WARNING THE FOLLOWING SCENE IS SEXUALLY EXPLICIT AND MAY OFFEND OR DISTURB CERTAIN AUDIENCES. READER DISCRETION IS ADVISED.

BUTTERFLIES ERUPTED  throughout my stomach as his lips began to move expertly against mine,I tried my best to kiss back but my movements were sloppy, that slight hiccup did very little to stop me from enjoying the kiss, he pulled away a little too soon but the smile on my face remained,

"You suck at kissing."he chuckled as if it amused him that I was completely untrained,
"I'm rusty, it's been a while." I shot back placing my hands on my hips,
"You can't expect me to be a professional here, you literally just decided to kiss me, I was caught completely off guard." I protested and he laughed, seeing him laugh up close was like a fever dream,
"You're cute, you know that?" he said reaching forward to play with one of my loose curls,
"Anyway you wanted an answer, my answer is don't like me, you'll only get hurt." he said and I rolled my eyes,
"Wait, did you think I confessed to try and win your affections? Listen you're hot okay and you're cocky that makes you attractive as for the whole crushing on you thing, it's already been seven years it's way too late for you to say don't like me been there, done that." I shoved my hands in my pockets as I spoke looking up at him in slight irritation. To him I had come her to fulfil some teenage fantasy when in reality I had come to end one.
"I didn't tell you because I wanted to ride off into the sunset, I told you because I wanted to get it off my chest and get rejected so I can just move on, seven years is a long time." I said my voice lowering in what I could clearly recognise as exhaustion, could it be that these feelings had exhausted me? He raised an eyebrow at me he actually looked shocked cocky mother fucker, I liked him yeah but the nature of my crush was purely sexual, I liked the possibility of him fucking my brains out, he's a cocky basterd nothing about his behaviour attracted me, think of it like having a crush on an anime character.
"Well...I don't really feel like rejecting you because based on how desperately you tried to kiss back, you definitely won't just get over it." he said and I rolled my eyes, having a conversation with him was making him less attractive, boys are prettier when they're quiet,
"Yeah, I reacted because that's what's supposed to happen and like I said you're hot." I said shrugging and he nodded, smirking a little clearly liking my blatant admission to his superior genetics.
"How about I kiss you again just to get it out of our systems then we'll figure out where to go from there." he suggested before his mouth was on mine again, this time his moved slower as if to guide me. This all felt like a fever dream his hands wrapped around my waist and he leaned back against the wall my body pressing into his this was more relaxed making it easier  to finally find a rhythm. My hands found his chest feeling how calm his heart beat was in contrast to my erratic one. His teeth nibbled on my bottom lip before his tongue slipped into my mouth, I could taste alcohol and chocolate a mixture that I found myself drowning in my hands gripping his shirt before he pulled away again, licking his lips,
"I'm kinda turned on by this." he said and I pulled back slightly not liking how hyperaware I had  become of my own horniness. He pulled me back to him,
"I'm not rejecting you, instead let's just break your heart." he said before I felt his lips on mine again, I didn't even have time to process his words his hands sliding lower over my ass then under the skirt shivers ran up my spine, his lips kept up their pace moving sensually in sync with mine as his hand continued to travel up towards my panties his fingers tracing my centre through them, another shiver ran up my spine ,a moan slipping past my lips as I pulled away, his fingers now rubbing my clit through the dampened fabric, his lips travelling down my neck nipping at the sensitive skin as he continued to rub me,
"Wait hold on." I breathed trying to gain my sanity, this was definitely not just kissing, instead of listening to me he slid my panties to the side and began to rub me faster, I gripped his shirt his free hand hoisting my leg up and around his waist giving him easier access, the cool breeze hitting my moist entrance as he slipped two fingers into me, his thumb still running over my clit with him pumping in and out of me, stretching me deliciously, the fantasies of him doing this to me weren't even close to the real deal, the feeling of his long fingers curling inside of me was far beyond anything my fingers could ever do.
"You're such a whore, moaning on my fingers." he said I opened my mouth to retort when he quickened his pace I gripped his shirt desperately as he continued to make degrading comments, the knot in my stomach tightened ready for release,
"Trembling around my fingers, I wonder what you'll do when my cock is in this tight little pussy." he chuckled darkly pulling his fingers out of me, I trembled slightly my breathing out of control he pressed me up against the wall his fingers finding my entrance again this time he finger fucked me at an impossibility fast speed bringing me to the edge of release before pulling away completely, the sound of his zipper and an empty foil packet falling to the floor had me clenching. This definitely wasn't part of the plan but if this really was how this was gonna happen then I'd let it, if his fingers felt like that then his cock would probably have me dying from pleasure. His fingers pulled my pussy lips open probably exposing my entrance to him, his cock rubbed up against my clit before in one swift move he slammed into me, my back arched a scream leaving my lips as he continued his brutal pace, it hurt not the kind of hurt that is in one isolated zone, the kind that spread through your entire body, my body was still adjusting to his sudden intrusion with every thrust yet it still felt like a pleasurable itch was being scratched.
"Yeah that's right, take this cock, take it all because you love me." he groaned his hand resting on my hip while the other found mine on the wall and rested over it. He continued his pace my legs trembling helplessly before I came moaning his name as he continued to fuck me,
"Keep cumming for me princess, you know I love you." he breathed slamming into me particularly hard and making me get onto my toes biting my lip, his hand moved off mine slipping under my shirt and bra twisting my nipple between his fingers and his other hand finding my clit, that set me off again my legs shaking violently as another orgasm rippled through me,
"Say you love me." he commanded and some unknown force probably driven by my orgasm high let me answer,
"I fucking love you." I breathed, he continued ramming into me bringing me two more orgasms before his thrusts grew sloppy and he came, grumbling a string of curses and pulling out of me. I'm not sure what he did behind me probably throwing the condom away but I heard him pull up his pants, buckle his belt then saw him get on his knees and pull my panties back up with a long kiss pressed directly onto my wetness, he fixed my skirt spanking my bottom before I turned around,
"I'll make sure this crush dies." he said before kissing my cheek and leaving.

That wasn't part of the plan.