Hey guys!!! So I have a question! So what would you do or say, when a friend says the want to commit suicide? Well, I have a friend like that right now...we talked for a bit, and now he's not answering anymore. But! I have hope things are ok, maybe he's just cooling off, resting his mind, maybe even sleeping! I just hope he's ok.

I never thought I would end up in this situation! What's worse...he's Christian. Those who are Christian will understand what I'm going to say the most right now. The devil is just finding cruel ways to kill people one by one. But I know that with Gods help, I can change his mind. So far I've been the only one he's been answering to. He told me why I even cared when we don't really talked much, I told him it was because he was my friend, and I always think about my friends. No matter how long we've talked or year le we've been friends! Then I told him, why he would tell me all these things, if we barely talked? He answered he didn't know as well...My big sister told me, that that was God guiding him to me to convince him to not do suicide.

I never thought he would think like this...he's a good kid after all. But then again... not all good kids have it good. I know this, 'cause I'm also a good kid. Let me share a little of my story, I was bullied when I barely started pre-K, and it continued for 12yrs if my life. Yea, a long time right? Anyways, all those years I've been a "good girl" hoping things would be better for me in the future. One day, my grandma started to tell me I was fat like a pig, and that I shouldn't have been here. She started to compare me to my big sis, who was skinny and beautiful. My sister was scouted to be a model, and they said if I wanted to, I could come as well. Well, my grandma told me it was useless for me to go because I was fat and ugly and that they would never want someone like me. I got into deep depression and thought that I shouldn't live in this world anymore...but then I realized that I shouldn't just throw away my life like that. That people needed me, and that I couldn't just leave my family like that. I hope that he has the same realization. Y'all don't know how much I'm praying right now for that friend! He's important to me and if he goes, than a piece of my life goes with him. I cannot live without him. No I don't love him, but I do love him as a friend. He knows that very well. For all those Christians out there, please help me pray for him. Please! He needs God more than anyone right now. I just hope he's okay. Lord, I keep him in you hands. Thank you guys for reading, have a nice day and enjoy this song...