Jinx point of view

My friends pin me to the floor, each one of them with a lifeless expression voices in my head come back screaming at me what the hell is going on what's happening!! It feels like my head is splitting apart what's happening!

Me or is that toga: we know all about your tragic little past, how are you murdered your entire family well you're a new one anyway so we had one of our friends sceptic make life-size dolls of your description have to say those little dollies you made in your little hideout really helped with the design. What do you think life like are they?

I can't respond my brain feels like it's going to explode the voices keep coming back! It's so painful I feel hot I feel cold I feel like I'm gonna vomit. Tears escaped my eyes as I look in the shallow eyes of Milo looks down at me holding my arms down

Me no no no wait that's toga isn't it?!: wow you really are not taking this so well, yes but in all fairness it's your fault I mean what was it that Milo said about you are... a jinx!

That word extends my head into a deeper spiral I feel like I'm going even more insane the voices yelling scream calling me the same thing as the monsters come back and I see them in my head and I can't take this anymore it's killing me!!!

The other me: oh seems like you don't like being called that yet you named yourself that... What did you say your name really was powder right? who names the kid powder strange but again you are one strange girl I mean I'm crazy but you are deranged at least I kill people I like because it's my way of love you kill people because it's the only thing you know how to do isn't it I mean you killed your new family and you're going to kill this one as well

The other me walks towards Caitlin, wielding a knife no no no no no no I don't like her but if she dies I'll never patch things up with my sister I've got a chance to make things right I can't lose it if I kill her that's it I'm never be able to patch things up with my sister!

But I can't stop her my brain is melting I feel my sanity slipping away, I'm left wondering who am I am I jinx or am I powder which one is it!!!??

I fade into darkness the voices stock but I'm left with this gaping hole in my chest feels like something is missing but I just don't know what it is

... this is pathetic, I should've seen this coming what did I expect I was gonna help take out the bad guys can be seen as a hero. no that's not who I am I know it isn't because I don't even know who I am so how can someone who doesn't even know where they stand know what they're supposed to be. I mean who am I truly underneath it all am I powder or am I jinx. Even I don't know the answer to that question why did I call myself that I hate the word yet I chose it as my name why was I so consciously trying to tell myself that I hate myself or is it something else whatever it doesn't matter I'm just a crazy girl I'll always be that

A Voice  i recognise echoes in my subconscious: no you're not

From the The shadows izuku fully clothed and his hero costume is in one piece again: you're not just a crazy girl

I stand up and look at him: okay what the hell is going on you were in my subconscious aren't we or am I having another delusion!?

Iuzku: well you are having another delusion goes I'm not real we are in your subconscious and just that part of your subconscious that he's trying to tell you to stop whining

I look at him: and exactly why have I chosen a boy I've only known a week

Izuku: I don't know what your subconscious maybe you've developed a bit of a crush maybe you look up to him I don't know I'm not the real him. I'm just here to tell you to stop Second guessing yourself and do something

Okay I really must hate myself if I'm trying to psychologically scold myself: well it's easy for you to say you're a incredibly strong confident guy everything came easy for you

Izuku chuckled: okay first of all I'm not the real him, second of all don't you remember what he said the first time you met him he said "okay okay jinx I understand believe me I do, it really hurts when someone calls your name and when you think they are right about you believe me I know how much that hurts. My best friend told me that I was nothing but it could be squashed any time Right before he smashed my head into the ground. He then went on to tell everyone that I was useless and pathetic and they all believed him so they all treated me like I was nothing I wasn't even a person I'm just a regular punchingbag. The worst part about it always on some level I agreed with him with them all but then one person just one person Told me I was worth something, and that gave me the courage to start to think that I didn't have to be what everyone else said I was you can do the same to." He understood how you feel how you feel right now worthless pathetic like you don't belong anywhere but do you wanna know what you think got him through those dark times?

I roll my eyes how is it that the subconscious version of myself would know the answer to that if I didn't: how the hell would you know if I don't?

Izuku: You do and you just don't want to admit it it was hope and his determination. He always hoped for a better tomorrow you know that because he always tried to see the positive when you were with him and he never quit even when the odds were stacked so against him when he thought that muscular guy  he still fought he didn't let anything stop him, and he didn't let anyone tell him who or what he was you can do the same it doesn't matter what people call you what matters is what you do so tell me jinx or powder what do you want to do

I think about for a moment: I want to help him

Izuku: well then go to that forget about what toga or what anyone else is saying what anyone else is calling you, go do what you want to do doesn't matter what anyone calls you go do what you want and don't let anyone stop you

A figment of izuku fades away back into the darkness, he's right or I'm right whichever it is it doesn't matter what people call me all that matters is what I do and it's about time I do something right!

Narrators point of view

Outside drinks were still unconscious while toga was closing in disguise does jinx to Caitlin who was still unconscious but was being held down by a doll of Younger jinx and younger vi

Toga speaking to sceptic over communication: I think we broke her I told you this plan would work

Sceptic over communications: i'll admit it was a great plan using my towers create life-size dolls I loved ones in and then using the camera islands that we have so that I could see them through the computer through your eyes that was a nice touch. So what are we going to do with her now?

Toga: I don't know she's really cute so I'm thinking-

The crazy serial killer girl was interrupted when she got a knee to the face by The lunatic girl, somehow jinx had it escapedThe confinement of her own mind and quietly ripped the dogs that are holding her to the ground apart in a second she then charged at toga mean her in the face causing her to break her disguise

Toga still in shock: what but...but your trauma!?

Jinx kicked her in the face almost knocking her out but it broke the contact cameras in her eyes: oh yeah I got over it thanks seems like all I needed was a real kick in the butt lights out!

She then kicked toga again for mostly satisfaction reasons but also because she needed to be knocked out and taken out of the fight, jinx them destroyed it was left of the fakes with little hesitation, she finally I come to her senses after so long she finally knew who she was she was neither powder no jinx she was just a girl who wanted to do good

Meanwhile back with her sister and The others they were having a less encouraging time they managed to break through some of the soldiers of the paranormal liberation front but things were getting more and more dangerous vi and izuku i've gotten separated from ekko and his men they just continue fighting their way through the endless horde of people

Vi breathing heavily: izuku how are you holding up over there?!

Izuku Who was still smiling as he kicked two enemies that appeared out of nowhere out of the way: concerned... Should we not have come?

Vi hitting a guy in the stomach and then the face knocking him out: well if we didn't who knows what would've happened This guy is going to attack the main city at any time is fine seen inevitable either way!

Izuku agreeing with her: That's true they had us cornered, take a look over there vi we're getting closer to your sisters hideout and the closer we get...

They turned a corner and that's when they were met with a swarm of people we both met a humans and some of Sokos men on shimmer: The more bad guys where are

Vi was honestly surprised on how many people there were: where the heck did all these people come from!?

Before they can charge A rocket came out of nowhere blowing up the enemy and separating them both vi and izuku look at each other and then looked at where the missal came from it was jinx with Caitlin who was miraculously fully healed. Jinx didn't even hesitate before charging in guns blazing against the enemy

Vi actually surprised by her sistersdemeanour: jinx what the hell is gone into you!?

Her sister responded as she kicked and punched the enemy: I got over my trauma I realised that it doesn't matter what people call me it doesn't matter if I'm powder or jinx I want to do some good and that's exactly what I'm gonna do now come on

Caitlin running up to the hero and the street brawler: I have no idea what happened I woke up and she gave me some shimmer to heal my wounds the next thing I know she's like a Woman on a mission we even were to catch up with ekko and the others . She sounds like she's on some sort of heroes journey

Izuku shrugging off his shock: don't question it let's just keep moving!

They did exactly that they kept running through the swarm of meta humans and enhanced humans with shimmer until finally they were met with what appeared to be an election bus on it was some liberation Army warriors and none other than trumpet

Trumpet activated his mask and gave a speech: liberation fateful we believe that this is our second coming we failed want to bring true freedom to the world and it is all responsible for the boy trying to stop us now do not let him fraught our plans a second time!

As it did before the liberation Army's morale instantly had a boost as they charged forwards against the enemy ekko people took the front of their assault and they were quickly defeated nothing could stand a chance when trumpet was involved

Vi thought a sweat went down her  cheek: dammit if he starts speaking again will be completely wiped out... What can I do izuku it's already exhausted I'm surprised he hasn't collapsed from sleep deprived. Has to be something I can do

I come up with an idea but it's an incredibly stupid one: hey Mr politician, why don't you come down from your own perfect will stand there and fight alongside your men

Trumpet obviously laugh that off: oh wow Silco wasn't joking you really are that stupid, what makes you think you're on my level I have a purpose in life a grand ideal that I will achieve at any cost what do you do fighting back alleyways for nothing more than to do a few bits of coin pathetic I don't see you as someone who could bring much to society

Vi grumbled as she clenched her fist that soon swapped to a smile:Here they had everyone one of the great generals of the paranormal liberation Army is afraid to fight someone he sees as beneath him!

Trumpet insulted and not really thinking straight jump straight down from his election bus as his soldiers make a circle around all of them he takes off his jacket and put up his fist. Vi being vi Wasted no time and punched him straight in the ground then she grabbed hold of izuku and told my sister and Home forced her friend to grab hold of him as well izuku knowing what she meant they instantly started to fly up and the fire light followed after them they suffered some blasting from the ground with the army trying to get them out of the sky but they were able to get over them and land somewhere close to the hideout

Ekko: if he could fly this whole time why didn't we just fly over the army?

Izuku: we probably would've just been boxing having enemies coming in from all sides at least this way we won't have to do so much worry about people coming in from behind us, almost there I just hope we're not too late

Hey guys I know I updated twice again today I just really want to get this story finished and hopefully I can get it finished tomorrow if I do another double update I hope you've enjoyed and I will see you next time