don't you see
Shoto breaks the kiss, leaving Izuku a bit out of breath, and studied the other's face. A mixture of pail and flushed.
While a part of him found even Izuku's fear beutaful he wanted to ensure his angel never attempted to leave him again. He needed to soothe his love to be completely willing. He didn't want this confusion of a half willing love.
Though he would take it if there was no other way.
"My angel... can I touch you?" He mutters, startling Izuku to look at him with widened eyes, before he shook his head. "N-no, you can't!" He stutters about.
Izuku couldn't believe he was being asked that after what had happened. When he still does not even know what's going on.
But Shoto, however, hummed. "No? Okey. But kissing is fine?" He coos, and Izuku's lips part ready to say no but Shoto speaks again. "You kissed me back rather quickly. So don't try to tell me no. You enjoyed that kiss and I won't let you deny it." Shoto warns making izuku swallow and look away.
"Kissing... is fine..."
"Mm. Good." Shoto mutters while kissing Izuku's nose.
"Now then. From what I see, you're just confused right now, love. You think I've done something bad." He spoke softly and soothingly as he shifted his body, his one hand still holding Izuku's hands above his head.
"What you don't see is how this is for you."
Izuku shook his head upon hearing that. 'Sho, why would I want any of this?? You killed classmates, helped attack a whole school, and you... you kidnapped me!"
Shoto stiffens, staring down at Izuku. The room felt a bit cold as his eyes widen. He frowns before smiling ever so kindly.
"Kidnapped? I brought you with me to keep you safe. You see, I ran into a little problem." Shoto mutters moving his hand to run it soothingly through Izuku's slightly messy hair.
"My cover seems to be compromised within the school, and I was going to leave with the villans. I was sad when I realized this, but to grant your happiness the best I can, I accepted it. But... I lost my mind a little when I saw you get hurt..." He mutters while leaning down and kissing Izuku's cheek.
Izuku flinched at the kiss, swallowing as his tears dried a bit, trying to understand where Shoto was going with this. Grant him happiness? How? He faintly wonders if shoto truly lost his mind. Untill shoto shake his head. "I was worried that if I leave you... you might really think I'm the bad guy. I had to explain myself."
"And beleaving you would hate me... I can't. I don't want to be pushed from you. I know you, my angel. I can't lose you. So I brought you with me... so we can have all the time in the world... to help you." He pulled back, looking into Izuku's nervous eyes.
He watched Izuku's eyes and felt elated to see he was being watched. His very proof that Izuku does not hate him being simply how the hero, with all might power won't even use it to free himself but was giving him a chance.
He knew very well how strong his beloved was, as he was someone who had all might power. But watching Izuku basically submit to him willingly was a comfort. Izuku's body truly didn't see him as a enemy.
Still he couldent let izukus mind have time to wonder off him so he stopped moving his hand threw izukus hair insted moving his hands down his angels side watching him jolt but not stop him as his hands rest as izukes hips lightly rubbing the area soothingly.
"I don't plan to lock you up here nor do I plan to keep you here forever. So please, I haven't kidnapped you. Don't use that word love. I... really don't like you calling me that." He mutters, Izukus seeing the dark look cross into his eyes and nervously spoke. "Im... I'm sorry. I just-"
Shoto chuckles, looking warmly at Izuku, his dark look gone. "I know. You were scared. You still are. But I'm going to clear that up for you." He mutters suddenly pulling Izuku's hips to him, startling the hero to be as his rear was in Shoto's lap, his legs forced to be spread around Shoto's waist as he flushed. "Shoto what-"
"I'm just getting comfortable. I already told you I wouldn't do anything without permission. Well..." He leaned in and pecked Izuku's lips. "I can kiss you." He mused before sitting back up.
Izuku, however, felt conflicted. This pose made him think of something else, and he felt horrified that he was even thinking of that! Shoto's strong body hovering over him, his hands tied a chain on his ankle. This isn't right. This is wrong.
"Now... my angel... you see me as a killer. One that you thought you could help. I'll admit it... I lied to you a bit on that." He mutters still rubbing Izuku hips his tied hands on his chest, as he looked up at the loving murder.
"I don't have plans to stop. I never did. In fact, I'm planning a mass murder for you very soon." Shoto said it so casually that Izuku gaped shocked; it was said as a chill ran through him.
Shoto however, shifted his body closer, pushing into his love. "Shhh. Breathe. In... out... let me Finnish. It's okey. "I'm not a monster, I'm just-"
"N-no, Shoto, how could you- what... how .. how could you kill others for me!? Please- your better then this- we can just go back and act like this didn't happen you can forget about all of this you can't-"
Izuku's eyes widen as his mouth was covered, cutting him off.
His eyes were no longer warm but cold and careful as he hummed. "No. I will do this. because no one else can. I do this because you can't, my love. I will take care of everything. Killing villains will truly fix our problems. You want a happy world. A perfect world. But giving villans chances to live is the reason we fall into ruin...." He tilts his head back.
"That time so many years ago... the first kill I made for you to be happier... that made me feel like a hero for you. I wanted to see you happy. But I had met someone that night. A villan. A villan, who then took me in and trained me. Of course, I always kept track of you. Making sure you were safe and taking care of your... problems... in secret."
Iziku felt cold. For years. Shoto has been following him for years? Since they were just little kids? His eyes watered as he realized he knew this. But it was terrifying to hear it out loud.
Shoto kept speaking. "I've been gaining the villans trust for years now... bit I do it all with one goal in mind." He grins, leaning down. Izuku thought he was going to be kissed and tilted his head away, only to shudder when his lips tickled his ear with a whisper. "I'm going to kill all of the villans soon. Getting rid of some of the worst ones all in one go." He chuckled before kissing the nape of his neck.
Izuku felt frozen, trying to process what he was just been told, but he wasn't given much time to think as Shoto sucked on his neck, forcing him to gasp. "Shoto- y-you-"
"You said kissing is fine, love. This is still a kiss. You wouldn't go back on your word, would you?" He asked, causing Izuku's jaw to drop then close unable to really say anything.
Shoto began to kiss at his neck again as he tryed to focus but he found it difficult to do. Shoto sucking on his neck knowing his most sensitive spots, his legs tighten around shoto as he pressed his lips together to not let out any sounds.
"My angel... I know you don't care for death. But this is the best way. Your wings will stay white and beautiful, and I'll do everything you cannot. You can blame all of it on me. You don't need any of this burden on you." He mutters in between kisses.
"You only need to smile at me like you always done. I know you feel hurt and scared of me right now, but i know you still love me. You care if I'm taken away from you because you need me."
Izuku shook his head. "I... I don't need-"
"Don't lie to me." Shoto cut off abruptly, pushing his hips forward and forcing Izuku to gasp as Shoto pushed against his unrelised arousal.
When did he get like this? What is wrong with him!?
"You have the power to push me away, but you haven't once. You could shove me off, break down that wall, and escape." He mutters, starting to rock his hips into Izuku, whose eyes widen.
"A-ah shoto, you said you wouldn't-"
"My love. I wasn't going to. Your the one who got aroused while i was talking to you. I can't just leave you like that. It's my responsibility to satisfy you." He mused.
He had izuku's complete attention, and his beloved didn't even realize he had purposely made small movements to arouse izuku. The kissing on the neck helped him get izuku fully hard and now he just needs to catch his beloved.
"My love... push me away." He mutters gently grinding against Izuku, now arousing himself as he jolts. "If you hate me stop me. If you think what I'm doing is wrong you can stop me." He said meeting Izuku's eyes.
Izukus mouth opened to speak, but no words came out. He knew he should stop this. Break free. Get out of here. But that meant leaving shoto.
And one thing he could not deny.
He can't do it.
Shoto however, spoke for him. "I'm a murder. I'll kill villans... I'll kill anyone who harms you... so push me away!" He basically grunts at Izuku, flinching hearing that but let out a small gasp from the friction as Shoto has not stopped grinding against him.
"You can't... can you?" Shoto mutters to Izuku, who looks at him with watery eyes.
"Why?" He asked lowly.
"I'm a monster. A murder." He hissed out his hands moving shocking izuku when he pushed the others shirts off to see his toned chest.
"Look at what I'm doing! Why won't you stop me? Tell me midoriya! Push me away and stop me if you can't accept this! Don't let me-" His eyes widen as izuku moved his tied hand over shotos head around his neck yanking him down.
Izukus eyes were watery, but his lips moved pressing into his. He felt stunned.
"Your... your not a monster..." Izuku fell quiet seeming at a loss but Shoto needed more then that.
"Why?" He asked lowly meeting Izuku's eyes.
The green orbs looked beautiful with tears in them. And his beloveds next words told him all he needed.
"Becuse... real monsters... they kill for no reason... but you... are just trying for me."
"Thats right..." He nearly purred encouragingly. "And?"
"And... i... I can't... I can't live without you." Izuku breathed, making Shoto grin.
"No. Not anymore." He mutters leaning down into a deep kiss izukus arms weakly held him back his legs curling around shotos hips.
"You need me."
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