~Nicole~

I felt so secure where I was and so relaxed at the same time. I fought to keep my eyes closed as I realized that I was starting to wake up.

Nicole: No Diggy, No!

I moaned as I felt myself being pulled and then laid back down. My eyes shot open and I looked up. His smile shined down on me but I was far from okay. I looked down and checked if I still had my clothes on. I did. I sat up and put my hands over my eyes. I felt his hands rub my shoulders which caused my back to jolt into a straight line before slowly relaxing.

Diggy: What's wrong babe? You seem jumpy today.

I sighed before forcing myself to look over at him. Shirtless.. Damn.. But what so early in the morning?

Nicole: Nothing.

I shook my head and the found myself laying on Diggy's chest.

Diggy: Come on babe. Tell me what's wrong.

I bit my bottom lip as I thought of how to say what I wanted to say.

Nicole: What happened last night?

Or I could just be frank.. He chuckled and the vibrations felt like sizzles from heaven. I really wanted to rub his chest, but I didn't because the situation was already bad enough.

Diggy: When we went for our late night workout together, we came back and were planning on watching a movie together. But by the time I came back the snacks, you were already sleeping on the couch. So I took your shoes and jacket off and I carried you upstairs so that you could sleep in my bed.

Nicole: But you didn't sleep with me, did you?

Diggy: Was I supposed to?

I laughed lightly with him and relaxed a little more. His hand rubbed my arm as he kissed my forehead.

Diggy: I Love You..

He mumbled and I began to think.. Should I say it back? I mean, I've already said it once but should I say it again? He looked down at me because I was hesitant with my response, but then he let it go.

Diggy: Well, with that being said. Good morning, Nicole.

I smiled and automatically, my hand grabbed his.

Nicole: Good morning, Diggy.

He got off the bed, try'na to keep a hold of my hand as long as possible.

Diggy: You coming down, beauty?

I smiled as I ran my hand through my hair.

Nicole: In a little bit, Digg.

Diggy: Okay.

He winked before heading out the room and my voice jumped out of me.

Nicole: Hey!

He poked his head back in the room and focused on me.

Nicole: I Love You too.

I had no intention of saying those words to him.. Nor did I plan on saying anything at all.. But I guess that this is how I feel about him and I better learn to let my guard down around a good guy before I lose him. His smile was brighter than the sun and it warmed my heart before he went downstairs. I laid back on the bed with a sigh on my chest and thoughts swarming my head. Especially my dreams..

All my dreams seem to consist of Diggy being in the mix somehow. But tonight, I dreamt that we had sex again.. But this time, we were married. And before that, I dreamt of him proposing to me.. I don't know if I'm ready to get married yet, but I guess that I'll go with it if he does it today.. After all, we have been dating for a few months now. When he came back, I didn't even notice because I was that deep into my thoughts.

Diggy: Hey babe.. Babe, you okay?

I turned my head towards him.

Nicole: Yeah, I'm fine.

My eyes shifted to the tray he was holding.

Nicole: What's that?

Diggy: Breakfast..

Nicole: Ooh! Let me see.

He set the tray down and then held my hands back from grabbing a strawberry.. He wants us to eat healthy too.. But Strawberries are good so, I have almost no problem with it.

Diggy: Chocolate covered strawberries for my chocolate covered Queen.

He said softly as he fed me one. The chocolate crumbled off the strawberry a little bit and then some of it drizzled down my chin, so I began to laugh. He wouldn't let me wipe it off on my own.

Nicole: Diggy, give me the napkin!

Diggy: No.

Nicole: I'm not five, Diggy! I can do this on my own.

Diggy: But I don't want you to.

I realized that he kept the same soft tone the whole time and that made me look up at him. His hand reached over and gently held my face as the other wiped away the mess that was created on my face. He left the chocolate on my lips alone.

Diggy: Don't lick your lips.

Nicole: Why?

Diggy: Because..

I could see that his eyes were focused on my lips and that's when he leaned in. He didn't necessarily lick the chocolate off my lips.. He kinda teased it away.. When he kissed me, he'd let his tongue glide across my bottom lip every now and then. His hands slowly glided up my legs and to my side before he wrapped his arm around me and laid me down. When his lips moved to my neck, that's when I knew that we should stop.. I mean.. This was my fantasy but I don't plan on this until I get married.

Nicole: Diggy.. Daniel.. We shhh.. We should sto..

I couldn't even say my words correctly because of the amount of pleasure I was feeling at the moment. But I had to come to my senses.

Nicole: Daniel. Stop.

His eyes arose to meet mine again and I put my hand on his chest.. Damn, he's buff..

Nicole: I wanna wait.. Okay?

He nodded and blinked a few times before laying down next to me.

Diggy: I'm sorry, Nicole.

Nicole: It's okay.

Diggy: I just get these strong feeling and thoughts about you in my head and.. I try to control them, but it's just like.. When I'm with you, I can't contain myself and I'm completely relaxed because I don't have to pretend around you. I don't have to pretend to be the rich rapper who's the son of the greatest rapper of all time. When I'm with you, I'm not Diggy to you. I'm just Daniel. Daniel Dwayne Simmons III.

He grabbed my hand into his and I began to say no over and over in my head. This can't be happening. Please don't let him do it.. Not my dream! I thought in panic. He looked up into my eyes and I covered my mouth as my eyes enlarged.

Diggy: Nicole, I-.

Nicole: I'll be right back.

I held up one finger before leaving the room.

Diggy: Okay..

He said after sitting on the bed in silence for a minute. I need help.. I need to call Autumn.

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I'm thinking about ending at chapter 50 again.. If I don't get any responses, then I most likely will..

Much Love,

LadyPerez