~Nicole~

I looked up at him as he smiled down at me.

Diggy: You ready?

Nicole: Yeah. Let's go.

He nodded as he took my hand and lead me to the truck. I couldn't stop thinking about the feeling that I get every single time he touches me. And the look in his eyes.. His eyes are like poison and I can never look away. Them interrupt my dreams and thoughts everyday. Do you know how hard it is NOT to call Autumn and mistakenly call her Diggy's name by accident? The shit is impossible! When I got in the truck, Diggy's eyes roamed my eyes before smiling lightly and closing the door. He got in, started the car and then took the keys out after a sigh. His eyes traveled over to mine and I couldn't figure out if something was wrong, or he just had something random to say. So we sat in silence until I decided to be bold and ask.

Nicole: What's wrong, Daniel?

He looked over at me with a smile before looking away just to look back at me again.

Diggy: I know what I want to say. I just can't believe that it's happening to me.

He shook his head. The smile still glued to his cheeks.

Nicole: Believe what?

He turned to me and grabbed my hands.

Diggy: Nicole.. I know that we've only been dating for a short moment and that it's too soon for you to feel the same way about me, but.. When I look at you, it's almost impossible for me not to touch you in some way. And when I look into your eyes, I get this.. This feeling that maybe.. Maybe you're the one.. And I guess that what I'm trying to say is that-.

Nicole: I Love You.

I had no intention on having those words slip out of my mouth like that. I wanted to rewind and redo the whole scene and prepare myself for this moment, but it was too late. I had just falsely admitted to a feeling that I do not believe to be feeling. And if I cannot admit this feeling to myself, then how in the hell-a-bit can I admit that to Daniel? I shook my head as I let go of his hands and looked down. But the only image I saw was his smile. Before I was able to look down.. Before I was able to blink or think or even come to my senses.. I could see him smiling at me.

Nicole: I'm sorry.

I felt his arms wrap around me as he kissed my forehead.

Diggy: I Love You too.. But more.. So much more, Nicole.

I laid there in his arms like a child and tried to get my mind to focus on the reality of things in a positive manner. But that was impossible. When he pulled away, he looked into my eyes while still smiling and kissed my lips. But his kiss held a new a spark this time. i felt the security the Autumn had often talked about. The security to know that he wasn't lying lied within this kiss and I knew that it was alright to trust him wholeheartedly.

~Trevor~

Trevor: Baby.

Autumn: Yeah, Trevor?

Trevor: Where's my shirt?

Autumn: Wherever you threw it. How'd everything go at ICU?

Trevor: Well babe. Turns out that I got there a whole hour early cause my phone was just fucking up today.

Autumn: Mmm.

She nodded as she came into the living room with my shirt on and a cup of yogurt in her hands. I just stared at her.

Autumn: What?

Trevor: Babe. Really?

Autumn: What, Trevor?

Trevor: So you just gon let me look all over the house for a shirt that you have on?

She looked down, then shrugged as she tried to walk past me, but I grabbed a hold of her wrist.

Trevor: Autumn..

Autumn: What?

Trevor: Just take the damn shirt off, okay?

Autumn: Why?

Trevor: I gotta leave in a little bit to go check on my Grandma.

She sighed before setting down the yogurt.

Autumn: Fine.

I watched her hands very closely as she unbuttoned the shirt, then let my eyes feast on her body before getting hit in the face with the shirt. I quickly removed the shirt from my face just to see her hips swaying up the stairs in those sexy black underwear and bra. I looked down and then tried to slow my breathing.

Trevor: Shit..

I said as I put the shirt back on. The images of the very frequent dreams appeared at night began to bring pictures and feelings back to mind. But I had to keep in mind that I don't want to marry her for sex. I Love Her. Truly. I went up the stairs after her and didn't think to knock when I got to her room. Cause there she was. Dressed in that sexy lingerie and putting on some oil. Damn, I wish I could be that oil or even be the cause of her body being so-.

Autumn: Oh yeah, I'll be out in a minute. I'm so glad that you took the golden opportunity to be so courteous as to knock before entering the premises.

I knew she was being sarcastic, but that's what made her all the more sexy. Her demanding ways made me want to go over there and show her how demanding I can be. I tried my hardest not to get too worked up over the idea of fulfilling my dreams of being intertwined with her, but she noticed before I did.

Autumn: Um.. Trevor?

Trevor: Yeah?

My voice had gotten deeper and my eyes had this coolness about them that were undeniable.

Autumn: I think you should save that for your wife.

Trevor: You are my wife.

The words slipped out my mouth just as easily as the oil on her hands swiftly moved about her legs.

Autumn: Really? Cause I don't don't see no ring on this finger.

I began to approach her.

Trevor: Not yet. But you will.

I lowered myself to be at eye level with her and my stare became too much for her. She couldn't keep the stare, so I made her look up at me.

Autumn: Trevor..

She began, but couldn't finish at the sound of a hush and the feel of the kiss.. My enticing kiss of fulfilling ecstasy within this moment. She laid back onto the bed and I kissed my way down to her neck. She began to move around and breathe faster.

Autumn: Trevor..

Trevor: I know, baby. I know.

I stood up and kept my gaze on her as I slowly began to unbutton my shirt before going after her neck again. But before my lips could reach her neck, my phone rang. I sighed and looked over at it. It was my Aunt.

Trevor: Hello?

Juley: Trevor, you Grandmother's in the hospital.

Trevor: Which hospital?

Juley: Saint Elizabeth's

Trevor: I'm on my way.

I hung up and then started buttoning my shirt again. Autumn was just laying there, catching her breath. The sight of her makes me contemplate staying, but the life of the one I love is on the line and ain't no telling how much time I got left with her. I kissed Autumn goodbye and quickly left, trying to avoid all obstacles or temptations. Everything, when it comes to intimacy between Autumn and I, is impossible.