I LAID MY RULER FLAT my pencil gliding across the page expertly the lines on the page were all perfectly to scale with the future model, Susan labeled continued her initial free hand sketch next to me,
"That's it for today, we'll meet back up on Monday to finish off." Ms Claire said before everyone began packing up, this was the technical drawing club, we basically just learnt how to make technical drawings,
"I heard about Lexa sending you hoe notes." Susan said and I shrugged as I packed up my pencils,Susan wasn't a friend, I only had one of those, she is just my desk mate during club time who loves gossip usually she'd just share it but today I was the main topic.
"Yeah, I'm pretty sure she's just being a pain." I said and Susan looked at me raising an eyebrow,
"I'm just saying from what I've heard, apparently you walked up to Eros and told him you'd give him better head or something then fucked him." She said and my eyes widened, I hadn't taken Eros as the type of person to talk about his sexual exploits ,but I guess that was  the fuck boy standard procedure.

"Where'd you hear that?" I asked as we made our way outside,
"Eros's lunch table him and his buddies, he was bragging about how he got a girl at the party who had a crush on him to say she loved him while they fucked." Susan said and I felt myself boil, it didn't matter what we did or how or when or where,  I said my goodbyes marching right to the basketball court knowing they're practice was still in session, I'm pretty sure coach would be on my ass for interrupting their practice, but fuck it I'll take detention it was a Friday I'd have the weekend to practice my mock apology or excuse. I fixed my strap storming into the gym of course Lexa and her little Eros fan club were currently sitting on the bleachers giggling, I didn't even waste a single second seeing that coach had probably left earlier or something because they boys were playing a three on three. The match seemed to pause as I walked right up to Eros, he looked down at me rolling his eyes,
"What the fuck do you want now?" he asked as if I'd been dragging him around begging and pleading for him all day, this asshole had the balls to act like he was exasperated, his friends and that little cheer squad started laughing. I didn't even know what had happened when it happened in one swift movement my palm met his cheek slapping him right across the face. The room was quiet as Eros looked at me his eyes wide with shock,
"You piece of shit." I spat, my hands clenched into fists,
"You really do think you can just go around asking like every girl is really dying to ride your dick, guess what mother fucker you ain't shit, I won't deny it-" I looked around at everyone present,
"-I fucked you, I fucked Eros, so what? I didn't ask him to fuck me, infact he was the one who kissed me, all I did was give him a little attention, there you have it ladies and gentlemen the hot little basketball player was begging for this pussy." I said before turning back to Eros, he looked pissed, yeah exactly what I wanted that cocky smirk off your fucking face,
"Oh really? I begged? Who walked up to me?" he asked and I smirked returning the stupid thing I wanted to slap off,
"Yeah I walked up to you, but wasn't it you that said and I quote,you know I love you." i fired back I honestly expected him to  reply and react to keep fueling my anger but instead he grabbed my wrist and dragged me out of the gym into the empty hallway,
"What the fuck is wrong with you, why are you so fucking frustrating?" he asked and I crossed my arms,
"Whats wrong with you? Listen I'm not upset that we fucked, but you're going around acting like I begged for you, the least you could do is shut the fuck up." I shot back, he gripped my shoulders,
"That's what I do, I fuck girls then I talk about it because I'm an asshole." he said and I pushed his hands off my shoulders,
"I'm not just any girl Eros, I'm a person with an identity and you can't go around ruining my fucking life, I told you that I only confessed to finally let it go, it has nothing to do with you, my feelings have nothing to do with you, I don't give two flying fuc-"he cut me off cupping my face and placing his mouth over mine, his lips moving against mine angrily, I held back trying to stop myself from kissing back but unfortunately I now associated his lips with familiarity so I kissed back breathing out as my hands grabbed his vest collar to pull him down to my height properly so I'd stop craning my neck up for him, I kissed him back his arms wrapping around my waist pushing our bodies together our lips moved against each other aggressively. In that moment I fucking hated him, I resented him and yet the tighter he gripped my waist the wetter I got. He pulled away first,
"You're so fucking frustrating." he breathed,
"I fucking hate you." I huffed still holding onto his vest, his lips finding mine again and capturing mine a small whine slipping past my lips as he gripped my waist kissing me harder, his hips unconsciously grinding into mine. His hand hooking my thigh around his waist so he could grind into my center properly, he pulled away,
"You don't hate me, the fact that I piss you off proves it princess and I'm not going to give you your little rejection, because simply put I'm officially involved in this little crush of yours." he said grinding his hips into mine particularly hard and making me slump forward into his chest,
"It has nothing to do with you." I breathed and he chuckled,
"It does because I seem to get so fucking turned on whenever you're claiming it isn't about me, fuck you have no idea how badly I wanna fuck that little claim out of you." he breathed as he continued grind into me,
"Do it then."