F: Hey guys so um...*sigh* I just wanted to give a little explanation as to what that last chapter was about. First off I want to say I'm really sorry for being a lil bit cooky. You see the thing is that...I have Insomnia. Now if you don't what that is, Insomnia is a condition that some people may have that gives them the inability to sleep. I've had insomnia for a while, since freshman year but the thing is it was never really that bad. Over the years its gotten worse what with the stress of high school and finding a job and trying to maintain a "normal life" but it sucks because I'm not normal.

On a regular basis I'll have nightmares that won't let me sleep, and some nights I just don't sleep at all. And yea it sucks but at this point I'm used to it.

Now I don't know about anyone else but insomnia will sometimes affect me to do some weird stuff that I won't remember. (Hence that last chapter) Yea, you heard right. I don't remember ANYTHING about writing that chapter. And cleaning my room? Yea I didn't know I did that, I honestly thought my mom cleaned my room because the last thing I remember is waking up in . my bed this afternoon.

And yea, this is a regular thing for me. There's been times when I'd walk outside in my PJs at the middle of the night and not remember it. And seeing as I also sleepwalk, insomnia sucks when I actually sleep cuz it will make me do weird stuff.

There's been times when I'd do something weird and txt a friend talking nonsense and they'd get freaked out, thinking that I was actually crazy and needed to be boarded in a mental asylum. I've lost friends because of it.

And seeing as I have been focusing on Wattpad alot, it doesn't surprise me that I wrote on this today talking nonsense.

On a regular basis I get about probably 8 hours of sleep a week max. A week. I don't sleep alot. So no sleep messes with me and my brain, making me do weird stuff.

Anyways, the point of this is to say I'm sorry. And if I suddenly just do something weird on Wattpad again, just know its not me okay? I just don't sleep...

I really hope you guys understand and if you do but don't want to deal with my craziness than that's fine but yea, I AM little screwy in the head. My doctors have physically told me this and that's its from lack of sleep, so yea I'm crazy but it doesn't make me any different. I'm still Mona, the same author as a week ago.

And yea, I could be taking medication but the thing is I don't like to. I don't like knowing I'm being forced to sleep. The only time I take me do is if I get migraines from no sleep and that's because I have to because my family has a history with migraine problems and if one becomes too bad then I could be sent into a coma or death. So I don't take medication unless I absolutely have to and that's rarely.

Like I said, I hope you guys understand and I'm really sorry. If I act weird or something, then just leave me be or tell me to get offline and lay down. That's all I can really say. Thanks for reading this guys. I hope you have a goodnight and I'll see you next time :) Bai *disappears into internet*