There is absolutely no reason why I wouldn't marry you.

Trevor: It's about the sex, huh?

She turned red and shook her head.

Trevor: Don't lie, baby. I want you too, but like you said. It's not right to rush things.

She sighed as she laid back on the bed.

Autumn: I know.. Shit..

She mumbled with her hands over her face. The. She sat up again.

Autumn: Excuse me for one moment.

She got up, went through her drawer and grabbed a notebook with a pen in the spiral. Then she went out the room. If I could just have one night with this girl. Just one night! I wouldn't care if she got pregnant or anything because on that night, she'd be mine and whatever follows that night, I'd stay to witness it all. I sighed as I laid back onto the bed with my hands cradling my head, staring at the ceiling.

Trevor: I just have to understand her.. That's all.

I said to myself as I steadily tried to keep my thoughts in plain mode. The mode where I just lay there and time flies like nothing. But I couldn't do it. Twenty minutes later, I got up and checked to see if Autumn was okay.

Trevor: Baby? You alright?

I didn't get an answer.

Trevor: Baby? Autumn, you in there?

I listened closely and then realized that she was listen to music. It was all the way up and I knew that she was in her zone. Her own little world. Ain't no telling how long she'd be in there. So I went back in the room and waited for her. Time passed just as smoothly as the clouds surfed through the sky and pretty soon, Autumn came back. But she just stood there by the door.

Trevor: Hey baby.

Autumn: Hey..

She seemed a little off, so I sat up.

Trevor: What's wrong?

She shook her head.

Trevor: Come on, baby. You can tell me.

When she didn't respond, I stood up and took her by the hand, leading her to the bed and sat back down. She just stood there with her head down.

Trevor: Please?

The air that was in her lungs escaped before she nodded.

Autumn: Okay.. I um.. was writing in there and listen to music before I came back and I realized that..

She paused and I rubbed her shoulder.

Autumn: That I really do love you and that I've been holding back only because of fear.. I don't want what happened to me and Jacob to happen to you. I don't wanna sit in a pool of tears every single day for the rest of my life and then black out every so often. Trevor, I just want us to be together.

She finally looked up at me for a moment before closing her eyes and taking a deep breath.

Autumn: And so.. I want to say that, even though I know that Nicole is gonna kill me for this, I just want you to know that I'm ready. For everything. I'm ready for love to begin, I'm ready for the bliss and all the things that I used to dream about as a little girl and then some..

Her hands cupped my face as her eyes looked into mine and I knew that she was speaking from her heart.

Autumn: I'm ready for whatever comes our way in life. So if you want to have kids, hell! We're outta high school and legal adults. Trevor.. I just want to share every single moment with you. I want you to know that I trust you.

She sat on my lap and put her forehead onto mine.

Autumn: I want you to know that I Love You and I.. I want everything that you want. Okay?

She nodded as I kept my eyes on her.