Finally out this bitch! Fi-na-lly! How did I do it so fast? Easy. I kept my promise to the doctor and gave myself personal therapy. I personally trained myself on strengthening my legs and taught myself how to walk again. It was very hard, but I did it. Each morning and evening when I'd wake up, I'd slip out of bed and try to walk, only after giving my legs an hour of personal therapy.

I started out looking like I had polio, then I went to looking like an epileptic and now, I can almost completely walk normal. My mom has never been so proud of me. I saved her money and myself from the hellhole. When my moms came to get me from the hospital, they tried to put me in a wheel chair, but I told them that I wanted to walk. I almost fell a few times, but they caught me and had me sit down until my mom came.

Mom: Ready to go, baby?

Jacob: I ain't never been so ready to leave a place in my life!

She smiled and waited for me to sit in the wheelchair, but I walked right past her. She stayed behind me just in case I fell again, but I was able to walk to the car with no problem. When I got in the car, my mom got in on the driver's side. When we got to the house, I walked inside and a dog came racing towards me.

Jacob: I see you got a new dog.

I said as I picked him and took a look at his license.. Chiko Latimore.. 2009.. 2009? The fuck?

Mom: You don't remember Chiko? We've had him since-.

Jacob: 2009?

I said confused.

Mom: Yes.. You okay, baby?

Jacob: How often did I see him?

Mom: He's your dog, baby. I just took care of him while you were in the hospital.

Jacob: So wait.. Wait.. I've lived with this dog since 2009 and you're telling me that he remembers more about me than I do about him?

I sighed and sat down as my mom began to try and calm me down.

Mom: Jacob, just calm down. Okay? I know it's been hard with everything going on and coming at you all at once, but you need to rest.

Jacob: No Ma. I'm tired of resting. That's all I ever did in the hospital! Eat, sleep, wake up and talk. That's it. Now that I'm home, I'm gonna make sure that I move around and find my place in this world again. Even if it means doing it all over again every single day for the rest of my life. Come on Chiko.

He licked my face one good time and I put him down.

Mom: Where are you going?

Jacob: I'm taking him out for a walk. Seeing if that helps me to remember anything. You can come if you want.

Mom: No baby. I'm gonna go get started on dinner.

Jacob: Okay, Ma.

I was about to close the door when I heard her voice again.

Mom: I Love You. Be safe!

Jacob: I Love You too, Ma.

I smiled as I walked out the door. As small as Chiko is, he had to pee a lot. I looked at my phone. It was badly cracked and full of messages from random people. Most of them were from this girl named Helen.. Who the hell..? I flipped through the messages as I tried to get a feel of what kind of relationship we had.. And I was try'na figure out why the bitch was so thirsty.. Seems to me that she's just a bootycall, according to our past messages.. I shrugged and scrolled to our new messages.. Well.. Her new messages..

"Jacob, where U @?"
"When U coming bk?"
"I miss you baby!"
"OMFG! I just heard what happened! Are you okay?"
"Jacob, please answer me!"
"OMG, if U don't make it, I don't think I'll be able to raise our baby alone.."
What the fuck did she just say? A baby? I read it again and then went to the next one.
"I might get an abortion.."
I couldn't take it anymore. I called her and she answered immediately.

Helen: Jacob, baby. Is that you?

Jacob: Hell yeah, it's me! The fuck you mean you gettin an abortion?

She got quiet for a minute and then it hit me. She either tricked me or it's already done..

Jacob: Helen, you better answer me right now when I ask you this.. Where the fuck is my baby?

Helen: I'm right here!

Jacob: Not you! Listen to me, Helen. I don't remember who you are, but all I know is that I don't like you and that you're either pregnant or not pregnant. Now which is it?

She sighed as I sat down on the front porch step.

Helen: I didn't want to, but the pregnancy became too much for me, so I tried to get an abortion, but they said that I was too far into my pregnancy to get one. Then-.

Jacob: Hold the fuck up. You tried to kill my baby?

Helen: I mean, it wouldn't have mattered anyway because you can't even remember who I am.

Jacob: Is my baby okay?

Helen: Well.. Kinda..

Jacob: The fuck you mean, kinda?

I said and Chiko looked over at me for a time before coming over.

Helen: I mean, I got horny overtime while you were gone and then had a miscarriage.. So..

I was but at the same time, I wasn't okay. I was grateful that God didn't let me ruin my life by having a baby with this bitch, but I was sad because my first child didn't even get to see the light of day.

Jacob: Lose my digits. You're cut off. Goodbye.

I hung up on her and called the one person that I knew would be able to calm me down. Chiko locked my hand as I pressed the call button in my phone.

Jacob: Please pick up the phone..