Ok so I am planning on putting a video of me singing but I am not sure (Ps I sing horrible) but I want to do one day I might

But also I want to become a singer when I grow up, to be exact, a Christian singer

I love to sing and it's been my dream Since I was small, I'd hear my mom sing and then I'd want to sing too.

Through out the years I think I've improved but I'm not sure. When I was small I had a very sweet voice and cute and adorable.... but when I started to grow my voice went kinda.....deep ya know?

So my dad would always say that my voice was to deep and that I should try to act/sing more high and sweet and more feminine

Of course I refused to do it and I told him that he can't change me for who I was and that he can't tell me when he doesn't even have my voice because he's not me. I said that he can't change me, because that's how God made me, and if God gave me this voice, then it's for a reason.

I'm not gonna let others tell me how I should sound or act, because that's just not me. Now my voice is a bit higher but still at the range I like.

When I was at church, not to long ago, on a Friday, I decided I was gonna sing again because I haven't in a while in front of the church(because since my parents became pastors I had stopped for a good time, I still sang at home, but it was different) . So when I started to sing I thought, maybe for once I'm gonna do it without the guys voice in the background. Let me tell you... bad idea and that's all.

When I started singing, it was good at first, but then I forgot how the pitch and how the tone of the song was supposed to go. And boy did it sound bad. There are these 2 twins in our church, and they are both 12. When I was in the bad part of the song, they were laughing at me the whole time. I got so mad I wanted to punch them right in their mouths and faces. But then I thought that I wasn't doing it for them I was doing it for God. I still felt bad that I was laughed at and I also cried. But one day I'm gonna prove them wrong.

I'm pretty sure that they like me, but then again I could be wrong. The reason why I say that is because they always take glances at me and then when I look at them they look away. So idk, maybe they do maybe they don't, the point is I don't like them. They are mean and always interrupt the service of church (meaning the beginning and the preacher). I think they are rude, selfish brats who don't know manners .

Back to the actual topic, I am planning on posting a video of me singing (not showing face because I look ugly singing) but I'm not so sure at the same time. Sooooooooooooo, I also found out AGT (America's Got Talent) will be in Tampa for season 14 next year and I want to join if God allows it. Because God has his plans on things so yea, I have to always obey. I can be pretty reckless but overall I'm not that reckless. But it's an idea and if I ever go on AGT I hope I can win!!!!

Thx for reading this book about me!!! I hope you have a wonderful day!!! If you have suggestions pls tell me but it has to be a Christian song otherwise I won't sing it (if I ever do post something like that)