February 14, 2022

Kelly,

Writing a letter is really not my thing but I remember you telling me you like classic type of love where love letters is a must. I also saw your likes on twitter which shows classic love letters, but this wasn't forced and this wasn't just because you like it, I also want to give something that you can read to remember me and to remember what I feel for you. Lover, I wanted to tell you a story around August of 2021, It's raining and I just got out of my car. I saw a really beautiful lady on the waiting shed, she's probably texting I don't know, but she looks so stressed and she has a huge canvas on her side. I was standing far from her, contemplating whether to go to her and ask her if there's any problem or just go to my class, but she suddenly ran while hugging her canvas. I felt like natanga ako and run after her while holding my umbrella and my eyes went wide when she almost fell. That's my cue, I went to her with my umbrella and walked with her hanggang sa building nila. I remember her very clear and I will always remember that day I met her. It amazed me how she remembers my face and draw me to find me. She never fails to amaze me everyday. She was you Kelly, I had a crush on you first and hindi ikaw ang naghabol sakin, I ran after you first. I was really shocked and uncomfortable when you're so straightforward at me lalo na nung hinanap mo ko that's why I became so "suplado" at you but I guess I didn't stop crushing on you, you know why? Because I still replied to you every single time. I always look forward for your dm and nagtataka ako everytime na wala, suko na ba siya? Busy ba siya? May painting ba siyang ginagawa? Tulog ba siya? Lahat yan iniisip ko everytime wala kang dm and that's when I knew I like you but I'm in denial at first pero I realized na bakit ba ako in denial? Para kanino? Para saan? Bakit di ko na lang tanggapin na gusto kita? Kelly, I like your art, I like your passion, I like everything about you. I lied when I told you I don't want to see your face on your instagram and yes, it's true I've been stalking you since the first time I dmed you because I love seeing you kaso hindi nga tayo nagkikita sa school. Friday became my favorite day because we're gonna have lunch together, suddenly you became everything to me. Everything that's with you in it became my favorite. I'm sorry for making you upset I won't do it ever again! I don't like giving you a reason to be insecure and to doubt my feelings, I promise to shower you a lot of assurance, love and respect. Thank you for looking for me. You found me and it was love that I found in you. I love you

Happy Valentines

your chemboy, Lucas.