I don't know hat to say anymore... no one gets me, and I feel like all my sister ever wants is too see me being screamed at. My legs hurt, and she wants me to get up when she very well knows I can't. Then I get screamed at for no reason saying that my sis cleans everything and I don't do anything. That I should wash dishes when it's her turn because last time she did bull crap (if that is a cuss word to other people I am sorry, but it's not a bad word here) I can't explain my feelings of hurt and pain. So I'm gonna let em all out in a song, I hope you like it, and to let you know....this song is filled with tears

I look around, I'm nowhere to be found
I'm surrounded by darkness, it's so cold in here
I tried so hard to get your attention
But all I got were screams
No matter how much I want get close to you
You just push me away

I want to scream
I want to shout
I want to run
I want to leave
I just want to be me

God why did happen
I'm so desperate
I'm felling pain
Boy does it hurt
Sis, why do you reject me ?
Why don't you pay attention to me
All I ever wanted, was your love
That's for granted
You tell me things that leave me confused
Do you love me
I've never heard those word from you
And if you do.....

SO WHYYYYYYYYY
WHY AM I TREATED THIS WAY
I tried to tell you
How much I loved you
But when you turn my way
All we do is fight
GOD WHYYYYYYYYY
HOW COULD THIS HAPPEN TO MEEEEE
I DON'T UNDERSTAND  WHAT YOU'RE TRYING TO DO
But please tell me it's over
I don't want deal with this pain
Anymore than what I deal with
I just need your looooove

Dear sister, let me tell you
That I still love you, no matter what you've done
I just wanted your attention
I just wanted some of your love
I just wanted to be the best sister you had

God, I understand well, and I'm sorry for all I've done
For the sins I have committed
For the things i knew I shouldn't do
God please forgive me
Please tell me it's okay
Please tell me that you love me
Please tell that this pain......

Is oveeeerr.......

That's is my song and I'm sorry if it was a bad song, but sadly all of it is true, pls don't think bad about my sister she's not a bad person  but sometimes she goes overboard..... but that is it for today, pls have a nice day and I hope you enjoy this song from 3for3

Bye guys and I'll se you later hopefully with a happy story